23.06.2012

Hana’s POV

                The day I’ve been through in New York alone was not like how I wanted to be. I could have everything I want in there. I’ve got my dream and everyone was envy of what I have. But I’ve never have a thought even once that live in my dream without someone who could love me, someone who would have listen to me is nothing. Everything I have was nothing, nothing without Hoya beside me. I was wrong to leave Hoya without told him anything. Told him that I would love him no matter what. And now when I’ve decided to come back to him everything was too late. I shouldn’t have blame him for loving another girl. I’ve left him for a good 2 years and I believed myself that it wasn’t an easy thing to do for him to loved another girl. After all that was my false. And yet I couldn’t just let him went away from me and be happy with that girl. I wouldn’t let that happen. I promised myself that I would try to do anything to make Hoya loves me again.

                “May I ask, do you know the girl named Hana, Kim Hana?”, I heard a guy asked my assistant at my back. I glanced at them and saw that guy started walking towards me. I smiled as he reach my table and shook his hand. “I wonder how that girl could make two good looking guys love her in the same time”, I muttered and he looked at me clearly he didn’t hear what I just said. He introduced himself to me and of course I would know him, he is the well-known Lee Junho. Lee Junho of 2PM. “Oh so what is it that you want to talk to me about?”, he asked. “are you acting stupid or you really don’t know about it? I meant that girl hadn’t told you about me?”, I said and I could see that he was confused with what I just said. “I wanted to talk about Bora. Your ex, isn’t she? How is it feel to have someone you love not loving you back?”, I said again and with that he started to tense.

“Never mind I knew it very well how is it feel. It’s never been good, right? You know you and me could become a good alliance. So you can have your little girl back and I can have Hoya for myself. Is it sounds good to you?” I continued and he smiled a smile that I knew would never means good.

“Love is not only about having each other and for me letting her to be happy with another guy is enough, I don’t really know about what alliance you are talking about in here. But you perhaps want to start to let Hoya happy?”, said Junho.

I gritted my teeth and said, “I would never believe that stupid little girl could make Hoya happy. I just wanted you to help me and you could get her back. A girl that you love so much. Why is it so hard for you to understand me?”

“I love her, so much. You are right. But whatever it is I don’t think help you is a way to get her back. And don’t ever try to do anything bad to her”, he said and left me alone.

                I left the café I’ve been in with Junho a few minutes after he left. I still couldn’t believe that he didn’t think alike with me. He loves her so much, doesn’t he? How could he just left her with another guy and think that may be that guy could make her happy? Such a stupid thought, I thought. I love Hoya and I always wanted him to be mine. Only mine. And I was gonna make it happen.

                Bora’s POV

                “what if I never met Hoya, my mind would not be a complete mess like it is right now”, I said to myself. Until now I still hadn’t have a chance to talk to him. Or not really gave any effort to tried to talk to him and so did he. He never texted me, called me or anything he