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Dream Come TrueHUA this is a kind of bad update, i guess T_T
13.06.2012
Junho’s POV
I still haven’t believed that actually my relationship with bora was over. Or neither ever wanted it to be. I’ve always think that bora is everything I want. I never thought what probably happen to me when I lost her. And when I did lose her, I regretted it so much. But I couldn’t just force her to love me, right? Maybe I was wrong, maybe she could try to love me, maybe she would learn how to love me. But how long I have to wait for that to happen? People always said that love makes us blind, that we could wait forever for the one we love, but have they ever think that actually forever is a terribly long time? You might said that I am stupid for letting her go and just gave up on her. But I just wanted her to be happy, eventhough she wasn’t with me I would let her go to be happy with someone else.
Today JYPNation would come to the same show, which means I could see Bora. I didn’t know whether I should feel happy or sad. I haven’t seen her since the day we broke up. Or maybe she didn’t want to see me? yesterday I told the other members that I broke up with her already. That was when I start to feel afraid. Afraid if I hurt her. I never wanted to hurt her. But what if I did? It would be a really good reason why I couldn’t forgive myself. I sighed when I suddenly saw a figure that I always adore walk toward me. Bora, she walked and smiled as if there is nothing wrong between us. I smiled back knowing that probably she felt happy this way.
The show started. and the MC threw us a few questions, made a joke with each other, I laughed and felt relief that I could see Bora laughed at what the MC saying. And that comfortable moment wasn’t stay for a really long time until the MC asked Bora about her ideal type. I looked at her, there was a small hope inside me that she would choose me like the last 2PM’s members ask her. But why would her? She probably gonna say Hoya, I thought. “Junho oppa”, she said not looking at me. I was too shock and just stared at her. I could feel a heat crept on my face, she still could make me blush like
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