11.04.2012

Today i got nothing to do except i have to meet Junho oppa in the rooftop because he have something to say. I wondered what is it, and i thought it is really important because he wanted to talk face to face with me. I just hoped it was about something good. I arrived in front of JYPEnt building and i came out from the car after saying a simple thank you to my manager. It was already late at night so JYPent office was almost empty, just a few people were there. I headed to the rooftop and i saw Junho oppa sat on the bench with eyes closed. I walked to him slowly and tried to surprise him when he suddenly said, “i know you were there. Sit down”. He said it with his cold voice that i rarely heard. I sat down and peeked to my side and i saw Junho oppa sighed before said,

“Yesterday i saw you with him again”

“him?”, i asked Junho oppa.

“Hoya, He looked at you the way i look at you. he look at you with love. I am not surprise because of that. Because i know he loves you. what makes me shock is you return his gaze with love too”, he finished his word then looked at me.

“Do you really can see that?”

“what do you think? You love him, don’t you?”, he answered still with his cold voice.

“What if i do?”

“you shouldn’t”

“i know”, i avoided his eyes by looked to the ground.

“So what the hell are you doing if you know that you shouldn’t love him?”, i shivered when he raised his voice.

“the thing is i don’t know whether i love him or not”

“Liar”, He said a very little word with a very small voice but enough t