Hello My Dear Subscribers,

I know I've been a horrible author because I always say that I'll try to update soon but in reality I never do. At the moment it's hard to find the inspiration to write such stories, it's just that while this story may seem intriguing or interesting to you, the plot doesn't seem real to me. It seems fake and too unrealistic for me to find the motivation to continue it while my life is heading down a long and dark road at the present time.

I'm not after self-pity when I say that finding the will to continue a story with an inevitable happy ending and happy mood while my life seems to be falling into a deep and dark canyon of unresolved problems, grief and depression, is rather hard and frustrating.

When I first started this story it was merely to find something to pass the time, I had no idea where this story would go nor did I know how the plot would turn out, I just went with the flow and hoped for the best. Yet despite my limited knowledge as to where this story would lead, I still found myself gaining a heap of subscribers and for that I thank you all even if you are rather silent readers as I've pointed out in a lot of my Author's Notes.

All I'm saying with this 'note' is that I don't think I can find the motivation to continue or write a story with no meaning to me. Yes I love writing as I find it the easier method to share and express my thoughts with others whether directly or indirectly but writin