Chapter 19

Bom stare at her wound biting her lips;

Old habits die hard don’t they?

She gently her wounds;

She felt guilty towards her parents that constantly asking about how she got her injuries;

“They don’t have to discover this part of me, no. Not ever”

Her heart skip a beat when the bathroom door opens revealing him semi ;

“And to think it is perfectly fine to let scare the hell of your husband?!” he hissed

Tabi roll his eyes angrily as he dry his hair wearing only a boxer;

“Yah! It is your fault choi tabi!!” she whispered angrily;

One thing that is for sure they would have to lash out their arguement in hush down tone;

 She doesn’t want the risk of her maids or parents to find out their arguements;

It would lead to more of their questioning and soon everything might leak out;

“How is it my fault dearest?” he stood closer to her;

She trembles; Him in only a BOXER; looking so ing yummy is so not helping her to maintain her composition;

Pabo, act like normal will you?;

Her inner self scolded her mentally;

“Aish, look I am tired of all this fine if you want to stop pretending; I’d just inform my parents and I’d just leave and BOOM everything will resume normal for you alien” she slump and walk away from him;

She felt as if she could explode out zillions of tears that are threatening to fall soon;

She pushes open the sliding door and closes it;

She needs to calm down her cracking heart;

Pabo, this is all an act you should be thankful he even attempts to save your career;

Pabo, why are doing things that damages your heart more?;

He wants to end it what else could I do?

Pabo, why are you being greedy? You should be thankful to at least have him ACT cheesy and mushy to you;

Bom sob and closes her eyes;

She is tired to battle with her inner self and the-so-called-reality self;

“God, why is my prince never exists? Why would you give me hope and crash it all down just like that? I wish I could reverse the time and never fall in love; why is it me to be always hurt and left alone? Why would you send someone to trigger my heart and feelings this time deeper only to have him breaking my hearts too? Why??”

Bom stares at the dark sky feeling so hopeless and helpless, she clench her both fists;

As she was about to hit on the rough cement, a force pulls her into a tight embrace;

“Can you please stop breaking my heart? You got to know my heart is not made of steel or plastic Bom ah” the husky deep voice whispers into her ear;

 She remains sobbing at his chest;

“Choi Seung Hyun, could you please stop breaking my actual heart more? I admit I fall for you and am stupid to think that we could actually be a real married couple huh? I don’t know what was my insane brain were thinking; I understand you finally realize that you are jeopardizing your future and also career with this marriage act that you want to stop this pretending game; mianhee for all the trouble I cause you; I promise the first thing I would do next morning is to inform my parents” she finishes her short rambling, relieved and push him aside to make way into her room;

Aish, what is she talking about? Why couldn’t she listen to whatever I have to say and stop avoiding me since I was about to confess to her that I want her to be my real wife and us to stop this pretending?

This crazy little miss has been avoiding me since we checked in to board our flight till now; and freaks me out when I found her bleeding hands half way the flight;

What the hell is she thinking? Is she having her pms or what??

Why would she be so upset over something that she doesn’t even listen to my explanation?

Top made his way into her room and caught her wrist and pin her down on the bed;

“Yah, what are you doing?” she struggle to break free;

He traps her knees between his legs and pulls both hands down locking it at her side;

“Shut up and listen!” he hissed

She instantly froze; her puffy eyes look at him questioningly;

“What I meant was let’s just stop this pretending game and start a new as a true couple; I..I don’t know when the hell that I started to care for you, wanting to cheer you up, digging more about your personal preferences, I am not content of knowing your favourite through online or media, I want to know all of you inside and outside; my heart throbs like when you were so stupid to hurt your hands without knowing the reason why; why would you ignore me and when will you stop being so stubborn?”

He stops panting for air;

“Tabi..” her voice trail off and her tears flow

He kisses her lips;

I don’t need you to say anything Bom ah;

I love you and we are going to make this work, this is all I know;

I don’t care about anything else right now;

He deepened the kiss and soon their tongues were dancing in rhythm;

That’s right our rhythm he smile;