Lay was jealous. He was fuming too, he wandered to himself since when was Luhan close with his only one best friend? And since when did Sooyoung allowed randomn guys to kiss her? His head was filled with many questions that were left unanswered, and his heart wasn't feeling great either. It felt like it was tearing apart, maybe that is what people called 'heartbreaks'.

Lay kept quiet as his friends continued to tease Luhan with Sooyoung, on how they looked awesome being as a couple. Luhan chuckling softly and rubbing his nape with embarrassment, while stealing some quick glances at Sooyoung. It disgusted Lay, it should have been who was supposed to be in his shoe, not Luhan. Why must it be Luhan? Didn't he knew that Lay liked Sooyoung more than friends?   Lay didn't know whether he should be happy by the fact that Sooyoung wasn't enjoying the teasings she was getting from the rest of the dance members other than Lay. "OMG, that's so cute." Sooyoung suddenly squealed and pressed her face against the glass window of the shop, just like a little kid Lay used to know.   Lay chuckled at his best friend's cuteness yet childish behavior, Sooyoung always had this thing for cute keychain and soft toys.  Like what Lay had expected, Sooyoung was fan girl-ing over a deer soft toy. It was cute, but, Lay tried to deny all the doubts and questions that had came into his mind. Luhan's name was 鹿晗, the '鹿' meant deer, and it didn't felt right to Lay. He wanted to treat this as a coincidence. There was no way Sooyoung probably know about Chinese characters, right?   "Ooooohhhh," Kris and Tao cooed with each other, sending each other mischievous smirks and it took awhile for both of them to explain to the rest of them other than Lay and Luhan.    'Stop blushing! God damn it, stop it Luhan!' Lay yelled to himself inwardly, yet he put on a forced smile. It hurt him, but what could he do? Sooyoung wasn't even his girlfriend, heck, she might not loved him at all. But why did he felt like something important had been snatched away from him?   His heart, it felt hollow and empty. And his best friends' teasings were just adding salts to his wounds. He really wanted to talk to someone, he wanted to cry so badly. Why couldn't he have enough courage to confess to her and mark her as his? And nothing would have happened like those Sunday kisses. How long had they been kissing? Why didn't Sooyoung told him? Didn't she have trust in him anymore?   "It hurts, doesn't it?" Suho hang his hand around Lay's shoulder, the younger male flinched in surprise. It was always the caring Suho who would always notice which members was upset over something, like he was a mind-reader. "Leader.." Lay trailed his voice and heaved a sigh. Lay had always been the most positive one in his gang other than Chanyeol, but, he wandered if he could still be positive.   "Love is never simple, my dear unicorn. Deal with it, be its master, but not its puppet." Suho smiled gingerly before he joined in with his other members.   They didn't really cared about him, did they? All they cared was Luhan! Luhan, Luhan, Luhan! Everyone's priority was Luhan! Ruffling his hairs in irritation, he stomped off. And just like what he had expected, no one gave a , they just continued to make fun though they freaking knew that Lay loved her. hell, his heart, it felt like boiling.   Sooyoung didn't knew whether she should be happy or sad when Luhan bought her the deer soft toy. She should be happy because well, she got a free soft toy. But she was upset, it had always been Lay who would have bought her keychain and soft toys. It felt weird for Sooyoung when other males bought for her favorite stuffs.    She accepted the soft toy from Luhan anyway, since she didn't want to be a really ill-mannered girl. Luhan had this extremely bright yet wide smile plastered on his face. Sooyoung chuckled, lowering her laugh because Luhan's smile was totally like a creeper or a stalker or even a psycho.   All these times, although Sooyoung may be arguing with the guys about the 'soohan' thing they made up, she was observing he