(continue.)

Minho pov:

I was in disbelief with what I just did. I looked at my hand. I pushed her over. I shook my head and realised what I did.

Looking at her once again, I ran into the convenient store and bought a first aid pack.

She was still sitting on the floor. I quickly got the medication out and applied it on her hand. Luckily, it wasn’t a deep cut, so I could clean it easily.

“Mianhae, mianhae” I repeated as I helped her.

“Oppa..is okay.” She finally spoke after wrapped the strip around her arm.

I stopped her from speaking and hugged her.

“Let me speak” I was panting and my voice muffled because of my tears. “I don’t care about how our past was, or how I was like and what happened between you and kyuhyun hyung. I love you, the Choi Minho now, loves you, I am not saying it because I feel obligated to, but is because I really do love, you have always been with me no matter what. Hiro, I love you. Saranghaeyo. Will you accept the Choi minho now?”

Hiro pov:

I was unable to respond. I couldn’t believe what he said.

Will you accept the Choi minho now?

Of course I will, I am more than happy to.

I wasn’t able to utter anything. I simply nodded crazily.

~~~

Minho pov:

Before heading back to the dorm, hiro and I decided to eat something warm first.

“2 ddokkochi please!” Hiro ordered to ricecakesticks and handed one to me.

She smiled at me sweetly and I grabbed her hand and the two of us slowly walked back to the dorm.

“Hiro.” I called her to grab her attention.

“neh?” She continued eating while looking at me.

“What happened between you, kyuhyun hyung and I?” I asked.

She hesitated and looked at me. “You really want to know?”

I nodded. Of course I do, it has been bothering me for a long time.

“Well…” She began. “I’ll make it as short as possible. We grew up in Incheon together, and I liked you since then, and then I left for Japan and you became a singer. When I came back to Korea, I didn’t know you were a singer at all, but by fate, I met you again and you pretended that you didn’t know me at first and we were like strangers.”

Woah, I must have been  a cruel person before.

“And then…I became an interpreter for SM, and you began to be a lot more comfortable with me around as I went on promotion with you, but back then you didn’t like me..well not in that way. So, I guess I was sort of disheartened. Then, I went on promotion with SJM and that’s when I met Kyuhyun oppa, and he really liked me and he always seemed to be around, helping me out…and I guess that’s why I said yes when he confessed to me.”

I must have been the bad guy and Kyuhyun hyung must have been the good guy, no wonder she fell for him.

“After that, I started dating Kyuhyun oppa and for a long time I was with him, and we were nearly engaged as well, but then…”

Wait they were ENGAGED?

“I guess everything changed and I started dating you.” She ended with a cheeky smile and went to the bin. “And it is fairly hard to explain the middle part.”

Hiro pov:

I don’t think I should tell him about my disease. Should I?

He didn’t continue to ask, seeing that I didn’t want to answer.

“Hiro, you know what, I’ll make you the second luckiest person on earth.” I broke off the silence and told her.

“Why second?”

“Cause I am the luckiest person on earth.” He emphasized ‘I’ and gave a chuckle.

I don’t want to lie to him. He is so….innocent.

“Op..” I was about to speak but he interrupted me. “Hiro, can I ask you a favour?”

I raised my eyebrows and nodded.

“Can I die before you please?”

WHAT?!

He saw my confused expression and explained. “Cause..I don’t want to live without you”

I don’t want to live without you

I swallowed the words that I was going to say.

He has to live without me. I will die soon. The doctor said that at the most I will only have 5 more years.

If I am actually that stable as the doctor said, I will have 5 years, if not, it could be 4 years, 3 years, I could even die this year, it is really unpredictable with me.

“Ah…is that so” That was all I could say.

He couldn’t sense the fear in my voice and continued talking as we walked.

But I wasn’t concentrating at all.

If I tell him that I have leukemia now, he won’t be able to take it, what he sees now, is a bright future in front of us and that it will last forever.

I can’t do this to him.

Not to this, innocent, Minho oppa

17.07.11

thank you for new subscribers and readers :)

oh and by the way for those who doesn't recognise the scene from last chapter, is in memory box, when SJM, SHiNEe and hiro went to china together :)

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countdown: 2 days till I leave AFF.