Hiro pov:

I glanced at Minho oppa as I sat opposite him on the dining table eating breakfast. Today is Minho oppa’s last day staying at my place, he is going back to his dorm already. Ahjummah and Ahjusshi are still staying in Seoul right now, they are a bit reluctant to let Minho oppa go back to his dorm, but Minho oppa sort of insisted in going back.

“Umma and appa, you don’t need to send me back to the dorm, Hiro is coming with me and that’s fine, and besides you don’t know your way in Seoul anyways.” Minho oppa stood up and grabbed his crutches while pushing his chair in.

I didn’t say anything and just let the parents discuss it with Minho oppa. I am really at no position to comment, since I am just a friend. Just a friend, nothing more.

“Hiro” I slapped out of thinking and looked at Minho oppa. “You ready to go?” He asked me while putting his shoes on.

I nodded and quickly ran into my room and grabbed my bag.

SM sent a van to pick both of us up and will bring us to the SM headquarter, where the SHINee members are waiting.

~~~

It feels so weird being next to Minho oppa all the time now, and he relying on me so mu- AH! My head.

I placed my left hand on my head and hit my forehead gently. I cringed at my horrible headache.

“Are you alright?” Minho oppa noticed my discomfort and asked.

I shook my head and put my head down. “Don’t worry, is just a headache.” I still haven’t told him about my leukemia, I am probably not going to tell him until he finds out himself. I don’t really want him to know. He has enough problems of his own already.

~~~

Minho pov:

Is she sick? She seems to be really tired, well I guess it is pretty expected, considering that she has been accompanying me everywhere and taking care of me all the time. It is probably the lack of sleep. Well, now that I am going back to the dorm, she is probably going to get more sleep.

Thinking of the dorm. I am actually really nervous, I want to go back to my normal life, or rather previous life, but at the same time, I want to just remain who I am right now, and not have to pretend to be who I was.

`ring ring`

I looked over at Hiro as she took her phone out of her bag.

“Hello?...oh oppa!..neh, I am coming with Minho oppa now…neh…we’ll be there in 5 minutes…eh?...tonight?...isn’t that a bit too much?...alright, I’ll see you later.”

I wonder who she was talking to. Would it be my members? What’s happening tonight?

“Hiro, who was that?” I asked.

“Onew oppa.”

Oh, so I am correct, it was my member.

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“HYUNG!!!!!” Yes, that was Taemin. I am becoming more comfortable with them now, even with Taemin’s slight annoying nature.

“Annyeonghasaeyo.” I greeted all of them who were standing there, which include the 4 members, and my manager.

“Come on Minho, we are going in to talk with sajangnim.” My manager went next to a door and waited for me to come.

I looked over my shoulder to look at Hiro. “Just go oppa, I’ll wait outside”

I nodded and went in with my manager followed by the other members.

Hiro pov:

I shook my head and sat down on the couch around the corner. I would have went in with him but is just that my legs are hurting really badly, I need to sit down and rest.

I straightened my leg slowly and massaged it lightly. The pain is literally killing me, I seriously want to amputate it this moment. I really wanted to cry until I heard a few voices.

“Hiro!” I looked up and it was the SJM boys. “oh oppa..” I smiled and wiped the tears that were in my eyes.

They all had luggages and suitcases with them. “Did you just came back?” I asked, trying to distract focus away from the pain.

“Yeh, we just got back from Taiwan, going there again next week.” Zhou mi answered as put his bag on the floor and stretched. “We are heading to the admins right now, alright, catch up with you tonight”

“Hyung, I’ll be there later.” Kyuhyun shouted out to the others who walked away already.

He sat down next to me and faced me. “What happened?”

“huh?”

“You were about to cry.”

Woah, he actually caught that, I would have thought that none of them saw it.

“Nothing…” I hesitated and answered.

“Don’t lie to me, are you in pain?”

Absolutely amazed, I didn’t say anything and simply looked at him.

“Have you gone to the doctors lately?”

I nodded. “I went a few days ago, he said I can’t really do anything right now, as long as it doesn’t worsen,  there really is no cure for me.” I explained to him as I teared up again.

“I hate seeing you crying.” His confident voice caught me again. Immediately, I bawled out my eyes and covered my face. “It really hurts” I whimpered into my hands.

I cried out all I had. I haven’t been able to let it all out while I was with Minho oppa. At last, in front of Kyuhyun oppa, I can finally express it all.

He simply sat there and waited for me to stop.

“Feeling better now?” He asked and gave me a tissue.

I nodded and patted my cheeks. “Thank you oppa.”

“Just remember, I am always there for you.” He stood up and was about to leave. Before he grabbed his luggage. He leaned forward and gave me a hug. “Bye, see you tonight.”

I waved to him as he turned around and left.

Minho pov:

After talking for a long time with sajangnim. The company decided to resume my work as soon as possible, and will say that I injured my feet during a rehearsal. I’ll not go on variety shows just yet, since I don’t really know how to answer and talk in shows so that no one will be able to know that I have amnesia.

Manager hyung remained in the room while the 5 of us walked out.

I looked around for Hiro and I stopped when I saw her.

Kyuhyun was hugging her.

22.06.11

Harro! I really do have to apologise for not updating for so long. I've been really busy and I don't know...I sort of out of it, and I just cant be bothered. I hope you can understand how I feel now. I am not going to leave this story, well at least, I don't have the plans to now. I am really unwilling to abandon the story, but I am just really tired lately, so please bear with me. Greatly appreciated~

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