Yonghwa was all fired up about his plan. He knew it for sure he loves Hyosung and tomorrow is the day that he is going to show it. He spend the whole day arranging things for the day tomorrow. Yonghwa was in the rehearsal room of FnC. He finally had some time to write a song special for Hyosung. Yonghwa looked at the clock it was already 01:00  am. He was tired. The whole day he was busy but he wants it all to be perfect for Hyosung. Yonghwa came with some simple chords but it just doesn’t fit. He kept playing the 3 chords. Out of nowhere he heard a loud bang. Yonghwa was surprised 

“I’m sure there was nobody here “he whispered to himself.

He stood up and walked out of the rehearsal room. When he looked at the right he saw a dent in the door.  He was getting a little scared. When he looked at the right his haze was held by a figure in the recess of the door at the back of the room.  When he looked better he saw it was Jungshin sitting in the room. When he slowly walked towards him, he heard soft weeping. Yonghwa was getting worried. Ever since Jungshin started living in their dorm he never had heard Jungshin crying. Yonghwa the light and cleared his throat

 “U-hum, Jungshin?”   

Yonghwa saw that Jungshin was startled. He wiped his tears fast. Suddenly some thought went to Yonghwa’s head as result that he was getting mad at himself.

- This band is really falling apart like a broken heart and I had no idea-. He began to walk through the room and Jungshin looked at him with a fuzzy eyes. Yonghwa began to scold at himself

“It’s all my fault” “I never had to join; wegot married;” “what is this for a band” “what am I for a horrible leader…”

Jungshin was still looking but now with a look full of disbelieve. And then Yonghwa collapsed. He was sitting on his knees and his head down. His arms were hanging lifeless next to his body his bangs covered his eyes and gradually a tear rolled from his eyes to his nose and dripped on the ground. Jungshin was shocked and burst in tears. After Jungshin did that, Yonghwa did the same.

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After some heavy crying Yonghwa and Jungshin were sitting next to each other with their backs against the wall. Jungshin always had the feeling that his relationship between Yonghwa and him uncomfortable was. But after these intense minutes he felt like they had a connection with each other. They looked at each other and Yonghwa began to talk

“Why were you crying shin-ah and tell me everything.”

Jungshin took a deep breath. He felt like he was going to cry again.

“Jungshin is it so hard to tell? I will tell you Jungshin I’m the leader of this band not only that but I’m your friend we are a family and I want to protect you with my whole life just share your thoughts with me” a tear rolled again form jungshin’s cheek and he  began to talk.

“I’m in love with someone but she doesn’t like me, I know it.  She’s a bit stubborn and her brother can’t take it. I really tried to forget her but I accidentally discovered that her brother is planning to break her heart with one of my good friends. I can’t talk to him anymore. I just can’t. It tears me apart. I don’t want to see her unhappy.”   

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it's not easy to write with an writers block and  with school o well i decided to give you something <3 help me with some ideas and i will give you some cookies and hugs hahaha :D