Seohyun’s POV

I look at my hated phone. 1:30PM. And we have to sit here till 3PM. This is so not cool. I hate this survival and so do Tiffany and Taeyeon. I almost fell on the water and I can’t feel my feet anymore, because it’s so cold. As it could get worse, it’s raining too. this . Luhan pokes me. “Let’s go there.” I look confused at him. “Why should I?” “Are you going to sit here for two hours?” “Why not?” He rolls his eyes. “Okay. Whatever.” He goes. Okay… whatever. Does he have a bad mood or something? He scares me now. But I decide to not think about it. Boys are just weird. That’s it.

And finally, it’s 3PM. Tiffany, Taeyeon and I leave immediately. Ready to go home! We talk about today. “Without the rain, it was actually fun,” Taeyeon says. Tiffany nods. “Yeah. Without freezing to death.” I shake my head. “I fell asleep. Thank God it’s over.” The rain is starting to get real serious when we’re at home. We’re just chilling in Taeyeon’s room. I look at pictures of the love of my life, the iPhone 4S. Taeyeon listens to Conor Maynard and Tiffany is eating. Mom comes in, with someone we didn’t see in a while. Our aunt. We all react happily. I hug her. “Auntie!!!” I can’t believe this is happening! I missed you so much, Auntie! As usual, I just need a deep conversation with her.

Auntie and I sit outside in the garden. Better now than never, because it’s getting colder and colder everyday. “So… how’s it going with your love life?” She laughs. I laugh too because what love life? “Err… I don’t even know.” “You like someone. I know that.” Wait what? “Excuse me?” “Oh don’t lie to your aunt.” What do I do now? She found out about it. And I don’t even know how she did. “It’s kinda weird right now. He can be so rude. So annoying. So childlish.” “Then why do you like him?” “Because I always fall for small jerks, I guess. Which is very stupid of me because I know I’ll get hurt sooner or later.” “Don’t say that.” “It’s true. I remember last year. Let’s go inside again. Mood is ruined.” We both go outside. After that, I start feeling sick.

The next day at school is a day I just want to forget. Because? Here’s the story.

Sehun stands next to me while we’re waiting for the teacher to come. My heart starts to beat faster because he’s standing 1cm next to me. I just gotta hate feelings rn. Krystal’s standing on the other side. Sehun pushes me away. That hurts. “What the ?” “You’re blocking my way,” he responses. ing jerk. I see Luhan staring. What are you doing? Do I have a big pimple or am I that awkward? Sorry. I ignore him because awkwardness. Krystal is laughing like there is no tomorrow because of a picture. I hate her laugh. She looks like Barbie, to be honest. A mean Barbie.

My old friends are ignoring me because they’re friends with Krystal now. I have such great friends. Lol no. I also start to get stomach pains. Okay that’s it. I’m going home. No one needs me here anyway. Bye. I say to Yoona that I’m going home because I’m feeling sick and go. I go at the same time as Luhan. “Going home too?” “Yeah.” Seems like he’s in a bad mood too.

Friday, 7^th September 2012

I feel so bad today. So, so bad. I bet that September is gonna be a bad month. I mean, it starts so depressing. Knowing that Krystal is going to burn me down. What can I do about it? She got power. As it could get worse: WHY THE DO I HAVE TO HAVE FEELINGS FOR SEHUN?! He can be nice, but mostly, he’s such a jerk. He thinks he’s funny. Lmao no. In your dreams. But the thing is: I always fall for jerks. ALWAYS. 2 years ago, the same story. I also got hurt back then. Great. This year again? How about no. And I thought that Luhan could be a friend, but he’s getting awkward too. I just want to go back to August. The month where everything was possible. Where are those times? I feel like writing a whole book now. That’s what I always do when I’m feeling bad. I hate falling in love. I hate it so much. Knowing that I’ll end up hurt. Like always. Knowing that Sehun likes that Krystal more. Fml. Sad songs are taking over rn. Jasmine V’s ‘Just A Friend’ is my favorite atm. But wait a minute. Why do I also keep thinking about Luhan? Can a person like two guys at the same time? Awkward awkward awkward. OMG So Awkward.

Krystal’s POV

I bet today is my lucky day. My friends and I have been laughing 24/7 this whole month. Because…? Everyone will know at the end of this day. I planned this all in my head since the first schoolday. Seohyun is going to be so burned down.  She’ll know her lesson this afternoon. I’m sure about that. Krys, you’re a genious. Round of applause please. She’s looking at us right now, while we laugh like crazy. Yoona takes her away from this place. We laugh even harder now.

“Oh girls, there’s Seohyunnie. She’ll sit with us because she sees us as ‘friends’. Ignore her.” Luna and Victoria are looking uncomfortable with this though. Ah . “What’s wrong?” Luna sighs. “You think like you’re ‘da queen’, huh?” “And you’re my friend, for God’s sake. Oh wait, best friend. Best friends support each other, right?” Victoria shakes her head. “This doesn’t seem right.” “C’mon girls, it’s just for once.” “What did Seohyun ever done to you?” The brave side, aka the angel of me has said this too. What has Seohyun ever done to me? What didn’t she do to me.

Because of Luna and Victoria, I’ve been thinking the entire day at school. They have ruined my day. Isn’t being the queen something good? It was since 7^th grade. But this class is different. ‘Everyone is the same,’ they say. So is this all over? Have I done something bad? Wow holy . No. Don’t show them that you regret this, Krys. Yes, I never regret anything.

When I look at my friends, I see Seohyun’s friends too. They’ve found out already. Are we busted now? As it could worse: Luhan. I decide to try to save everything before it’s too late. “Wow what are we doing here?” “That’s what I ask to y’all.” He doesn’t look happy. I facepalm. . Sehun is also coming here. “What’s up?” “Nothing.” He grabs my BlackBerry and sees it. The WhatsApp conversation between me and my girls. He gets mad and walks away. With my BlackBerry. “YAH SEHUN GIVE MY PHONE BACK!” I run after him. Luhan decides to think that he hasn’t seen anything. I think he does that so that Seohyun think that there isn’t anything going on. Hmm… what is this ery?

Finally, Sehun gives my damn BlackBerry back. “What’s your problem?!” “NO WHAT’S YOUR PROBLEM?!” I haven’t seen him this mad before. “Uhm…” “KRYSTAL!” “Yeah what.” “You better delete all these pictures. Especially this one.” He shows me the picture of Seohyun and Baekhyun, photoshopped by me. “I like that pic.” “ delete it.” “Why should I?” “Don’t be so bossy.” “You better delete this OR we won’t be friends anymore. Your. Choice.” I stand in front of one big dilemma. The main reason why I did all of this is because of jealousy. Jealousy. Sehun is mine. Not Seohyun’s. Yet she caughted all the attention. I think that’s why I became like this. “Sehun-ah I’m sorry. But it’s too late. Forgive me.” “Too late? Then no friends anymore. Bye.”