The news that baby face Luhan from Art Department was dating a guy named Sehun from Music Department who coincidently went on the blind date with him at the beginning of the year was spread at the light speed throughout SIA. It became a hot topic on the community forum of university’s website, inside the campus and even in the hallway of every block.

Luhan was sitting with his friends at the canteen of block A, enjoyed his hot chocolate. It has been three days since he announced to the whole world his love for the Korean boy and the reaction from people was not bad at all. Actually, he didn’t care what they were thinking. Having Sehun by his side was enough for him to against anything in their way.

Tao watched his ge smiling happily from across the table, couldn’t help but chuckling.

“I’ve never seen you like this before ge.”

The older male was snapped out of his daydream, put down the cup, looking helplessly.

“Hmm? I’m still me, Tao.”

“You smile by yourself more often and ‘I’m so in love’ is written all over your face.”

That earned several nods from the Kris, who was silently drinking his juice. Luhan was known as a cheerful one but lately, even a stranger could see that he was in extremely happy mood.

He woke Yixing up at 6 a.m in the morning to ask for the direction to a bakery which the younger one had paid a compliment on its quality previously because he wanted to make special breakfast for Sehun, and of course some less special ones for his friends as well.

He dragged Minseok out with him to go shopping because apparently he had no new clothes to go on a date with his boyfriend. After two hours roaming through countless shops in the Plaza, he just bought a new shirt and couple scarves while the chubby boy got for himself five bags of new clothes. Minseok had sworn if Luhan opened his mouth to ask him to go shopping again, he would probably be running away from him.

“Ge, there’s one thing I’m curious about.”

The kungfu Panda suddenly asked, gaining the whole table’s attention. Luhan darted his eyes to Kris, who was shifting in his chair, holding his cup of apple juice, leaning back comfortably.

“Don’t look at me.” the President shook his head “He always has something weird in his head.”

Luhan swallowed the lump in his throat, nodded slowly

“What is it?”

“Who tops in your relationship? You or Sehun?”

As expected, Tao was a kind of person who would ask or tell people the thing that never occurred to their minds. Luhan was glad that he had finished his drink, but his friend wasn’t that lucky. Kris spit over the table and also choked on his juice. He quickly grabbed box of tissue nearby to wiped his mouth while hit his chest repeatedly with his fist.

“I told you…*cough*….he’s…*cough* ahh, my chest hurt…”

The blonde boy had to stand up and rushed to the restroom at the corner because as the time went by, many people were getting more and more attention on him.

Two other Chinese watched him go until his head disappeared behind the door, dropped their gaze again on each other. Tao put his both elbows on the table, leaned in a little bit.

“So?”

There was no instant response because frankly, Luhan didn’t know the answer. He didn’t even think about it yet.

He had read somewhere about this “top-bottom” after he got together with Sehun but until now his relationship with the other was just fine so there’s no need to define their “position” right? But it was Sehun they were talking about. Maybe he already knew where he was while Luhan still had no clue.

The older scratched his nose mumbled as if he was afraid someone could hear it. After all, this was a sensitive subject.

“I don’t know. We never talk about it.”

 Being a love doctor he was, Tao wagged his index finger, seemed unpleasant.

“Ge, that’s not good at all. You had to make a compromise as soon as possible.”

“Is it necessary?” Luhan bit his lower lip “I mean, we’re okay with the current situation. Why to mess it up?”

“You don’t understand.” the younger one flapped his hand in the air, he guessed it’s his responsibility to share some information that he had researched lately “It will affect on your relationship, especially your life afterwards.”

Kris flopped back into his chair right when the word “” came out of his dongsaeng’s mouth. He was bewildered for a second, looking from Luhan to Tao with horror on his face.

“Wh…what are you guy talking about? Why I heard the….word?”

He circled his index finger to mention what he meant, avoided to say that word out loud. Tao slapped his hand, winced his forehead irritatingly.

“Oh for God’s sake, I’m not twelve any more ge. And we are still on the same topic since you’re gone.”

Rubbing the red spot on the back of his hand, the President parted his lips to protested because from the first day he met Tao, he promised himself to keep this boy innocent as long as possible but then he realized the younger one was not his baby anymore, he was all grown up now so he slowly shut his mouth and pretended to be indifferent.

“Still? I have been away like ten minutes guys.”

The Panda boy gave him a sideways look before turned back to Luhan, who was deep in his thoughts of how it would impact on his private life with Sehun.

“I think it’s Sehun who be the top.”

The oldest male in the table was snapped back. He didn’t want to draw a line there but if it had to, he should be top right? He meant, maybe he’s a little bit smaller, looked a little bit more feminine but he was older and more important, he was more mature than the other. Besides, Sehun was really different whenever they’re alone. He’s naughty, childish and sweet.

“Why wouldn’t it be me?”

He asking hard-headedly, couldn’t help but felt offended when his beloved dongsaeng underestimated him.

Tao waved off his hand, seeing that Luhan had gotten him wrong.

“It’s not a competition ge. I mean being bottom is just as good as the other one.”

“So what’s the difference?” the photographer arched his brow.

The younger male gazed helplessly at his ge, didn’t know how to explain it. He turned to the blonde one for help but received a don’t -ask-me kind of look. He breathed out a long sigh, decided to give up and left the trouble to its owner.

“Just discuss with Sehun about it. I’m sure he’s willing to give you what you need to know.”

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Later that day Luhan found himself playing with his Rubik’s cube on the sofa in Sehun’s room while the younger one sat at his foot, rearranging his music paper. He had come here earlier, after picking his boyfriend up from class, having dinner at his favorite restaurant and the Korean boy suggested go back here to cuddle a little bit.

However, their make-out session was interrupted by a phone call from Sehun’s classmate, asking him to prepare the music paper for their presentation tomorrow. Although pouting at the fact that his sweet moment was used, Luhan had played by himself for almost half hour now, waiting for the other to finish his work.

“Sehun ah…” he wheedled, trying to gain some attention.

“Hmmm.”

“I’m bored…”

“I know” the maknae squeezed his foot slightly “Just five more minutes.”

Seven minutes later

“Sehunnieee….”

“I’m almost done.”

Ten minutes later

“I’m going home.”

The Chinese boy huffed, about to stood up but the younger one was faster. He spun around and climbed onto Luhan’s lap, pinching the older one’s cheeks playfully.

“You… why are you so impatient today?”

Luhan turned his head aside, pursed his lips sulking, ignored the latter’s sparkling eyes. Sehun gently lifted his chin to pull it back to face him, bended down to plant a soft kiss on his boyfriend’s lips. He knew this would be the best way to make up for Luhan but beyond his expectation, the Chinese male pressed his body forward a bit, hungrily on the his lower lip begging for entrance.

The sudden love bite made the Korean boy surprised. His baby deer has never been this eager before. Normally Sehun was the one who was craved for the touch, the kiss from the other.  But whenever he wanted to be more passionate, there was always something inside held on him because part of him was afraid of breaking the cuteness of Luhan.

He parted his lips to let the latter’s tongue slide in, enjoyed the feeling of being explored. The temperature was getting hotter and he could sense hardened below.

They kissed for several minutes until their lungs screamed out for oxygen. Luhan slowly opened his eyes to see the younger was looking at him questioningly. Ignoring that he wrapped his arms around Sehun’s neck, pulling him down for another round but the other put his index finger on his lips, motioned him to stop.

“Wait a minute” Sehun crawled out of his lap and sat down beside him “Mind to tell me what was that.”

“What?” he pretended to be innocent.

“You acted differently today.” the younger pointed out “Don’t get me wrong, I love what happened earlier but still, that was not you.”

“Why everyone always sees me as a weaker one?” Luhan stubbornly protested, crossed his arms against his chest “I could be dominant!”

Wow, this was new, why out of nowhere he talked about dominance, Sehun thought before grabbing the older one’s hands, turned him aside so they could face each other.

“Who said you’re weaker?”

“Tao, and also Kris, even though he didn’t say it out loud, I knew what that smirk meant.” the Chinese boy recalled the chatting this morning “They think you will be the top.”

Sehun chuckled. So this was it about. His boyfriend was upset because he was told to be the bottom.

“And you don’t think I could be the top?”

Luhan pursed his lips. This upside down question really made him confused. He lowered his head mumbled.

“I don’t know, we never define it clearly.”

The younger boy burst out laughing, once again lifted his baby deer’s chin up. Now he understood even though being considered as the stronger one in their relationship and the breadwinner of the family, Sora mom never won against Chaerim mom, not once.

“Baby, there’s no need to define it. As long as we love each other, it doesn’t matter who’s top.” then he paused a moment, cleared his throat for the next part “Of course when it comes to a particular session, we will have to make an agreement on it. But that won’t happen until we’re both ready.”

Luhan could feel his cheek grew hot as he realized what his boyfriend was talking about. He slightly nodded his head, suddenly felt that the Korean male was so much mature in his thought. A second later, he was pushed down on the sofa as Sehun slowly climbed on him one more time with lust in his eyes and smirk on his lips. Before his mind was all foggy with passion, he still had time to take a mental note of not listening to Tao’s advice about relationship issue ever again.