Chapter 19
Stand By Me
I slowly turned around and looked into Kevin's eyes. I unwrapped his arms from my waist and stood up from the bed turning my back to him while using my sleeves to wipe away my tears, but once again i felt Kevin hug me from behind and he rested his head on my shoulder. What is wrong with him? Cant he take a hint?
"Go away". I said, trying to get out of his grip, but he is holding me so tight i cant move.
"No". He replied. He seemed so calm about this. Why was he so calm in this situation when i was so angry and sad and about to freak out?
"Why not?" I replied.
"I heard you and Kiseop hyung talk about Yoo Ara and me. You know everything that happened between us and... G-Dragon". I was shocked to hear this. He heard that me and Kiseop oppa talking about him and Yoo Ara? I looked down. "Yoo Ara made me cry for months, just like you are crying right now. I wish when i was crying she would come to me and wrap her arms around me, but it never happened. I dont want to do the same thing to you. I dont want you to go through the same pain i am in".
"Funny. You just did". I said and once again i struggled to get out of his grip, but he wouldnt let me go. Before i could react he turned me around and pushed me on the bed climbing on top of me. I was laying inbetween his legs, both of his hands at the side of my face so i was trapped and couldnt go anywhere. I looked up at him. He was just staring at me.
"How?" He asked. "How did i hurt you?" I turned my head to the side so i couldnt look at him. Another tear escaped my eye. He took his hand and turned my head so i would look at him. "I ask again, how did i hurt you?"
I sighed and took a deep breath. "Ever since i came here you've been really mean to me and then all of a sudden you kiss me. Did you ever think that i didnt want you to kiss me?! I didnt want my first kiss
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