SeungRi’s POV

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The next day I woke up at a very early hour. It was almost 7 AM when I went to take a quick shower. I just couldn’t sleep, it really didn’t bothered me before that Jiyong was mean to me, but now since CL is in the picture everything changed. We always were Tom and Jerry but now it’s just like we’re enemies or something. Every time I try to hug him or try to be close to him, she is there and Ji is acting like he doesn’t know me. I like him, I really do like him, I liked him ever since we stay together and I miss the times that I knew he feels the same.

After my shower I went to the kitchen and made some coffee. I poured some in my cup and sat at the table reading some news from my phone. Everywhere was just news about our comeback in March and of course GD and CL. I shut my phone and smashed it to the table. I just can’t stand it anymore.

“What’s with all that fuss maknae? “ Ji asked and slowly came to the table

“Oh nothing hyung” I said faking a smile

“That’s the fakest smile I ever saw, what’s wrong with you lately?” He said raising his eyebrow

“What’s wrong with me? What’s wrong with you? You’re the one who is always mean to me, and who is always finding something wrong with me. “

“If you forgot, I am the leader! And I can kick you off anytime! So behave maknae or else!”

“But...i miss ..us..” I said quietly

“Us? There were never us!” He said with a cold tone

I left the kitchen with teary eyes and headed to my room. I guess there was never us…just me imagining things like always. SeungRi you are so naïve…

GD’s POV

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“Seungri wait” I said but I was too late. Maybe I was too harsh on him. Did I change like that?

What did he mean by us? We are as close as we were on the first day we got here. I sighed deeply and looked at the time. It was already 7:40 and we had to get ready. I went to Ri’s door and knocked

“Be ready Ri, we’re living in 20 minutes”

He didn’t reply and I went to my room and prepare. I am sure that Ri is over reacting like always. He likes to make a big fuss about anything and always blame me for it.

When I got out of my room, he was on the hallway putting his shoes on. I looked at him and smiled and I saw that his eyes were red. Did he cry? We got in the car and it was so silent that it was getting awkward so I the radio. It was 2NE1’s I am the best and my girl was singing that part. I was so happy and smiled so wide. I turned my head to Seungri just to see that he put on his headphones and was listening to his own music.  I sighed and in shot time we arrived to YG studio.

“Honey, how are you?” CL hugged me from behind

I kissed her and hugged her tight

“I am fine, a little tired” I said to her

“I over worked you last night” She said smirking

I smiled and we headed to the practice room where everyone was warming up. We were rehearsing the choreography for Tonight when SeungRi tripped and fell. The rest of the members laughed but a sudden rage hit me. I just wanted to punch him and make him work harder.

“What the is wrong with you?” I yelled at him

“I tripped, sorry” He said with his head down

“Yeah, whatever. Get up already!” I said shaking him

“My leg hurts Ji” He screamed in pain

“It’s hyung for you” I pushed him on the floor

Seunghyun and Daesung came to him and hold him and Seunghyun gave me a death stare. Taeyang came to me and took my hand dragging me with him.

“Hey, what’s the point?” I screamed at him

“What is wrong with you? “ Taeyang said

“Nothing, he is not working hard”

“He is always working hard, that’s why president YG chose him”

“I don’t want him in Bigbang anymore” I said

“You what? “

“You heard me”

“You’re crazy; I don’t recognize my best friend anymore. You changed Ji” He said and left.

Those words really hurt me; I really don’t know what’s going on with me. I am angry all the time and always turn my rage towards maknae, I should say I am sorry. CL came to me and that intense rage in me calmed down, only she knew how to make it go away.

“I want to stay home and rest tonight, I won’t come at your place” I said

“Okay, fine” She said looking pissed and left

I sighed deeply and we continued practice, without Seungri who went home because he was really hurt. After the practice I went home immediately and when I got there, I went straight to SeungRi’s room and knocked on the door.

“Panda, I am sorry. I don’t know what got into me, I shouldn’t said those kind of words”

The door opened slowly and Seungri was cryiong. I never saw him like that and I wiped away his tears

“I will work harder; please don’t kick me out of bigbang”

“No one is going to kick you out maknae, you are my favorite member” I said and hugged him

He nodded and wet back to his room. I went back to mine and sat on the bed. What’s up with me? I really like SeungRi and I don’t want to act that way! I closed my eyes and fell into a deep sleep. Stay strong maknae!

CL’s POV

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UGH! That stupid SeungRi always interferes with my plans! Why isn’t my angry spell working so hard on him? I hate him!!!

Oh poor Jiyong , you’re so stupid , wait until the next full moon, I’ll make your precious maknae disappear, let’s see how that feels. 

A/N : Sorry for the crappy chapter! I swear the story will get better and I hope you'll like it! I love you guys <3