GD’S POV

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“Maknae hurry up, we have to go. Take your damn shower and let’s go to practice”

“Just a moment hyung, I haven’t finished my shower”

“If you’re not ready in 10 minutes I will come and wash you” I said getting angry

“I highly doubt that” Ri said from the shower. I was sitting at the kitchen counter watching the time. We will be late for practice again and it’s only his fault. Now that everyone is back we can practice for the next album. It’s been a rough year for me and Daesung but I think 2012 will be awesome. I can feel it.

Now that my girl, CL is beside me and our relationship is going well I think we will overcome everything.I think the fans will go crazy if they found out that me and CL are actually dating. I always liked her and when I had the drug scandal she was there for me and supported me in every way. Of course the others were too but CL was the best.

Finally after 10 minutes SeungRi came to the kitchen and he was looking so hot…what the am I saying…

“So you finally showed up, lazy slug”

“I’m not lazy, I just overslept!” SeungRi said irritated

“You always say that. I should talk to YG about your behavior”

“Whatever, let’s go” He frowned and he went outside

I so like to , I am also pissed off at him but he is the only one who makes me happy at the end of the day.

SeungRi’s POV

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I so had it with everything! He always teases me and makes me sad and I always forgive him. Why should I forgive him? Yes, I like him, I like him very much and I jumped of joy when I found out that we are living together.

Since he is with CL he changed a lot, we used to watch movies together all the time and I was always there for him, after his drug scandal he was so down that I thought nothing could make him smile again. He always says CL was the one who helped him but he doesn’t want to remember all the night we sent together drinking, all the times that I stayed with him until 5 in the morning because he couldn’t sleep. CL didn’t do anything; she just offered her body to him. Maybe this was enough but I don’t think Ji is like that…

“Are you ok?” He said while driving

“Yeah” I said looking at my feet

“You don’t seem ok”

“You always tease me and I hate it Jiyong. “

“Firstly don’t call me Jiyong, I am your leader and I don’t accept that. Secondly it’s my job to do that. If you don’t like it, you can quit BIGBANG” He said with a cold tone

“I’m sorry hyung” I said frowning

He is like that every day, where is the sweet Jiyong I have met 5 years ago?

We arrived at the YG building and I went straight to the practice room while Jiyong met with CL. I entered and everyone was there.

“Good morning Maknae, where’s Jiyong? “ Taeyang asked

“With CL on the hall, kissing like two nut heads”

“Be nice to your hyung” Taeyang said and I rolled my eyes and sat on the bench.

Jiyong came in with CL, holding hands and I felt my body exploding. Somehow I wanted her to be gone. I don’t hate her but I am jealous, I am freaking jealous that he gets all the love and I am treated so badly. But I am just a maknae, they probably hate me.

We began practicing and I was so bad that I hated myself. I just couldn’t concentrate and I felt her eyes on me every time. I was intimidated by everything she did. Her eyes hid something that I just couldn’t resist.

Everyone left for lunch and forgot about me, Jiyong hyung went with CL , TOP with Dae like always and Taeyang went alone, he always enjoys eating alone. I sat on the practice room bench and began crying. I know I am crying because of a stupid thing but…it freaking hurts. The practice door opened and Taeyang came to me

“What’s wrong?” He asked putting a hand on my shoulder

“Nothing” I said wiping my tears

“People don’t cry because of nothings”

“It’s seriously nothing. I will be okay.”

“If you say so, wanna go and eat together?”

“Sure, if you don’t mind silly me there”

“Of course not, I enjoy your presence” He said and we went to lunch.

We went to lunch and I felt really good, he really made me laugh and forget about everything. He cares about me; maybe he is like that because of Jiyong. We came back to the practice room and saw that GD and CL were kissing like crazy and it really made me sick.

“Get a room you guys or an entire building but not here in front of us” TOP said and I began laughing loudly while Jiyong shot death glances at me.

“Oh shut up maknae” Jiyong yelled at me

“Why do you yell at him? He just laughed” Taeyang protested

“And why do you care? He needs to shut up and get practicing. He was worse than a statue today! “ Jiyong yelled

I turned around and left the practice room, tears went down my face and my heart ached. Why is he like that? Taeyang hugged me from behind and held me close to him

“He didn’t mean it”

Before I could say anything Jiyong stormed out the door and headed to me.

“I’m sorry, I am pissed off. Please don’t be mad on me.”

“I won’t hyung but next time tell me when something is wrong, don’t yell like that”

“Okay” he said and pinched my cheek.

“Let’s call it a day and head home, we had a lot of stress for today” Taeyang said and we both nodded

I grabbed my stuff and waited for Ji by the car. When he finally came, he didn’t say and work and we left home. He was silent, too silent .When we arrived home I prepared myself a hot chocolate and I crashed on the couch and the TV.I was drinking from the cup when he sat beside me and looked at me. He took the cup from my hands and started drinking.

“I believe that’s mine” I said

“I just want a sip, chill” He said and sipped from the cup. “It’s so sweet, yuch” He said and gave me the cup back and he got up

“Where are you going?”

“CL, don’t wait for me” He said and left

I sighed and continued watching TV, then took a shower and went to bed. SeungRi you have to stop liking Jiyong, he clearly hates you. I fell asleep , at least in dream world I can love who I want!

A/N : This is the first chapter..Hope you enjoy it :) and comment if you like :)