Best friends are forever, even when they're apart.. it will be forever

Acrimony (Bitterness)

 

YOONA’S POV

I stand in front of the door, hesitate to knock on it.. i don’t know what to say once i saw her face, but i can’t run away. I have to do it.

I knock on the door and a moment later she open the door, she look at me with wondering looks.

We walk inside and sit on her living room

“Seohyun ah..”

“is everything ok?” she ask, i look at her and take a deep breath

“Donghae oppa asked me to marry him and...”

i look at her and take a deep breath “i said yes

She widen her eyes, we both stay in silent for a while until she breaks into a wide smile

“Yoona? Well.. Congratulation!! Why didn’t you tell me the second you got engaged?! We’re best friend, you should’ve called me.. GOD I’M SO HAPPY FOR YOU” she said and she hug me tight

i was startled but i didn’t see any lies in her eyes, she’s saying the truth

“Seohyun ah..”

“Yoona.. nothing changed ok? i’m still me, your best friend.. and you’re still mine. I don’t wanna lose you.. look, i know i told you how i really felt for you and i know how it makes things between us.. weird but, i don’t want to ruin our friendship with my stupid confession” she said and i hug her tighter,

“first of all, it wasn’t stupid.. i would’ve done the same thing or maybe worst if i were you, i’m sorry if i hurt you somehow... Thank you for making it easier for me.. you always know how to” i said and i hug her tight

“oh... and there’s one more thing i need to tell you” i said and she look at me, i take a deep breath and i look down “there’s a possibility that.. i might be moving to Europe”

“wh...what..”

“next week”

 

I told Seohyun everything, i told her how my dream to be a fashion stylist will be easier to achieve after i took a master degree of fashion business in italy, i told her Donghae will be there with me and we’ll get married there too. There won’t be any ceremony we’re just doing a simple marriage just us, and the priest. It won’t be long and i will be back after i graduate. We’ll be moving next week and we won’t be back until 3 years.

“I won’t lie to you, it’s.. A lot to take, i mean.. Not seeing you in 3 years, how am i suppose to be without my noisy best friend?” She said and tears fall down my eyes, “but i’m not gonna make you stay either” she said “it’s your dream.. it has been since you were a little girl, you use to have a barbie and give the barbie a good style of fashion compare to other girls’ barbie dolls.. You’ve got the talent to be the best fashion stylist,  and now you got a chance to make it happen. So as your friend who loves you so much... i’m supporting your decision” she said and i look at her

“Go.. Follow your dream” i nodded and hug her again “but how am i gonna be without you?” i said and she rub my back, “you’re gonna be ok, I know Donghae will take a good care of you beside.. in 3 years you’ll be back right?” she said and i nodded

“best friends are forever, no matter how long we’re appart- -“ “we’ll stay forever” i said and she nodded, “you always know how to make things easier...” she said, “everything’s easy when you just let it be” she said and i hug her again, “i really am gonna miss you Seo.. thank you, and i’m sorry for everything”

“i’m gonna miss you too.. and i’m sorry too.. I love you Yoona”

i nodded and hug her tight

I love you too Seo”

 

SEOHYUN’S POV

A week has passed and i just got back from dropping Yoona at the airport, i cried a lot on my way back, she cried a lot at the airport. Donghae was there.. he was really nice, i can see why Yoona love him. He told me he’ll take a good care of Yoona and will always contact me, he said he’s sad for not having me in their wedding, even though there aren’t any ceremony.

I walk out the cab and walk to an empty park where i always went when i want to sit and just think. I think about my farewell with Yoona at the airport earlier

 

All of us stand up when their flight are called for boarding, Donghae and Yoona walk to me, Yuri unnie and Tiffany unnie who’s waiting for them, “be good there ok?” Tiffany said and she hug Yoona, “yes unnie.. i’m gonna miss you so much” they release the hug and Tiffany unnie talk to Donghae while Yoona talk to Yuri unnie

“Sunbae-nim” Yoona said and Yuri smile to her, “you’ve been a good stylist for our magazine, go and study well ok? we’ll be waiting for your return” Yuri unnie said and Yoona nodded “i wouldn’t be here without your guidance sunbae, take a good care of my Tiffany unnie” Yoona said “i will”

“Yoong... it’s time” Donghae said and Yoona nodded, “i’ll be right there” she said and Donghae nodded as he walk inside first. Yoona look at me and smile, i look at Yuri unnie and Tiffany unnie “unnie.. can you give us some time alone?” i ask and they nodded, “we’ll wait in the car ok?” Yuri unnie said and they left

“Yoon- -“ Before i said anything she pull me to her hug and hug me tight, i hug her and rub her back trying to calm her down while she’s crying, i try my best to hold back my tears. “stop crying..” i said and she chuckled “i’m gonna miss you so much” she said and i nodded, “me too... me too”

“oh wait..” i said and we pull away from the hug, i take out a box from my bag and give it to her “what is this? I thought we’ve agreed for not giving a farewell gift” she said and i shook my head, “it’s not a farewell gift... it’s a wedding gift” i said and she look at me, “Seo..” “open it” i said

she open the box and it’s a small tiara hair clip with a blue sapphire stone “Seohyun ah.. this belongs to your mom right?! i can’t take it, she gave it to you i- -“

“Yoona.. it’s a tradition, when you’re married you need something old, something borrowed and something blue” i said, “Seohyun ah..” “take care.. ok?” i said and she hug me again.. for one last time.

“i will be back” she said

“i will be waiting”

 

 

“you’re really deep in your thoughts are you?” a voice beside me said, i was shock and i look at Kyuhyun sitting next to me, “oppa! Since when are you here?” i ask “about 5 minutes ago” he said and i sigh, “how are you?” he ask and i nodded, “i’ll be ok”

“what are you doing here?” i ask and he sit beside me “i told Sooyoung about what happened between us that night” he said, “what?! And..??” i ask, “she took it.. very well, she wasn’t mad” he said and i sigh, “did you say sorry?? Should i say sorry too? Oh god.. i feel awful” i said, “no you shouldn’t.. she broke up with me.. she said we can’t continue our relationship without love”

“YOU.. WHAT?!” i ask in disbelieve, “no.. Oppa, i’m not gonna let you blow away your relationship. You have to tell her you love her, you haven’t say those words to her right?!” i said and he nodded, “if she knows how you really feel, you can get back together and live happily with her again” i said, “oppa come on” i stand up and i pull his hand so he’s standing up with me “you have to tell the person you love how you really feel.. or you will regret it for the rest of your life” i said and he look at me, “once you know the person, once you sure about that feeling.. go after that person and tell her you love her” i said and he nodded “ok.. i will”

“now!! Do it now, go to her and tell her NOW!!” i said, “ok” he said but he’s still standing in his spot, “what are you waiting for? Find her. Grab her shoulders, look right in her eyes and say those magic words” i said

He suddenly grab my shoulders and look at me right in my eyes, “I love you Seohyun”

He said

I was shocked but i chuckled, “good, that was a good rehearsal.. that’s how you do it! now go find her and do that” he rolled his eyes and look back to me

“she broke up with me because she knows my heart belongs to someone else, because she knows she’s not the one who fill my heart... it’s you” he said, “it wasn’t a rehearsal.. it’s true”

“the reason why i don’t feel it for Sooyoung is because i feel it.. for you”

“i love you Seohyun” he said

i look at him in shock and not know what to do.. or say

“Opp..pa”

“look.. i know how much you love Yoona, and how sad you are without her now, i don’t wanna force you for loving me but.. i don’t wanna wait either, i can’t wait any longer for saying this to you.. now, will you at least try? For getting over her.. and be with me?” he said “i promise you.. i will always be here for you, i will always protect you from anything” he said

Kyuhyun oppa is my friend, my brother.. i always thought my love for him is the kind of love to my family, and i always thought he feels the same. He grab my hand and i feel warm, i take a deep breath and smile to him

“Oppa.. thank you”

“i..is that a yes?” he ask and i nodded slowly

“i promise i’ll try” i said and he smile

he pull he in his hug and i hug him back

but as the feelings grow stronger, i feel something different everytime i’m with him, i’ve always been in love with Yoona. Maybe that’s why those feelings for Kyuhyun oppa can’t be seen, but now.. now that i let Yoona go, i’m doing the right thing... i’m opening my heart to the right person, my best friend.. my brother.. my true love, Kyuhyun oppa.

 

 

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mellifluouswan
1708 streak #1
Chapter 19: i just finish reading this and i totally became a taengsic shipper T_T omygaaah~ i cried a lot ~ Author-ssi~ you're so jjang~ please share moreee~ Thank you by the way for this wonderful story~ im looking forward to your next stories ^^ hwaiting~
Va_asianloverz
#2
Chapter 1: share more please
GGisPERFECTION
#3
Chapter 19: Awww... it ended already??! O.o that was... fast...

I'll miss this story ㅠ.ㅠ thank you, author-nim~
Soshi_YA
#4
Chapter 19: Beautiful!! This is beautiful! Good job, author! ^^
imzara #5
Chapter 17: It's a really good story . I love it . So , there will be a sequal ? If yes , i can't wait ^^
Gurlit
#6
Chapter 17: Hi~
Wow, been a while since the last time I came to this neighborhood, did you miss me? ^3^
I tried to continue reading from where I left, but a long time since my last visit, so I missed in history and I had to go back to the first chapter, I take a while to catch up with the story, but it was worth.
I think the history until now has been very engaging and I'm waiting for more.
Till your next upload~.
Thanks for writing this! ^_^
tomohisaY #7
Chapter 17: will taeyeon be able to wait?