When the true meaning of Happiness is crystal clear

Acrimony (Bitterness)

 

TAEYEON’S POV

“Taetae.. i want you to be honest with me, this time” she said and i nodded, “what are we? You said you’d try but what? I don’t see you trying, i don’t see your effort on making us work again.. What are we? What am i to you?” she said and i take a deep breath

“Tiffany.. all my life, i was nothing but a mess. I knew that but i didn’t do anything to change the way i am, until i met you. You were like an angel sent to me, an angel to guide me to the beautiful world that i didn’t even know it exist. I cared about you.. i really do but.. it’s not fair for you and i know care is not enough. Love.. is what needed to keep this relationship. I was lost, i was confused.. because i can’t feel that love to anyone, i thought i would never be able to love but i was wrong. Maybe it’s too late now but i realize that i am in love” i said and Tiffany look up to me, “i’m sorry.. Tiffany but not to you”

“Taetae- -“ “let me finish..”

“i was a jerk for keeping you by my side, for letting you suffer that long, for not letting you go.. i was an but that because i didn’t realize my true feelings. But i know it now and i’m not afraid to say it”

Tiffany look down and i hold her hand “i really... really am sorry Tiffany, this second chance you gave me.. i did tried my best but, i guess your heart doesn’t belong to me anymore” i said and she wrinkled her forehead “you’re in love with someone else, it’s written all over you, maybe that’s why you can’t see the effort i’m giving because that person gave you more than i can ever give” i said and she sigh

“Tae.. it’s my turn to talk” she said

TIFFANY’S POV

I look at her and hold her hand tighter, “Thank you for being honest and saying sorry.. That meant a lot for me” she nodded and i take a deep breath

“All this time i kept lying to myself by saying everything’s gonna be ok when i know it’s not. I kept lying to myself saying that i’m gonna have my old Taetae back when i know.... i’m not. I thought i can never love anyone but you, that’s why i keep pushing myself to fight over you but i guess that thoughts blinded me from seeing the real love. It has been there all along but i was too busy fighting over you that i can’t see which one is the real one” i said and Taeyeon nodded as she give me a bitter smile

“You’re right Tae, i’m in love with someone else.. and i have been in love with her for a long time.. i just haven’t realize it” i said

“Now i can finally let you go..” i said and tears form in my eyes

My heart is settled. I’m in love with Yuri and she’s the right one for me, but still... Taeyeon was a big part of my life and i’m finally letting her go after a long fight i did for her, she’s still lingers in my heart... but as my past. “she’s waiting for me now.. i just, i feel like you need an explanation why i won’t return to this place after i leave tonight” i said and Taeyeon nodded, “Tae.. i can never leave this place if you don’t let me go, so.. now, are you finally letting me go too?” she hold my hand tighter and look at me right in my eyes, she lean closer and give a gentle kiss on my lips, i close my eyes and feel her kiss.

Tears fall down my face as i feel her delicate lips on mine, it’s been forever since the last time she kiss me like this, with feelings. But this is not the same kiss, it’s a goodbye kiss. She pull away and i see tears in her eyes “Go.... you deserve to be happy” i wipe my tears and nodded as i make my way to the door, i glance to her for the last time.. i will see her again but it won’t be the same.

“Fany..” she said and i look at her from the door, “I really wanted to love you.” she said and i smile.

Yes. I am happy knowing she did try to love me, maybe not anymore but.. she tried. “Goodbye Tae..” i said and i walk out the door.

I look at my watch and it’s 4:15, i run down the hallway feeling something i never felt, freedom.

 

YURI’S POV

I glance at my watch for the 100th time since i arrived, it’s 4:30.. it will be sunrise in a half or one hour. Could Tiffany be back with Taeyeon? Maybe they talk and they decided to be together again. I sigh and cover my face. Am i just wasting my time here?

After sunrise, i will try to move on.

I keep covering my face when i hear a sound of footsteps running towards me and stop in front of me. i hear a sound of a person trying to catch a breath.

I lift up my face from my hand and i see her standing right in front of me with a sweaty face

“Tiffany..” i said and stand up slowly

“it’s all over...” she said

a smile slowly appear on my face and i pull her in my embrace, she hugs me back and i her hair as i hug tighter

“this is where i want to be Yuri.. with you. I was stupid for not realizing it sooner but... i’ve been loving you for so long, i’m really sorry.. I’m sorry to always kept you waiting,” she said and i pull away from the hug and hold her shoulders, looking right in her eyes

A smile appear on my face, “Thank you for coming... and i don’t mind waiting for you, it’s all worth it” i said

She smile and her delicate hand touches my cheek “Stupid girl..” i said and she wrinkled her forehead, “i just told you i love you too, and what you heard is my apology for keeping you waiting?” i said and she laugh, we both laugh

“i love you too Tiffany”

“Always”

I said and i close the distance between us with our lips touching each other’s 

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mellifluouswan
1707 streak #1
Chapter 19: i just finish reading this and i totally became a taengsic shipper T_T omygaaah~ i cried a lot ~ Author-ssi~ you're so jjang~ please share moreee~ Thank you by the way for this wonderful story~ im looking forward to your next stories ^^ hwaiting~
Va_asianloverz
#2
Chapter 1: share more please
GGisPERFECTION
#3
Chapter 19: Awww... it ended already??! O.o that was... fast...

I'll miss this story ㅠ.ㅠ thank you, author-nim~
Soshi_YA
#4
Chapter 19: Beautiful!! This is beautiful! Good job, author! ^^
imzara #5
Chapter 17: It's a really good story . I love it . So , there will be a sequal ? If yes , i can't wait ^^
Gurlit
#6
Chapter 17: Hi~
Wow, been a while since the last time I came to this neighborhood, did you miss me? ^3^
I tried to continue reading from where I left, but a long time since my last visit, so I missed in history and I had to go back to the first chapter, I take a while to catch up with the story, but it was worth.
I think the history until now has been very engaging and I'm waiting for more.
Till your next upload~.
Thanks for writing this! ^_^
tomohisaY #7
Chapter 17: will taeyeon be able to wait?