JESSICA’S POV

“Taeng.. Taeng..” i knock on her door but there’s no answer, i try opening the door incase she didn’t lock it and it works, i guess she’s home since the door is left unlock, “Taeng?” i call her name and i rush in her living room when i see her apartment is a mess, i see her bedroom door is open and i hear the water coming from the bathroom, i walk in and stop at the door when i see lots of pictures around the floor with the glass breaking and this room is a mess, i walk closer carefully trying not to step on the glasses around the floor.

I pick one picture and i see a beautiful and familiar girl, i think i know this girl.. wait, isn’t this Tiffany? Yuri’s dream girl... i shook my head, what are Tiffany’s pictures doing around here? I pick up another picture and it’s a picture of Taeyeon and ... Tiffany. Wait.. what is this suppose to mean?

I ignore the pictures and walk to the bathroom to see why the water keep running, once i open the bathroom door i see Tiffany laying on the floor with the water running around her and she’s fainted. I run to her and turn off the water. Her hands are cold and there’s blood dripping from her hand, i don’t know where is this blood came from, i drag her out the shower and cover her with a towel before calling ambulance.

Why is she in Taeyeon’s apartment? Why are there pictures of them together? Why didn’t i see that before when i spent the night there?

“Um.. Jessica?” a girl’s voice break my thoughts when i’m sitting outside the emergency room waiting for Tiffany, “Oh.. you must be Tiffany’s cousin, Yoona?” i ask and she nodded, i look at her from top to toe, could this be Yoona the girl if Seohyun’s life?

“is Tiffany unnie ok?” she ask and i raise my shoulders, the emergency light is still on.. let’s just hope she is fine, i’m sorry to called you from Tiffany’s phone like that. I just don’t know who to call, i found her phone on the dressing table and your number is on her speed dial so i called you”

“it’s ok, i’m the closest family she has so.. it’s the right thing to do” she said

“are you a a friend of her?” she ask and i shook my head slowly, “i was.. in the apartment to find.. Taeyeon, but i guess she’s out. Oh by the way, i haven’t called her” i said, “no worries, i called her and she’s on her way here” she said and i nodded

 “by any chance.. do you know a girl named Seo Joohyun?” i ask and i see her tighten her jaw, “S..seohyun? ah.. she’s my best..no, she’s my ex best friend. Why? You know her?”

ah.. so this is the Yoona seohyun loved.. wait, ex best friend?? Why didn’t seobaby told me any about this??

“um.. she’s like a sister to me, wait.. ex bestfriend?”

“yeah um.. it’s complicated”

“she confessed huh?” i ask and Yoona look at me in wondering looks

“i told you she’s like a sister to me, i know her.. how was it?” i ask and she sigh, she shook her head and look at me “it should’ve been better if i didn’t react the way i did”

“i don’t wanna get in between you two but, trust me.. she’s a very mature girl and just be honest with her, don’t force your feelings towards her if you don’t feel the same way, it’ll hurt her even more.. trust me” i said and she nodded

“you’re right.. thank you” she said

i look at her, i’ve been wanting to ask about who is Tiffany to Taeyeon, i mean they can’t be more than room mate right? Taeyeon won’t cheat on me right?

ok this is it, i should ask her who is she to Taeyeon.. i take a deep breath and look at her, “Yoona.. is Taeyeon, Tiffany’s roomate?” i ask hoping for a yes as an answer, please please...

“Roomate?” she wrinkled her forehead, “they’ve been dating for almost a year” Yoona said

i just stare at her with an empty mind, i can’t cry right? i can’t scream and cry right now?

I don’t know what i’m feeling, the person i love... the person i think i’m gonna spend the rest of my life with, turns out.. she’s cheating on me. wait, no. she’s cheating on someone else.. with me.

I take a deep breath and fake a smile to Yoona, “what’s wrong?” she ask and i shook my head. I look down, yeah.. i’m so stupid, i guess now i know why she can’t say those three words to me.. her heart belongs to someone else. And it’s Tiffany.

So i guess 2 people i love, lay their hearts on Tiffany huh? Yuri and Taeyeon.

I take a deep breath and keep holding my tears

“Taeyeon unnie!” Yoona stand up and i look at her direction, i see Taeyeon walking toward Yoona, she look at me and her eyes got widen. I stand up slowly and look at her “i..is Tiffany ok? Jessie? Why are you here?” “unnie! Jessica unnie is the one who found Tiffany unnie and brought her here” Yoona said and Taeyeon look at me “you were in.. my apar- -“ “yes. I was looking for you” i said and i stare at her with my cold glare

“Tiffany Hwang is now awake.. is there any relatives here?” the emergency room open and the doctor walk out

“i’m her cousin, how is she?” Yoona ask, “she’s fine now, she said she fell on the bathroom and hit something hard before she fainted, the scratch is in her birth canal area, the scratch is not too deep fortunately, if it’s a little more deeper.. it will be much worse. She’s lucky” the doctor said

Birth canal? Isn’t it a medical words for private area? What could hurt her in that area.. could it be....

I look at Taeyeon and she’s still looking at me, “i should go in.. wanna come?” Yoona ask and i shook my head, “i’m going home, just tell her i said ‘get well soon’” i said and Taeyeon look at me, “wait you know her?”

“met her once, you should go in with Yoona” i said and walk away

i keep walking towards the exit, when i reach the door i feel a hand pulling my arm, “Jessica wait..”

“what?” i ask her

“i..i...”

“who is she Taeng?” i ask

“i want to hear it from you, who is Tiffany to you?” i ask

“she’s my... she’s my girlfriend” she said and i sigh, tears roll down my face and i look at her

“and who am i to you?” i ask

“my girlfriend too...” “your girlfriend too?! Do you think it’s that easy? Do you think anyone can be your girlfriend?!” i yell at her

“Jessica, you are my life.. my everything.. i’m addicted to you” she said and i chuckled, “addicted? You are addicted to me? well i guess you need a rehab to forget me, because i’m done.” I said and i turn around to the door but she grab my arm tighter

“Please... please stay with me” she said and i turn around to her, my eyes are filled with tears

“why? Give me a reason why i should stay” i said and she grab my hands, “because i don’t want you to..” she said and i shook my head

“it’s not enough” i said, i look at her and take a deep breath

“the true reason why i should stay right where i am.. three words, eight letters, say it.. and i’m yours. Say it.. and i will forget our dark past. Say it, and i will stand by you through anything” i said and she look at me

“I....i...”

“Jessica, i... i lo...”

“i lov- -“

“Thank you. Than’t all i needed to hear” i said and i pull my hand from her grip

“Goodbye Taeyeon”

TIFFANY’S POV

“Ta...tae?!” i widen my eyes when the door opens and Taeyeon is there, Yoona look at her and stand up, “i should get back to the studio, get better ok unnie?” she kiss my forehead and walk out the door, Taeyeon walk closer and sit on the chair next to me where Yoona was. I look at her and her eyes are a little puffy and read, is she ok?

“You’re here...” i said and she give a bitter smile

“what happened?” she ask

“i fell”

“you’re lying” she said and i sigh

“do you even care?” i ask and she look up to me

“why didn’t you left me?” she ask, “after all i did... why didn’t you left me?” she ask and i sigh, “because i love you Tae... it’s that simple.”

“Tae.. i’m willing to forget about everything if you will, we’ll fix what’s broken between us, we can re start our relationship.. i’m game if you game, remember?” i ask, that’s what she use to say the day she ask me to live together with her

Taeyeon look at me and she grab my hand, “ok..” she said and i widen my eyes

“ok? Tae.. did you just say ok?” i ask in disbelieve

“yes..” she said and i hold her hand tighter.. “i love you Tae..” i said

she smile and fix my blanket, “go get some sleep” she said

“i’m gonna get the nurse” she said but i hold her hand, “just... stay here for a while” i said and she nodded

“i’m not going anywhere.. i won’t be anywhere.. but here” she said

i close my eyes and feel tears forming inside my eyes

My Taetae.. is she really back?

TAEYEON’S POV

I walk out the room and sit on the chair outside the emergency room, Jessica left. It’s my fault, if i said those words.. she wouldn’t leave me, but why can’t i say it? On the other side, i told Tiffany i’ll try to rebuilt my relationship with her. Am i doing the right thing? Staying with Tiffany and letting Jessica go, or should i leave Tiffany and fight for Jessica?

I guess it’s too late to think now...