Red=Your thoughts

Blue=Seungho's thoughts

Purple=flash back

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It was D-day. You took a long shower that morning knowing that you still had at least 6 hours left since the thing began at 12. For breakfast you ate a few waffles and drank 2 cups of coffee. You were dressed in

(Heather made you wear it)

You felt nervous. Calm down Yuri you can beat Kaelin. You sighed suddenly your phone began ringing. You saw that it was Jin. You rolled your eyes and ignored the call. You looked at the time and decided to head out now. When you reached the university you were surprised to see a lot of people already here. You saw a van pull up into the parking lot. A bunch of girls began screaming and ran to it. Curiously you tip tiptoed trying to see over the crowd but then realized what was happening. You spotted MBLAQ coming out followed by Rain. You were surprised. What were they doing here? Then you remembered who the judges were. Oh great.

You began singing with Seungho on the piano accompanying you. With him there it was better. If you were scared he could help you get over your fright with just one look. That was the only time Seungho had heard you sing. There in the music room where you shared a small moment together of happiness and peace. He said he loved your voice and that he wanted to hear it again but he never did.

Your eyes tracked Seungho as he walked across the parking lot. You smiled unconciously. Yang Seungho will you ever remember me?

~Seungho's POV~

You yawned at sat down on the sofa. A bunch of girls passing you tended to stare everytime. You either smiled or winked at them sending them away squealing.

"Yah! Hyung stop flirting with girls!" Mir whined.

You grinned.

"No he just does it to show off." G.O said sitting next to Mir.

"Yah shut up! I'm trying to sleep!" Joon said grumpily.

Thunder jumped when Joon turned over to the other side startling him.

"Hey hying isn't that Yuri-noona?" Thunder said pointing to a girl in a black dress and white ribbon.

G.O squinted trying to get a closer look.

"Yah are you trying to be a ?" you said blocking his view.

Cheondung giggled.

"Yuri- Noona!" Mir called out.

The girl turned around then waved. Wow she looks cute. You held your breath as she glided over with such beauty.

~Your POV~

"Yuri-noona!" a voice called out.

You turned to see Mir and the rest of the MBLAQ members sitting there. You waved and made your way to them.

"Annyeong." you said with a small bow.

"Are you competing today?" THunder asked.

You nodded then glanced at Seungho. Because they weren't competing the boys weren't dressed in anything to fancy.

>.< (SO CUTE)

You felt yourself blushing. Is she blushing she looks cute.

"Well good luck." G.O said giving you a thumbs up.

You thanked him and took a little look at Seungho before leaving.

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You watched Kaeling as she sang her song. You looked at the audience and spotted Jin. You watched as Kaelin danced "Bubble Pop" By HYuna-------http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bw9CALKOvAI  with a few of her friends who were backup.

You swallowed a lump in your throat. Suddenly you felt a hand on your shoulder making you jump. You turned to face Heather who had a disgusted look on her face. You couldn't help but laugh.

"Look at her she's such a...ew."

"Well you can't be that jelly of her can you?" you asked innocently.

Heather just shook her head.

"Just make sure to get revenge for the both of us. She stole my only love to you know."

You frowned. The song ended. Kaelin and her girls bowed. Kaelin stopped when she saw you. Her and group snickered.

"Pft make sure to be ready to lose something else to me." Kaelin said then stalked off.

You felt anger boil up in you.

"Why that-" Heather was cut off when your name was called.

Your eyes widened and you bit the bottom of your lip.

"Go on." Heather said and nudged you a little. "Oh and remember those rap parts I taught you." she said.

You nodded and made your first steps on the stage. You stood at the center and looked at the audience. The MBLAQ boy's seemed to be trying to hold there tongues from saying anything. Your eyes stopped on Seungho who nodded at you and lifted one corner of his mouth in half a smile. Then your eyes stopped on Jin. He looked about ready to cry. You looked away and began to sing "I Remember" by Bang Yong Guk---------------- http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z2ae5qRWPCg 

 

You saw the crowd grow quite with surprise. You moved your eyes to the judges who had their mouths hanging open. You looked at Seungho and knew that you had chosen the song because of him.

~Seungho's POV~

Her rapping was ok but her singing was like an angel. You couldn't help but stare at her. Was this the girl that was actually capable of beating Kaelin. But somehow her voice sounded sad and distant yet familiar. You just couldn't place it. Mi Yun it couldn't be? Why does her voice sound familiar so soft and angelic. You studied Yuri's eyes. It can't be.

~Your POV~

You sang like you had never sang before. Suddenly you felt your throat go dry just as the song ended. You forced yourself to smile and walked to the side. In the back you began gasping for air.

"Yuri are you ok?" Heather asked bending down next to you.

"Yeah I'll be fine don't worry this is just a side effect."

"Side effect?"

Dam it Yuri she's not supposed to know! No one is!

"Never mind. Ignore what i just said. Althought think you could drive me home?" you asked.

"Yuri it's not happening again is it?" she said suddenly.

You shook your head. But, you knew it was a lie.

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When you got home you quickly fished through your drawer for your pills. You swallowed them with no hesitation. You groaned and fell to your knees. You rested against the wall. You felt tears filling your eyes. No this can't be happening. Not now I haven't felt like this until three years again. I thought i got rid of this. Your phone began ringing. You saw Heather's name on it.

"Hello?"

"IT IS HAPPENING AGAIN ISN'T IT?"

You sighed and gave up in defeat.

"Yes it is."

"Yuri don't do it please just tell me when you're about to lose it. Please I don't want to lose my best friend."

You managed to whisper and ok and thank you before hanging up.

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So are you curious? keke If this story doesn't go to long i'll reveal Yuri's problem. Can anybody guess? PLEASE COMMENT AND SUBSCRIBE! THANKS! ^^

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