Chapter 4: Spiritually and Mentally Breaking Down

Who are You?

Alright.

Ready. Action.

 

It's the first opening day for the chicken store. They are giving out 1 free chicken drumstick for each couple that comes in the store.  The couples walked into the chicken store and each couple sat down at different booths.  Cupid came out with the chicken and put a piece of chicken on each table.  

Jiyong bit his lips and looked up at CL. He took the piece of chicken and brought it to where CL's mouth was and winked.  CL couldn't help it and agreed happily. She took a bite off of it and then looked at him and smiled.  

Daesung stared into Minzy's eyes.  Then he started to smile, his biggest, brightest smile.  The kind that make his eyes go missing.  He held up the chicken and said with his soft voice, " You take the first bite."  She took a bite out of it and gave him a wink.  

Dara took the piece of chicken and blew on it so that it won't be so hot.  Then she held it right in front of Taeyang and bash her eyelashes.  She said in her cutest voice, "Oppa, here's my love for you."  He was blushing and took the bite.

Bom nervously took the chicken and looked down while handing T.O.P. the chicken.  Her hands was shaking and sweating but she continued to hold out the chicken anyways.   T.O.P. took a bite and looked away.

"CUT!!!!!!!

Everyone did a great job except for the last couple. Yall take a break while the last couple have to do it over until they get it right.

Last couple, how come there was no spark between yall? Yall have to stare at each other and pretend that you like each other.  All I saw from awhile ago was, Bom was really scared to even give you the chicken and T.O.P. you just took a bite and looked away.

Do it again.  This time with more feeling and you should add in a line or 2 to make it seem less awkward."

Bom was so nervous because the atmosphere felt so weird.  T.O.P. didn't even bother to talk to her or look at her.  The others just look at them and was shaking their heads in disbelief.  They knew it was too good to be true, T.O.P. would never care for girls he doesn't like.

"Action!!! Take 2."

Bom looked at Seung Hyun and smile.  Then she took the piece of chicken and asked, "Would you like a piece?"  He then looked at her, nod, and took a bite.

"CUT!!!!!

Seung Hyun, what are you doing? I'm not feeling this.  I'll give yall 5 minutes to communicate and make this less awkward."

Bom and Seung Hyun sat there by themselves while everyone else was taking a break else where.  Bom didn't know what to say to Seung Hyun since he seem like he didn't want to talk to her.  Seung Hyun was thinking about his gf and was debating if he should talk to Bom or not.  He know that after his gf sees this, she will get mad but he really have not other choice.  He know that he have to pretend to like Bom for the moment.  He could care less about Bom, but he know that if he wanted to get out of here, he need to get his act together and finish it the right way.  Bom looked at her phone and saw that they only have less than a minute before they have to start again.  She couldn't take it anymore so she gave Seung Hyun this lecture:  

"Look, I don't know why you're acting this way but I just want to get the commercial over with.  It's just a commercial so you don't have to worry about talking to me after this ok? Can we please just get it together and get through this quickly?" 

Seung Hyun nodded.  He didn't expect Bom to say these things to him.  He thought she was his fans and so she wouldn't say anything but he was wrong.  Seung Hyun decided to just pretend that Bom is Min ah and act cute to her.  

"Action!!!! Take 3."

Bom looked at Seung Hyun and smiled imagining that he is really taking her out on a date and that she is about to feed him for the first time.  She held up the chicken and said, "Honey, taste this."  He was kind of shock inside when she called him honey but he took the bite and gave her the biggest smile anyone has ever seen.  He imagine Bom as Min ah feeding him for the first time and he felt the love.  He was so happy that he could die right then and there. Bom was shocked too that she even said that to him and he even smiled really big for her too.  It's her first time see him smile like that.  The rest of Big Bang, 2NE1, and the production crew all stopped what they were doing and stared at the couple.  Everyone was really shock that Bom called Seung Hyun "Honey" and Seung Hyun smiling that big.  They thought this was a miracle for Seung Hyun at least because he doesn't do mushy stuff like that.  

"Cut!!! Perfect!!!"

"What had just happened there?" Seungri said immediately after the shoot.

"He was uhhh....." Jiyong was trying to think of an excuse.

"He umm..."  Taeyang couldn't explain what just happen either.

"He likes her!!!" Daesung bust in out of nowhere and smiled with his closed eyes.

"Nah!!!!!!!" The boys laugh and thought that was a ridiculous idea.

"Why not?" Dara in.

"Because she's not his type."  Jiyong stated.

"What is his type then?" Minzy asked.

"He likes the weak, sweet looking girl who is also super pretty too."

"Bom unnie is almost like that except for the weak part." CL claims.

"Exactly, she's perfect for me."  Seungri trying change the subject since T.O.P. was coming their way.

"Hahaaha you wish!! She's too good for you."  Dara couldn't stop laughing.

"Yeah, you're a player and she's as pure as a white sheet of paper." CL added in after Dara.

"Well ladies, we'll see about that." Seungri said quietly when T.O.P. is steps away from them.

"We'll s-------HI!!" Dara was mesmerized for a second by T.O.P. presence and beauty.

"See what?" T.O.P. being nosey, thinking that they were talking about him.

"Nothing!!!! Just seeing when we'll meet again." Jiyong hurried and try to cover their tracks.

"Hmmm.. yall look like yall are hiding something.  Are yall talking about me?" T.O.P. gave them the deadly stare again and everyone was scared.

"What gave you that idea? ha-ha-ha." Dara laughed nervously.

"Just a gut feeling." T.O.P. knew that they were talking about him but he wasn't sure about what.

"Yeah, we did." CL thought of a plan.  Everyone was nervous and thought that she had lost her mind telling him.

"I knew it!!! About what?" T.O.P. was surprise that someone actually admitted it.

"We were talking about how you're great at acting and how handsome you look."  CL had to make up facts that are true so that he can believe her.

"That you don't have to tell me.  I know already. *Smirk*" T.O.P.'s confidence was boosted up so much that he couldn't help but act cocky until he was shot down.

"She was just joking hyung." Taeyang didn't want T.O.P. to over react.

"You want to die?" T.O.P. was feeling played.  He almost believed it too.  

"We were talking about how lousy your acting was... sorry." Dara played along.

"Where is Bom unnie?" Minzy couldn't help but notice that Bom was missing and was looking around while the others were talking.

"I saw her walking towards the exit." T.O.P. said.

"What?? Why didn't you say something?"  Dara and the girls were scared that something might have happened so they ran towards the exit.  Seungri followed them.  The others gave him a dirty look.

"What?" Top felt the pressure from the other three.

"Hyung, we know you don't care about her, but why didn't you say anything?" Taeyang said because he felt sorry for Bom.

"yeah, hyung, a girl walking out there alone can be dangerous." Daesung added in.

"You guys are over reacting!! She's old enough and we have many people around here, who would do anything to her."  T.O.P. didn't think anything would happen to her but he just doesn't know.

"She looks like a weak girl though...." Jiyong said quietly.

"But she's not!! Yall should have been there when she gave me a lecture awhile ago."  T.O.P. was scared of her for a second when she started lecturing him.  He still couldn't believe it now.  His own fan. tsk tsk tsk.

"She gave you a lecture?" The boys in unison.

"Yup, my first time getting a lecture from a girl.... she is so not weak."

"Man, she's brave." Daesung said feeling proud of her. 

"I thought she was my fan...."  

"Just because she's your fan doesn't mean she should treat you like a king, cause you see them as a nobody anyways."  Jiyong knew T.O.P. deserve the lecture.  

"I don't see them as a nobody, they're just not important to me because I don't know them like that."  T.O.P. couldn't believe what he is hearing from his own group.  He knew it was true but he didn't think it was that bad.  

"You just have to learn how to be nicer to your fans that's why, or else they'll change their minds about you later." Taeyang told T.O.P.

"I'll try harder I guess."

Seungri came back inside...

"So, is she ok?" Jiyong asked since he was the leader and he felt the need to say something.

"NO, she went home already... I couldn't get to her in time.  They took her home though.  Minzy texted me and told me that Bom unnie is sad for some reason."  Seungri showed them Minzy's text and they all looked at T.O.P. who looked confused to why Bom was sad. He had no clue.

"See hyung, you disappointed one of your fans." Seungri added in, not knowing the situation.

"Sigh!!!"  The boys felt even more sorry for Bom.

They went back to their places and went into their rooms quietly.  The mood was gloomy and it was weird. They didn't have anything to say to each other.  T.O.P. was confused and was thinking why Bom was sad but he just doesn't know why.  The other boys just thought that because T.O.P. treated her bad that's why she is sad.  They just don't know.....

............

 

2NE1 just got back to their apartment.  They were so quiet in the car because Bom looked sad and she had tears in her eyes.  They didn't know how to comfort her so they just left her alone.  The long ride was torturing them.  They wanted to know why Bom was crying but was too scared to ask.  They wanted to wait for the right time to ask her.  When they got home, they all follow Bom to her room and hugged her tight.  Bom didn't even notice them until after the hug they gave her.  She gave them the look to let them know that she's ready to tell him what happen.

"What happened Bom?" Dara asked

"I heard Seung Hyun over the phone with his gf and they were arguing and I think it's about me." Bom said as she looked outside her window.

"That's good then." Dara said.  She thought it was the perfect opportunity for Bom.

"No, it's not.  I don't want to hurt him in any way and he seem like he really like his gf so I want them to be on good terms together, not fight over me."

"But you really like him, you should at least try to get to know him more." CL cut in before Dara get to say something.

"Are you going to give up so soon unnie?" Minzy felt bad for Bom because all Bom talks about was Seung Hyun and how she can't wait to meet him.  

"I don't have a choice." Bom turned back to the window. Her eyes were just full of wonders and sadness.

"Did he say anything about you?" Dara saw how Bom was looking out the window with her eyes full of secrets so she asked her just to see if she had guessed it right.

"No..." Bom knows that Dara had figured her out so she really have to trick her this time.  It's too painful to let her friends know the truth.

"Then good, it might not be because of you so don't even think about it." Dara was tricked.   She believed Bom too quick.

"But.." Bom got her.  

"No but!!"

"Yeah, you've come this far so how can you give up so easily?"

"Have faith unnie."

"My faith is wavering right now." Bom whispered to herself.  

The girls hugged her again then left and Bom is left there alone to think.

Bom didn't want to tell the girls that she did hear T.O.P. talking about her.  He said some of the meanest things that she couldn't even imagine.  He said that she was nothing and that he doesn't even care whether she likes him or not.  He said that he will never like her even if she's the last girl on Earth.  He also said that he hate girls like her who drools all over him one minute then yell at him the next.  The cruelest words just came out and Bom so happen to walk by to give T.O.P. a drink for his hard work.  Luckily she heard her name so she stopped and hid herself to listen or else she would have never known how he truly feels about her. Why would he say something like that about her and he doesn't even know her. Bom's heart is hurting so much.  She doesn't know what to do now.  She thought about it all night and finally came up with a solution.  

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A few days later, the girls were rehearsing for their next performance in a few hours.  Bom feels that this is the right time for her to tell them after tonight's performance.  

She looked at each of her group members and memories of them together are flowing back to how they met, what they went through, and all their secrets together.  She wanted to hold back her tears but she couldn't and her makeup was running.  The others notice that Bom was tearing up that they ran to her and asked her what's wrong but she just wiped her tears and said that she was thinking about her parents.  They had a big group hug and got back to getting ready for the performance.  

While Bom was on stage performing for the last time, she held in her sorrow and smiled as widely as possible to give her fans a face to remember.  The fans went wild, they were so excited for the performance.  2 hours of the concert had caused an exhaustion for the girls and the production team.  They wanted to hold a party for their first concert anyways. At their toast, Bom got up and announced something to the team that they did not expect to hear.  

"I am going to retired now."

Everyone went crazy. They exploded and cried.  The ceo of the company already knew this and approved of Bom's decision because she went to go talk to him already.  Bom only agreed to the contract if they would let her choose when she can retire.  The company have no choice but to follow her wish.  Everyone in the company felt really sad because she was such a great catch and they don't know the real reason why she had retired early, except for her girls and the ceo.  Bom made them promise not to tell anyone why and what she going to do next.  

Bom suddenly disappear the next day and nobody had seen her since.

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*Breaking News today: 2NE1 announced that they will only have 3 members left and that Bom had retired due to personal problems.  As of today, Bom has not been seen or heard from so it seems like she had totally disappeared.  What will happen to 2NE1 now?*

 

"Hyungs!!!!!!! Come see this!!!!!!" Daesung was watching the news in the morning while eating. His mouth opened so wide that food were falling out of his mouth.  He almost choked on his food too.  It was a total shock and he suddenly just turned sad.  

"WHat? It's too early for you to be---- What the...... retired?"  Taeyang could barely open his eyes but when he saw *2NE1**Bom**Retired* He open his eyes so fast and ran to the t.v. to read what it is saying more clearly.

"What is all this commotion?"  Jiyong getting out of bed and went outside his door to see what is going on and sat down next to Daesung.  He saw their weird expression and their eyes were glued to the t.v. so he turned that direction to see what they were looking at and his jaws just went straight down.

"T.O.P. HYUNG!!"  Jiyong screamed as loud as he could to get T.O.P. 's attention, who was still sleeping.

"What?!!!"  T.O.P. woke up in a flash from Jiyong's high pitch scream and ran out the door.  He thought it was some emergency like a fire or something crazy. He ran out of his room so fast just to see them sitting in front of the t.v. and their eyes were glued to it.  He came closer to see what they were looking at and was kind of shock.   Seung Hyun felt bad because the last time he saw her, their encounter wasn't good.  

"What do they mean she disappeared?"  Seung Hyun asked but no one replied because they didn't know either.

That day, both 2NE1 and Big Bang were just out of it because of the shock.  Seungri texted Minzy to ask her about it but there were no replies.  

A few days later, Seung Hyun and Shin Min ah broke up because she found someone new.  Seung Hyun was in an even more depressed mode.  He stayed at his mom's house to take a rest and to avoid the boys because they kind of blame him for what happen with Bom.  He couldn't look them in the eye either because he felt like he was guilty somewhat.  

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3 years later..............  Everyone had forgot about the situation and everything was calm again.  2NE1 still together and they still keep in contact with Bom after a year of her disappearance.  They only kept in contact through email though.  

Bom hid herself well so that no one could find her.  Bom even changed her hairstyle and use no makeup so that people won't recognize her.  She hid her legs with long pants so that people can see her milky legs like back then.  Bom is now in her prime age, 25.  She rested for 3 years and now she wanted to work as a housekeeper so that she won't expose herself out to the public.  She was looking for a job and she asked her girls if they knew anyone who needs a housekeeper.

Dara asked around to a few of her celebrity friends to ask around and they found one.  Someone really famous needs a housekeeper while his family is going on vacation.  He's currently living by himself and needs a housekeeper since he's busy and won't be home often to clean the house. This was a good opportunity for Bom, since she doesn't have to see the celebrity often since he will be busy with his schedules. 

Bom took the job instantly and so she came back from America. The 2NE1 girls went to go pick her up at the airport and they were waiting for her but she never came.  A girl from behind them called out their names.  They turned around and thought it was a fan of theirs but it was Bom.  Bom look so different that they couldn't even recognize her.  Bom is ready to expose herself to the world again.  

They went to get lunch and catch up, then dropped her off at the celebrity's house.  It was a mess.  There was a note on the table from the celebrity saying, "Clean the house before midnight today and I'll see you in the morning for breakfast."  

Bom thought that was a rude note but she is the housekeeper so she had to do what he says.  Also, she only had to tolerate it for 3 months so she can handle it.  Patience is the key she thought.  Then she got back to her positive self and started to clean.  The more she clean, the more she felt like it was an endless job.  It was just so messy.  

"Man, what have this guy been doing, living in a house like this.  Pretty on the outside but messy on the inside." Bom said to herself.

She finally finished at 11:55 pm and went to bed.   It was exhausting but also, she needs to wake up early to cook breakfast for the celebrity too.  She could care less if this was a celebrity or not because she use to be one too and thought it doesn't make them anymore special than others.  

She made kimchi stew, egg rolls, and some side dishes to go with it.  It was simple but definitely a nutritious meal for breakfast.  Bom was proud of herself for taking lessons when she was away.  

She heard the door to a room open upstairs and footsteps coming down the stairs.  She placed the food on the table and went to go get the kimchi stew in the kitchen.  When she brought out the stew, she saw the celebrity's back as he was sitting down waiting for the stew.  She brought it out and put it on the table then turned to the celebrity and bowed.  When she looked up, she was in for a shock.  She couldn't believe who it was that was so famous and doesn't have time to clean up.  The almighty celebrity is none other than T.O.P. of Big Bang.  

"So you're my housekeeper?"

"Yes sir."

"The house seems clean when I went home last night and the food is great so just continue to do what you are doing."  

"Yes sir."

Bom couldn't believe that Seung Hyun couldn't recognize her.  But then again, her friend couldn't even recognize her.  All her feelings for his was done with.  When she left back then, she promise not to like him anymore and had already forgotten about him.  She could careless about him so she felt at ease that he doesn't recognize her.  She just need to work for him for 3 months so it was no problem for her.  she just went back to her room and rest some more.

Seung Hyun on the other hand thought that finally his house was clean again and he get to eat good food whle his mom was away on vacation.  He was happy to get a housekeeper who can cook and clean.  But too bad she has bad taste in clothes and she look young too.  He felt bad for her but he's not someone who would in to others business.  

Bom woke up and found that the house is empty again.  She went to the kitchen to clean the dishes and saw a note on the fridge when she was putting the leftovers in the fridge.  

*The food was good.  I won't be home for dinner.  I'll be there for breakfast tomorrow.*

Bom just smiled and went back to research for new dishes to make for breakfast tomorrow. 

This is a new beginning, a new start.... too bad Bom is over Seung Hyun and has a new celebrity she is a fan of.  She hopes to meet him one day but she will have to wait till after 3 months to be free.  

 

 

Author: I am so so so so so Sorry you guys!!!!! I have too much stuff to do but I finally found time to update today!!!! Suppose to study for my test but I had to update before I start!! 

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Tell me what you guys think of this twist?  I am too excited to bring the last scene in that I had to rush the other part!!! =D Hope yall like it!!  

*Warning* There may be some grammar because I don't have time to proof read it! Sorry!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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haneul024 #1
Chapter 18: Oh My Gosh Authornim where have you been??????
but glad that you comeback and please don't leave this story jebal ㅠㅠ
clouds13
#2
Chapter 19: Goodness....... finally you've updated this again. I almost forgot how this story's plot was because you take long time to update.... ㅋㅋㅋ sorry authornim
At least, I'm happy to know that you will give us some update
Kieusterrrr #3
Thank you for all your support!! I am so sorry to my readers for taking so long to update this interesting story!!! Truth is, I got stuck on this chapter and since then I just kind of put it to the side. I did not realized that there were so many comments piling up now!! I really appreciate the interest that you all are showing for my story!! I will try harder to finish this story to make up for all the support that you have shown me. I will tell you now though that I don't know if I can update every week but I will try to update at least twice per month.
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IqkaHyun
#4
Chapter 18: New reader here.... like you story.. update soon authornim...
The_fallen_sky #5
Update soon, author-nim
clouds13
#6
Chapter 18: Im new reader. And God.... i really really like eh noo i loveeeee it.
Authornim.... can you update it again? I wanna read the next chapter
haneul024 #7
Chapter 17: Romantic scene pleaseeeeee~~~~~
xMikado #8
Chapter 16: Love it <3
I'm so excited what will happen next. Waiting hopefully that your next chapter will come out soon.
maryetta01 #9
Chapter 16: because its all in my head...i think about it over and over again lmao omg im going crazy with this ff. the bigbang boys are doing an aweaome job in this story and im loving the story too. ahhh minah is such a stalker...scary lol ahhh it was a dream...wow seunghyunie too cute and confident lol hope you update soon.
haneul024 #10
Chapter 16: Don't take too long please ㅠㅠ