" Y-You what?" You stuttered loudly, trying to figure out what he was saying.

" I think I love you." D.O replied.

You looked away from him. This was not going to go well.

" You know love is a strong word." You stated, not daring to look into his eyes.

" I understand it's a lot to take in but I just had to let you know how I felt." she said moving closer to you.

~ This was not what you needed. How were you suppose to say goodbye now?~

" I'll be okay if you don't feel the same way but-

You cut him off by gently kissing his cheek.

"It's not that I don't, It's just that.... I can't." You whispered in his ear sadly.

He pulled away from you and gave you a harsh look.

" What do you mean you can't ?" He asked raising his voice a little.

You were taken back by his sudden change in tone.

" I can't really explain to you now but-"

" You know what save it !" He yelled.

" D.O what's with you ?" You quipped.

" You don't need to explain to me , I understand if you have someone else." he croaked angrily.

" No, It's not like that." You said, trying to defend yourself.

" No really I understand, I just wished you would have told me sooner." D.O said coldly.

" Told you what ?! I'm not dating anyone! If anyone should have said anything it should have been you !" You yelled back angrily.

His eyes widened.

" Oh so now I'm the bad guy ?!" He yelled.

" N-No I never said-"

" Well then I'll just go, have fun wherever you end up." He uttered, walking back down the streets.

" Kyungsoo!" You yelled after him.

He just kept walking, tears flowing from his eyes rapidly.

" Aish, Pabo!" You screamed as his figure disappeared.

~ Why did these things always have to happen to you?~ You sadly wondered as you walked down the street in the opposite direction.

~ He didn't even let me explain myself!~
 

You tried to calm yourself down a little, deciding to go to the park and stare at the pond.

It was a bittersweet day, not too warm but not cold either.

this place seemed amazing but terrible at the same time.

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~ " Oppa, please don't hate me?" You cried as D.O turned away from you.~

~ " Why do you have to leave now? Can't you stay just a little longer?" He pleaded as tears fell from his eyes.~

~ " I have no choice oppa!" ~ You shakily replied.~

~ " And what about me? Don't I mean something to you ? ~ He yelled, turning to face you.~


~ " Of course you mean something to me, I love you."~ You sobbed.


He couldn't bare this any longer.

~ " Okay then go ! Just leave !"~ He screamed, pointing to the pond down near the cafe.

~ " But Oppa-"~ 

~ " GO!"~

You looked at him  one last time before turning away, rage written all over his face.
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That memory was not one you favoured, especially not at this point in time.

" You know he doesn't always mean what he says." A friendly and familiar voice spoke from beside you.

You looked to your side and saw Suho, staring at the pond blankly.

" I don't know, he seemed pretty serious to me." You replied bitterly.

He smiled and wrapped an arm around you.

" He's just scared ______. scared of losing you again." Suho explained.


Suho's words replayed in your head over and over again.

" I should have told him." You finally said, not to far from tears.

" Told him what ?" Suho asked with confusion.

"  I loved him back....."