17 June, 9.35pm

Dear Diary,

The weekend’s ending soon. I just started my first chemotherapy treatment. I don’t remember much though, everything passed by so quickly.

My hair hasn’t started falling yet. I mean, I don’t think it’ll take that long to fall but I guess I was kind of expecting it to fall.

My coughing’s getting worse; every night I cough till my bed just trembles under all the force.

I feel like I’m already dying. But I have to live on, for the people around me, and U-Kiss.

Love,

Me

17 June, 10.43pm

Dear Diary,

You will not believe what my best friend just told me!

U-Kiss will be coming for a fansign event! Oh my gosh what do I do? I need to go there! It might be the first and last time I’ll ever get to see them…

I’ll try asking my mum when she’s happier. She’s been working really hard for my sake, and I don’t want her to become more stressed.

The problem is, the fanmeet tickets cost $127 each! But there’s a mini concert too, so I guess it’s worth it.

I can see Soohyun oppa! I’m going to find something to give him.

2 items on my to-do list will be fulfilled soon~

I’m gonna be so excited tonight, I probably can’t even sleep.

Love,

Me