15 September, 3.20pm

Dear Diary,

It’s been a long time since I last wrote here. Almost a month, I might add. Well, just to update you, things haven’t changed much.

I’m going for chemotherapy sessions regularly, still coughing up blood, still in a good relationship with Soohyun. Awkward moments like those in the lift never happened again, and I don’t think they will.

Remember how I said I wanted to learn how to play a musical instrument? Well, Kiseop agreed to teach me piano outside of his busy schedule. So far, everything’s going smoothly, but I’m still not getting the hang of the piano yet. It’s confusing! But luckily for me, Kiseop is a good teacher.

Within these few weeks I’ve actually gone on a real first date with Soohyun oppa, just the two of us. I really wonder how he finds time for me with that busy schedule of his. I hope he’s having enough rest, because he looks really tired sometimes… or should I say most of the time?

U-Kiss just had their Neverland comeback, and guess what? Soohyun gave me a signed version of the CD! I love the music video, the dance, the song, everything! Everyone just looked so different, they just gave off this… vibe.

I heard they’ll be heading over to Japan soon. I just hope I won’t miss Soohyun too much… and really, I hope I’ll have time to spend with him. Because time is something I do not possess at the moment.

Only two and a half months left.

Love,

Me

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I hid my diary and collapsed onto my bed, sighing. I wonder when U-Kiss would leave for Japan. Surely, I couldn’t go to the airport, it would be flooded with fangirls.

My phone vibrated in my pocket. I fished it out and saw a message from Soohyun light up on the screen. My eyes widened as I read the message over and over, hoping I didn’t get any part of it wrong.

“Yeobo~ U-Kiss will be heading for Japan in two weeks’ time! Do you want to come along? ^_^ You’ve never been to Japan before right? I can’t stand the thought of you being so far from me :’( Please say you’ll come~ I love you.” 

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Hey guys ! So... update today~ it's not long but please bear with it, i'm really sorry ><

it's been exactly one month since i started writing this fanfic~ i'm really grateful to the 1000+ views, 36 subscribers and 81 comments i have ! :D

thank you to those who have been here from the very first chapter <3 and of course, to those who came along the way, and those who just bumped into this fanfic ! i love all of you and owe you guys a big thank you >< thank you for being patient even when my updates were slow, and for staying here even when the story got boring or the updates were too short

today is also U-Kiss' 4th anniversary, and tomorrow will be bunny Hoon's birthday ^^ hehe i'm so excited, and it's not even my own birthday..... OTL

anyway, i hope you guys have enjoyed this update ^^ comment please~ <3 

thank you, ily :*