15 June, 8.38pm

Dear Diary,

I’m sorry I haven’t written in a long time! I was busy watching videos of U-Kiss. Let me just say, they are so cute! I think I love them more than any other band I’ve ever loved in my whole life.

Oh, and I’ve decided who my bias is. It’s the leader of U-Kiss, Soohyun! He’s so funny, and he’s hot too (I mean, he has chocolate abs). He’s such a gentleman, and he has a good sense of humor! Totally my type.

I’m laughing at myself now. Because of one band, my attitude has totally changed. How did U-Kiss change me so much?

Remember the list of things I wanted to do? I’ve decided to add some things to it. So here’s the edited version:

-         Learn how to play a musical instrument

-         Visit a country I’ve never been to before

-         Go to the beach at sunset

-         Meet U-Kiss

-         Give Soohyun oppa a present

My best friend’s gonna flip when she finds out how much I like U-Kiss now. Heck, I even created a Twitter account so that I could follow them/Soohyun!

It’s funny isn’t it? How someone can change so much because of a band. I decided now, I’ll live these 6 months in bliss. I won’t mope around, feeling low, I’ll smile for real this time, not place a fake smile on my face and pretend everything’s alright.

I won’t let my mother worry, I won’t let my best friend worry, I won’t let anyone worry anymore.

I’ll live my life to the fullest.

Reading those past entries in this diary… I feel like whacking myself now. I don’t understand how I could be so negative.

By the way, I forgot to mention this with all the U-Kiss excitement around. Tomorrow is Saturday, and my mother will bring me to the hospital for my chemotherapy treatment. I’m scared, really, but I believe Soohyun oppa will support me. Maybe I should tweet to him~

Ok, I’m going to finish up my homework and watch more U-Kiss videos now.

Love,

Me