yesterday was the day of SHINEe's arrival, you want to go and greet them and even let HIM know about you. It was a concrete plan

but to your dismay your boss didn't let you...

you were soooo pissed off  that you didn't  do your work right.

oh well, you still have today....

 

"yeboseyo?" as you pick up the ringing phone.

"MINJEE-AHHHHHH "

"yuki-ah. will you lower your voice when calling. i think my eardrums will burst out ... literally"

she giggle.
"gomen. did you know that SHINEe is having a fanmeeting this afternoon?"

"really?"

your ears perk up.

"yes and we will be there!"

yuki arrived yesterday to your surprise. 

well, her family is well-off so she can go anywhere she wants to .. and .. a place to stay won't be a problem also, her family own a house in Seoul since they stay here before.

"so, i'm going to pick you there this afternoon maybe around 4"

you look at the clock. it's two o'clock..

"'kay!"

i have to go this is my chance .. sorry boss .. i have to do this. 

 

* * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * 

TAEMIN's POV

(yesterday .. )

"finally ...!!!"

the five of you were greeted by screaming fans.

all of them are hold up by the airport personnels and guards...

back to Seoul...

he sigh.

"taemin-ah your going to see sulli again, aren't you happy?"

he smile...

"of course i am ... now i can properly court her "

"but don't forget the rules"

"that's why the word 'secret' was invented .. hyung"

then he went ahead of Key hyung . who only shook his head.

 

* * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * 

YOUR POV

soooooo nervous ..

the words were on your mind since you arrive there. fans are everywhere.

"let's post something too.." 

yuki took your hand and went to a table where post-it notes were given.

"you can write anything in there and post-it on the board" explain the girl in white.

"even personal questions?"

yuki ask.

"well, it's up for them to answer it or not .. but yes i think it's okay"

the girl give them two post-it and also handed them a pen.

"are you serious?"

you ask,

"of course .. this is your chance .. go write some."

you did what you were told .. you were about to face yuki and post the note on the board when two bulky man went to you side.

"are you Minjee-sshi?"

"huh? y-yeah ..wae?"

you look at yuki's questioning face.

"come with us"

then they drag you away from yuki.

"yah!! let me go ---"

"minjee-ah!!"

you look ahead and saw a running key toward you.

the two man release you and bow.

"how are you? it's been so long .. how have you been? i heard you work at a restaurant .. do have a boyfriend now? are you married? widow? don't tell me your pregnant.."

you laugh. how i miss this nagging diva..

"key can you speak slowly?"

you saw jonghyun approaching followed by onew and minho.

"minjee -ah"

"if your looking for taemin his in the restroom"

minho said.

"a-ani .. i'm not looking for h-him..."

"oh, TAEMIN -ah!"

"where?" you said looking everywhere when you realize onew-oppa is teasing you.

"well .. who said .. not LOOKING?"

"who?"

you said innocently.

all of you laugh.

"i miss you guys .. you've been busy"

"key stop pouting.. well, it can't be helped" 

"key-oppa .. why are you pouting?"

this guy is really cute...

"because i was the one who saw you first, and let you brought here .. but when this  three nuisance arrive you forgot about me.."

"ahh .. don't be like that .. don't worry .. i'm still single, i don't have a husband and of course i'm not pregnant .. i only love one person"

then silence.. you know they knew what happened before.

"okay .. are you here for the meeting?" onew said.

"of course i'm your biggest fan"

"what's this?" before you could hide it minho took it from you.

"oh .. that's a post note .. "

"there's a question .."

the other three gather around minho ..

then they look at you. you only look down.

"i-im o-okay guys it's just a q-question.."

"then i'm going to take it."

you look up and saw a smiling key. his holding the note. the other guys are on your side and also amile at you..

"we will let him answer this.."

"i .. i will not give up ... i.. i still love him .. and even if he rejects me .. i'll keep holding on .. i will brought back his trust, to me and luckily his love"

"were proud of you"

"Onew-oppa!!"

you look back and saw a girl. she's familiar ..

"Sulli-ah .. are you looking for taemin?" onew said awkwardy even the boys are averting their gazes.

so this is Sulli no wonder she's familiar ..

she hug each and everyone of the SHINEe boys ..

"yeah .. i came to watch and also because he called me"

her attention went to you.

"oh hi.."

"hi,," you responded.

"a fan?"

she ask.

"a friend" key corrected.

"oh .."

"SUlli this is minjee." jonghyun suddenly introduce you to sulli.

you smile.

"and minjee this is.."

"Sulli-ah you came!"

you think your heartbeat stop .. as you look and saw the only guy you fell truly in love with .. the one you love ... the one you can't have.

he stop also when he saw you.

you think time froze.

he has his fist clench ..

you smile at him.. you feel like crying .. the emotion of love .. longing .. 

how i miss you taemin .a year and a half .

he walk toward you.

you look at him will he?

"sulli -ah .." he face sulli and held her hand.

then they stop in front of you.

"LEAVE .." he said hardly and they walk away hand in hand.

you feel your heart being torn to pieces.

we used to be like that .. we ..

you look down as tears began forming.

"i..i h-have t-to g-go ... yuki's probably w-worried .. stop by s-sometime .. " 

you bow at them and left.

 

you enter the place and saw yuki waving at you.

you went to her ..

"are you ..."

she know you were crying but didn't ask .. 

the show starts. SHINEe went out and perform songs for  the fans .. it seems like it didn't matter to you.

he walk away from me ... again ..

LEAVE !.

when the performances are finish the staffs put out the board with the sticky notes..

it was fun really .. everytime the fans requested something they do it also ..

key was rather restless he was looking for something ..well, they all are except for taemin ..

when they spotted you their smile widen .. you also smiled at them .. mouthing fighting!!!

it was running softly ..when key handed taemin a note .. 

wait .. that's my note ..

"i thought it was for me .. but . it was address to taemin"

"go hyung what it says .."

"okay .. is their anything or any happening in your life that you were hurted and betray by someone close to you? and will you forgive him/her?"

the fans went oh ..

"that was personal .."

taemin smile.

"well, there is someone .. she was close to me ... very much .. even before she's the one who supported me.. i wish that it will last longer .."

you stood up.

yuki look up at you.

"i need ..to go to the powder room"

you slowly went out .. you don't want to hear it but your steps are slower it's like your waiting for what he ganna say ..

"but ,, i can't .. i can't forgive her .. he pained me to much .. i just can't .. "

you smile bitterly as your tears fall .. 

you went out.

 

* * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * 

the event was a blast.! 

you didn't bother going back .. but you found yourself in front of SHINEe's van.

you call yuki earlier and say sorry and also to let her go first.

i'm not going to give up just like that..

you were waiting for like forever ..when you saw them with their manager and .. Sulli..

taemin and her were talking. with smile on their faces.

"minjee-ah!!!"

key run to you.

the others too.

taemin was frowning.

sulli was clueless.

their manger is pleased to see you.

"can i talk to you ?"

looking at taemin.

"we have to go," he said and walk to the van.

"just spare a little time .. this will be quick"

"i don't want to waste my time to you--"

"please?"

you said stoping him from getting the van. sulli was beside a van too .. 

you think it's a van for their group like SHINEe.

"go taeminnnie.."

he sigh.

"taemin-ah .. i'll be going now."

she then kiss taemin's cheek.

she went in the van then they drove away..

"what are you going to say--"

"sorry .. "

he went quiet.

"i know i have said this before but you have to believe me .. it wasn't my fault my sister--"

"framed you up?!"

you look down.

"is their something new, your using the same excuse.."

"but it's the truth i don't even know the guy, theres nothing going on between us .. what you saw was wrong, there's nothing that happened--"

"you didn't deny it--"

"because i was afraid you won't believe me and i was right"

"this is a waste of time .. "

he said slowly walking away ..

"she's beautiful"

he stop.

"you two look good together" every word was like fire on her tounge.

"thanks .. were officially dating .. i like her very much .. i know she will not betray me like what you did"

you smile.

"but .. you love me .."

he look at you.

"bowh?"

"you like her but  you love me .. that's why we ended up together before .. and i'm not planning on giving you up .. it's not over ,you may hate me now but it won't last longer."

"too much confidence can also lead to failure"

"but failure is just an opposite of winning .. i may fail but i will make it the opposite .remember  .. i will not give you up .. i just love you too much ..see you around"

you left him dumbfolded.

"she's really the best" minho commented when taemin went inside the van.

"shut up !" he hissed .. he chuckle.

 

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