"taemin-ah"

he froze.

"who's--unnie"

you feel taemin grow tense.

"minjee-ah..."

then it was silent.

flashback.....

you groan .. as your eyes flustered open ..

​where am i?

​was the first thought on your mind...

​then someone move to your side. as realization strikes you ..

​your on the bed with someone and your .. but its just that you still have your undergarments on ..

curious you look at the person next to you only to find out it was your sister's boyfriend.

​you were about to wake him up to let him explain what happened when you heard a loud gasp.

​you look at the door only to found out your sister and your boyfriend .. staring at you unbelievingly.

"t-taemin-ah ..." 

​you shuttered while slowly going off the bed but he stop you.

"it's not what you think .. there's nothing--" 

​tears streams down your face when taemin look at you with disgust ..hatred ,, pain ..

​you knew you have hurt him right then and there ...

"you ! i trusted you .. so that's why you disappeared last night .."

​her boyfriend woke up by the loud voice of your sister.

it's just weird that he doesn't look surprise at all .. like he knew this will happen.

​you look at him ..

"tell them nothing happened .. tell them it's not what they think .. tell him ..tell him ..."

while crying.

​"taemin-ah .. ka ja .. this scene is too much to bear .. i think i'm ganna be sick .."

​you look at your sister. then on taemin.

​you are pleading him not to go.

"jebalyo .. don't go ,, please believe me .. please .. please !"

​your sister smirk at you .. hook her arm on taemin's arm .. and turn around .. taemin did the same.

but with a final smile .. your sister look back at you ..mounted .."he's mine .."

​her boyfriend heave out a sigh .. your gaze went to him.

"why?" you started crying again.

"she .. ask me to do it .. but i can't .. i took your clothes off because she ask me to.. she purposely let you drink last night so that i can do 'that' to you ,,but i can't i love your sister very much .."

"but why?!"

"her happiness is to take taemin away from you .. and now .. i have fulfill it .."

​you cried hard that day ,,

many days, months ,have past that you try to communicate with taemin .. at that time .. SHINEe is becoming well known .. but he didn't even bothered on answering your calls .. then he change number ,,and he become busy .. you didn't give up on supporting him from a far ..just a glimpse of me makes you happy ..

​even if he doesn't know about it .. 

end of flashback

you clear your throat and its like the two persons in front of you snap back.

"minjee-ah .. " your sister walk pass taemin and went to you .. 

warping you with a warm embrace.

tears starts to form from your eyes  ..it fells like homecoming.

"i know my wrongs and im sorry .. please come back .."

you are now seated on the sofa with your sister by you side ..

taemin's just silently listening to your conversation ..

​why he hasn't go home yet?

"unnie .. your forgiven .. i didn't hate you .. okay .. but i can't go back i like living my own and besides .. im a grown up now."

you smile at her warmly and cough.

"are you sick?"

she ask worriedly. while gently your back.

you shook your head but continue on coughing .. 

then a glass of water appear in front of you.

you look up just to know that it was taemin.

gladly you .. accept it and drank it.

you felt much better.

"thanks.."

"your welcome .."

then a loud honk got all of your attention.

"it must be hyung .. i'll be going now .."

"but you didn't have breakfast .."

"its okay .. oh and the leftover last night you can reheat it .. and your medicine .. please take them you didn't have them yesterday thus ended up with fever.."

you amusedly look at him .. you feel happiness .. ​he's concern about me ..

"it's not obvious taht you are concern about me .." 

you smirk.

"so ammh .. i should be going ..bye ."

with a bow he hurriedly went to the door and was gone in seconds flat.

you sigh.

"so your sick"

you smile at your sister ..

"then i'll take care of you then"

"you don't have to--"

"i can help too"

you know what she mean ..

"he already have a new love .."

"so .."

"so?"

"your just going to give up? just like that? no not now that he is showing signs that he still care about you.."

you just nod.

"you  still love him?"

"i didn't stop"

anyeong .. 

i'm really a lame writer *sigh*.

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