"minjee .. can you get my towel"

"minjee .. buy some banana milk"

"minjee .."

"minjee .."

you are sooo pissed off with taemin but you can't shout at him.

it's your first day of officially working with him.

yesterday your sister told you to report at SHINEe's dorm the next morning .. for taemin told her.

you still can't forget what you heard yesterday .. even if he already told you that and you are aware of it .

it still hurts. 

taemin went over to where you are seated and wave his hand in front of you.

you look at him trying so hard not to slap his face.

"what?" sound pissed.

"minjee-ah .. what do you think .. do i look good?"

you look at what his wearing. then your anger slowly evaporating ..it suit the concept of their special stage today and not to mention he his very handsome in it.

dear Lord  .. can i have him for christmas?

what are you saying?

erase .. erase..

you act as if you don't care and even look away from him ..

"i-it's okay"

"i hope Sulli likes it."

you rolled your eyes.

Key notice it. and went over.

"mijee-ah .. how about me do i look good?"

you smile the other boys join in too.

Onew suddenly went in front of you and dance .. you laugh .. he look ridiculous .but cute ..

the guys did it too ..

soon the dressing room was filled with SHINEe's lively voices and laugh.

"seems you guys are having fun"

you look at the door and saw f(x).

they went in too. yeah right SHINEe will be performing together with them today.

it means taemin and sulli .. moment.

argh!!!

you suddenly grab taemin's towel and bit it hard as you can venting your anger there.

"seems like you PA is hungry"

you just ignore them.

and stood up.

"just going out for a while. ..taemin-sshi .. do want me to buy you some banana milk?"

"no, Sullli brought some"

"fine." you said almost a whisper. and walk out.

you ended up on a coffee across the building.

after you order some coffee. you sat at the fathest corner of the shop ,drinking silently.

i don't care if the two look good together .. taemin and i look good together too .. amph.

and take a sip at the coffee.

i may not be that pretty .. but i have charms too .. and they say i'm attractive.

and another sip.

why can't he just love me again ..

"minjee-ah ... i know it hurts but you can't force your love into someone who maybe forgotten about it .. learn to wait .. it may come or it may not .. at least you love him and wait patiently for him .. if he don't accept you again move on find another love .. love is all about hurting remember that and hurting is a way for you to learn"

you sigh when you remember what your sister told you.

she's right .. you have to wait ..it will come you know it will.

you decided to come back at the dressing room only to be shock at what you saw.

taemin and sulli are like almost kissing each other.

you just stood there not making a sound.

when taemin notice you and look away from sulli.

sulli turn back and saw you she went red.

"ammh .. what you saw we are not--"

"taemin-sshi , i thought the special stage will start soon, why are you two still here?"

taemin look at sulli.

he knows you so much that he knew you are trying to pretend you saw nothing.

"y-yeah we were.."

"minjee-ah .. what you saw--"

sulli try to speak.

"don't worry i won't tell anyone about what i saw ..  im not that kind of a person .. go i think it will start soon"

the two went out together.

you sat at the chair .. you felt like air is slowly leaving you body.

and notice a taer escape your eyes ..

i think getting you back will never be easy.

ahhhh ,, i don't know why but my mind id empty now ...

i think it's because there will be exams tomorrow ..

*sigh* i hope you will bear with me.

this chapter is short.

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