"MInjee-ah .. clean the tables please"

"deh!!!" 

you are Kim Minjee a part time waitress in a restaurant ... well, you have LOTS of part time jobs .. but this one is your favorite .. because it was closer to SM entertainment building, not that your a fangirl or whatsoever ..you are LOYAL  only to that ONE person.

how he's doing now .. you look at the clock ..

it's past twelve, have he eaten lunch ? 

you shook your head ... and sigh ..

i miss him very much ...

Taemin's POV

at their HOTEL room in JAPAN

"oh come on hyung, please give me her number"

"i told you, i don't want to. why didn't you get it yourself when we are still at Seoul .."

"i told you, i'm shy.." slightly blushing.

"SHY??. just admit it your just afraid of being rejected .. of being hurt--"

he went silent .. one particular scene pop out of nowhere..

he clench his fist ..

key went silent too...

"i'm sorry--"

"come on hyung, okay i admit it now will you give me her number?"

he's avoiding it .. key thought..

"a-arasso, i'll ask permission to her unnies and to her personally .. she's younger than you let me remind you of that"

"YES !komawo hyung " he then went to Onew hyung who is sitting in the hotel couch eating chicken.

he's hiding it ... 

YOUR POV 

at the house...

your half sister is busy watching t.v. when you arrive .. you shot her hate gaze .. thank god she's not looking ..

it's your fault he hate me now ..

and went to your room .. 

it's been 5 years since your parents died .. that car accident took their life way .. you were the only one who survive ...

as time goes by, some memories of the past play in your mind .. memories .. that you cherish so much .. memories with him.

flashback .....

"minjee-ah!"

"taemin-ah!" you shouted in return.

"yah! don't shout" taemin told you.

"your the one who shout first"

he grin.

taemin is you chilhood friend .. and the one you secretly love .. but he doesn't know of course.

"i'm planning on auditioning ..what do you think?"

"oh, really? that's great i know you'll do good .. you an awesome dancer"

he smile.

ahh .. your smile always make my day.. kekeke~

"really, but what if they don't like me?"

he's smile fell.

"what are you talking about your amaz--"

"you know i can't please everybody.."

you smile.

"wanna bet?"

"what's the catch?" 

"if i'm right that you are going to be pick, your going to tutor me" (your exams is next week and you at studying while taemin A's his test....always)

"mmmh .. okay ... what if i win?" he said.

"you won't because you'll going to be pick"

"amph .. if i win .. ahh .. your going to tell everyone that your LESBIAN and YOU LOVE ME"

he said smirkig ..

no need i already love you...

"call!"

you two said in unison...

end of flashback

RIIINNNNGGGGGGG

your back in reality when your phone rang.

"yeoboseyo?"

"Minjee-ah!!!!"

you put the phone away from your ear.

"yuki-ah, !!!"

it's your friend from junior high. Miyuki is  half japanese she went back to japan when she graduted from highschool.

"do you know that SHINEe's here in japan, they are on a tour"

you froze from the word SHINEe ..taemin...

you didn't even bother listening from yuki's blabbering ..

as your mind went to that wonderful night ..

flashback

(at your house)

"so, i was saying you have to ..."

you aren't listening by taemin's teaching, your just staring at his face...

like what you said he was pick by SM and become one of it's trainee's .. in short you won ..

so here he is patiently teaching you ..

"well, if the test is all about my face then i'm sure you'll get an A .. minjee-ah"

"huh?" 

taemin's smiling at you ..."amhm .. i-i'm not s-staring"

"okay whatever you say"

that was embarassingggggg !

"let's take a break"

taemin said yawning.

"are you tired? sorry i even force you to study with me"

"it's no big deal .. in fact i'm happy"

"huh?"

"because i got a chance to spend the night.... with you"

what?! 

taemin's staring at you intently ... you saw something in his eyes but you don't know if you saw correctly ..

"minjee-ah ... if i tell you i like you will you belive me?"

he's face coming closer to you..

"huh? ammh"

you face are only inches apart, you can feel his breath faming your face ..

BANG!!

you two avert gazes and look at the door..

"oh, mian .. i brought snacks."

it's your half sister.

partypooper ...argh!

she send you a glare ... get out!

you sigh and rose from the chair.

she sits and face taemin...

flirt !!!

"taemin-ah .. would you like some cookies?"

"ahhmm.. thanks minjee-ah you?"

"oh i--"

"oh don't ask her taemin-ah she doesn't like sweets..right?"

looking at you..

"yeah ,, yeah"

whatever ... !

your sister went all mushy with taemin who was completely ignoring her.

"i'll just go get some water"

when your at the kitchen ... you were blabbering curses to your sister.

"why is she like this? can't she see, taemin doesn't like her company .. what a b*tch ... if i was her i'll just love someone else .. huh ..argh she's really--"

"annoying"

you look back and saw taemin leaning against the wall.

"y-you heard that?"

he nods.

"oh... a-amh."

"minjee-ah .. about earlier--"

"oh i know you were just--"

"i meant it"

you were shock. he approach you.

"well, to be honest i like you since the first time i saw you, and even like you now that i know you better.."

your speechless .. he LIKE ME ... AAAAAHHHHHH !! the person i like ...like me in return .. 

you feel your heart dancing,

"ammh.."

"i don't force you to like me also .. let's just take things slowly ... okay .. i just want you to know  .. my feelings "

"okay ."

"your not mad or anything?"

"why would i?"

"i thought .."

"well now were officially .. in a 'special' relationship .. how's that?"

"that's great"

then he kiss you cheek..

end of flashback

"earth to Minjee .. earth to minjee .. you still there?"

you snap back .. you forgot you were talking w/ yuki on the phone.

"d-deh ..still here"

"i know ..your thinking about him.."

you nod, even if yuki doesn;t saw it.

"i'm sorry, i let you remember.."

"no it's okay... "

"you still love him?"

"i never stop"

she sigh.

i didn't stop from loving you Taemin-ah ... i can't ... i want you back .. i miss you ... i LOVE YOU .. very much that it hurts to see you turn your back from me with that disgust look in your face .. the pain i saw in your eyes are unbearable .. i'm sorry i cause you pain .. if only you listen to me .. if  only you knew ..

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