the past days were .. quiet ..

sulli's not bothering you or anything.

it seems like .. normal?

mmmh ..

you sigh, thinking about sulli..

is she planning something big?

or, does she grow tired of this and let you be?

but you quickly shook that out ..

what about her threat? that is real you can tell ..

you went out from the convenience store, with supplies in hand ..

when ..

*kringggggg*

who's calling? mmh ..

manager-oppa  .?

but did he told you yesterday that it's shinee's rest day?

oh well ..

"yeboseyo?"

"oh, minjee-ah .. where are you?"

"outside the convenience store .. i'm heading back to my apartment, why?"

"ahhmm .. how will i tell you .."

"what is it .. oppa?"

"amm .. okay .. taemin .. well he's kinda sick--"

"bowh?  but he's all well yesterday .. "

"yeah, well .. key called me earlier, saying taemin's has a slight fever"

"oh .."

it's all you can say ..

your worried ..your not denying that ,

"ammh .. i'm asking you a favor if your not busy .. you know maybe you can drop by at their dorm, you know where it is ..and see if taemin's alright .. i'm kinda busy right now so .. ammh .."

"oh .. yeah .. of course .. it's okay .. i'm his PA after all .."

"i'm sorry for asking you this --"

"no not at all .."

"thank you minjee-ah .."

he hung up ,,

you look at your phone, 

i haven't ask why didn't he call sulli .. she's his girlfriend . right?

and walk back to your apartment ..

TAEMIN's POV

(early morning)

ahhh .. cold ..

he reach for his blanket ,,

cold .

"taemin-ah ..!!"

that's when key went in .

"wake up .."

"leave me alone hyung i want to sleep .."

"i know but .. you have to eat breakfast .. come on"

and grab taemin's arm ..

he groan..

covering himself with the blanket ..

"sleep now .. breakfast later"

he is really sleepy and ..cold .

"come on now .. don't be lazy "

key forcefully pull the blanket from him.

he was about to pull his ear when he accidentally touch the side of his neck .

"yah , your hot .."

key put his hand on taemin's forehead .. "your really hot, taemin-ah .. you okay?"

"y-yeah .. i'm just .. cold"

key grow worried and hurriedly went out told the others and called their manager.

ahhh .. cold ..

onew went inside and check on him, after key told him.

he put like a cold compress on his forehead .. and check his temperature after that he went  out.

a little later minho went inside with food on a tray, jonghyun was with him.

the two force him to eat something.

he tried but he's too weak to even swallow it's like his loosing appetite,

after that jonghyun gave him medicine .

and they went out after he doze off ..

minjee-ah .. 

as a memory visualize itself on his head ..

you also nurse him before .. and he wish you will also now ..

i need you ..

you breathe as you press the doorbell ..

a minute or so ..

someone opened the door ..

"minjee-ah "

key greet brightly .

"manager-oppa called me .. is taemin alright?"

"yeah .. i think so, we already gave him medicine .. come in"

you say thanks and went inside.

key lead you to where taemin is.

your heart is racing .. 

when you saw him, tuck in his bed ...

you feel a sense of deja vu ..

key excuse himself and you were left with him.

you reach out you hands, put it on his forehead and lean closer to look at his face.

"your sick again?"

remembering that you said the same words before.

you lead your hands to his hair and gently stoke it.

taemin's face contorted like his in pain.

"having a bad dream?"

saying as if he can hear you.

"don't worry, i'm here to ease the pain .. i'm not going to leave you"

a picture of a cute boy in the past with his puppy dog eyes begging you not to leave him.

you smile.

you were about to straighten up, putting your hand away from his hair .

when .. he grips it ..

and open his eyes ..

"don't leave me .. i need you ,,"

as he rubs his cheeks on you hand

you inhale deeply ..

"i know"

i know this will come ..

but ..

i love her ..

i can't .. let her go ..

not now ..

minjee-ah .. 

i need you too ..

he close his eyes .. and silently leave.

okayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy ,,

ammmh ..

please tell me what you think ..

is it .. boring?

i hope not ..T.T

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