after having fun at Lotti World, got chased by fans who happened to recognize them, went inside a restaurant not far from the amusement park to hide and eventually ate lunch there ..

Taemin and Sulli were exhausted but happy as they were riding on a taxi --not when the taxi driver got there autograph --back to the dorm ...

"so, Taemin-ah .. you better go. you have schedule right? and thanks for today i have fun"

Sulli said as you two arrives in front of the dorm.

but if i go. i will be with that girl ..i don't want to .. hyung's will force me to forgive her, that's for sure ..

taemin thought.

he drag the surprised Sulli out of the taxi.

she was blushing by the contact.

"w-wae?"

"let's go to the park"

"but you--"

"it's not far from here, lets stay there i can call manager-hyung and tell him i'll be a little late .."

as he hold Sulli's hand heading to the direction of the park.

"i think it will rain soon"

sulli commented as she look at the grey sky.

"then lets call the hyungs to pick us up.."

"okay"

and off they go to the park...

"i want some ice cream"

Taemin was amuse by Sulli's cuteness..

she's like a sunshine.

"arasso ..stay here okay?"

she nods.

he thought -- as he went to buy ice cream -- that you were as cute as Sulli before ..

why am i thinking of her?"

"two ice cream please.."

as he ordered different flavors.

"here you go"

"gomawo"

Taemin was pleased to know that the couples who were also in the park are not bothering them ..

but their snapping some pictures nonetheless..

he just sigh . and continue his animated conversation with Sulli.

time flies. Taemin didn't realize they were there for  almost an hour and a half and the rain is treating to fall.

he called Manager-hyung earlier and told him that he will be a little late and ask if Sulli can come ..

luckily he agree.

then he called Key-hyung..

"where are you?"

He can tell Key's pissed off.

he started explaining and ask if they can fetch them when it stated to rain. he don't want Sulli or him to get wet. he agree..

but when he said he will take his 'PA' (that was you) he immediately end the call.

why can't they understand i hate her?

but why? said by he's other self. yeah why?

"taemin-ah? you okay?"

"ammmh .. yeah.."

Sulli really is a nice person .. and Taemin made a good choice to love her.

they understand each other very well .. they continue chatting, make some silly jokes..

when taemin felt someone looking at him..

his mind is telling him .. it's just some fan ..

but his heart is saying .. just look for a little while ..

and he obey it...and regret .. because the one giving him attention is you ..

his eyes flash pain .. anger ..

however his heart was stunned when he look at you ..

she's smiling .. but why is her eyes lack of light? is she sick?

he knows you have low resistance ..and easily get sick

he saw longing .. jealousy .. sadness .. in your eyes .. he can't help but to feel guilty ..

then you mouthed ..i love you ..

clear for him to understand ..

i ..im sorry ..he was shock by his thoughts ..and look at you walking away from his sight ..

then suddenly the rain poured.

he put his arm around sulli and let his jacket cover her head, guiding her to a shelter across the street ..

he was outside the park's premises when a van arrive ..the car door opens and a crossed Key appeared ..

"get inside"

he immediately follow letting sulli get in first and off they go.

"she's not with us .. like you wanted i hope your happy"

said Key.

and silence ..is she alright? looking at the heavy rain outside.

meanwhile...

you were walking lifelessly, while the rain continue pouring ..letting yourself get soak..

"its good to have a companion .. "

you muttered ..

i can see his doing well his happy .. with her .. i never saw him smile like that again right after ..

you let out a soft sob. the advantage of crying in the rain is that nobody will see your tears ..

i hope the rain can wash away the pain like it did to my tears ..

and sigh..

you saw a bus stop. many people are in the waiting shed, avoiding getting rained.

as for you --when you finally got there -- just stand outside not caring about the curious glances their giving you.

when the bus arrive you went in first and sat on the farthest corner.

well, no one wants to sit beside you to your relief ..

you felt cold .. your head is heavy ..you feel like floating but your not seems like the world is spinning .you let you head rest on the window .. tears keeps on falling ..

my tear ducks won't stop .. 

you doze off.

you felt that you are shaken by someone. your eyes flung open .. and saw a girl .. 

"miss"

you groan.

the bus is still moving.

"miss i think your having a fever .. are you okay?"

you put your hand on your forehead ..

im hot .. oh no .. why now?

then look out ..its still raining.

"yes ..im fine .."

you look at the sign when the bus stops to get passengers.

you stood up..

im here.

you left your payment and went out in the rain again .. 

you walk just a little more then you arrive on your apartment .

yeah you decide to move out ..

your not finish with the packing yet and you only have one couch and a bed.

but you'll live.

you didn't bother changing .. your even too weak to move ..

you went straight to your bed didn't care that the mattress will get wet ..

and just close your eyes and in seconds your asleep ..

feeling weaker and weaker .. feeling cold .. and shivering ..

why am i so weak ? taemin-ah ..

an hour passed and you were sound asleep ..

you forgot to lock the door when you enter earlier ..

a worried stranger with someone .. walk in your house ..

"why am i here with you ?"

"because .. i can't shrug  off this feeling in me ..she walk out on us and i think she went out on the rain .."

"yeah ,, yeah .."

"ouch that's my foot!"

"sorry .. i didn't --"

"ssshh .. where is she?"

"its dark .."

"oh is that?"

slowly making their way to your bed.

"she's shivering .. "

lifting a hand to your forehead .. he gasp ,,

"bowh?"

the other whisper.

"she's having a fever "

he look at you ..

she has gone through a lot ..she didn't even change her clothes..

"call the others and tell them to come here .."

he nod.

"tell them to buy fever medicine and some soup too .. along the way .."

he quickly dialed his phone .

i'm sorry i should have stop you back then..

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