giving up ..

That Should Be Me..

it's not that grand than you've expected it to be,

there are just some close friends ..

her family ..

well , she did say private ..

you sigh. and went out to breath the cool sea air ..

Sulli invited you to her birthday party .. that was held on a private beach.

this is refreshing .

then you felt someone beside you,

you gasp when you saw taemin.

he turn to you.

and smile.

you stare at his face ..

​he is really handsome ..

​no! i'm moving on right? i don't love this heartless person anymore.

"i can see you like the view"

he means you staring at his face.

"yeah .."

he chuckle .

​what did i say?

you clear your throat and look away.

"minjee-ah .. mian.."

he said.

"what?"

you look at him again.

but he has his eyes on the sea in front.

"i have been mean to you .. I've cause you pain .. i'm sorry .. i know it's impossible for you to forgive me but i hope you--"

he face you .his eyes pleading .

"minjee-ah .. there you are ,key's been looking for you"

minho suddenly appear.

both of you avert gazes as minho approach taemin and ruffle his hair.

"r-really?"

minho nods. "your 'boyfriend' is looking for you to be exact."

"o-okay ."

and turn your back .. to taemin .. like your heart turning it's back to him.

 

 

"you did on purpose, right?"

"what are you talking about?"

minho ask.

"don't look too innocent hyung .. i know you and other are making me suffer"

and frown.

"what do you mean suffer?"

minho had to laugh.

"it's not funny okay .. i admit it  .. i still love minjee .. and i want her back--"

minho felt something snap when he heard it.

he face taemin.

"after the long time of pain she had to endure of loving you, just like that you want her back?"

"why are you so angry?"

"because your hurting her taemin-ah ..do you know how much we adore her?"

taemin's jaw drop.

but right before he could utter a word minho cut him off.

"you can't just get back what you have thrown away ..taemin-ah ..you don't know how much you've lost when you let her go"

and he march away.

taemin sigh ..

he's right with his feeling before ..

​they did like her .. even now ..

​and he knew minho was right ..

​i don't realize how precious and important you are minjee-ah ..now that lost you.

 

sulli feel sad of seeing taemin ..

his sad eyes ..

​he ..still love her ..

she want to cry .. but it doesn't solve anything .

she saw key with minjee .. 

she look ..lonely .

then she approach the couple.

"oppa ..minjee-ah .. thank you for coming ."

"you've said that for like ten times already"

key smile.

"sulli-ah .. i have a present for you"

"what is it?"

as of on cue taemin went back inside.

he saw minjee and sulli talking ..

are they going to fight again?

​he was worried of you.

key tighten his grip on you.

​this is it .. i want my heart to rest from the pain ..

sulli was anticipating a sarcastic remark from you..

like before ..

but .

"i give you taemin ."

you said loudly .. everyone turn to you.

sulli was ..shock .

no she was .. reallyyyy shock ..

​is she?

​taemin feel hurt .. as she stare at you .

you match his stare .

"i want to .. give up .. no, i'm giving up .. you must think i'm a loser .. but even a soldier know when to fight and when to give up .. i know you love him .. i am too .. but it's tiring  .. one-sided love is tiring. moving on might be a good option to let my heart rest .. to breath again .. taemin-ah.."

you called.

"just remember .. i still love you .. very much .. letting you go might be hard .. but.. i want you to be free .. sulli-ah, take care of him for me"

you didn't notice you were crying.

"h-happy birthday"

you said between sobs.

​your heart is aching .. it hurts ..

key hold you hand and drag you outside.

 

sulli felt triumph.

but when she turn and saw taemin's hurt expression and how he went after you and key, 

makes her think twice.

​i have to carry out with my plan. i have to.

 


okay now .. honestly ..

i don't know what kind of 'plan' sulli has to make ..

i'm confuse .. my plot is a little twisted now ..

maybe because i have a new story .. in mind..

 ahhhh .

but i hope you'll like it .

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kimhyoneul
#1
Chapter 51: wow.. your love story is very cute..
Aoi1209 #2
Chapter 51: oh.. i almost forgot, Minjee reminds me of someone very close to me.... xD lol
Aoi1209 #3
Chapter 51: waaaaaaaah ! I love it soooooo much ! xD too bad it ended. T_T well, anyway... i also want the story of Miyuki !! xD i want to know who she'll end up to. xD can you, kouyou-chan???? please ...... ^o^
blingestshawol
#4
Chapter 16: soo excited authornim!>_< le daebak chappie!
MinhoMyBelly
#5
Chapter 51: Great ending! No, we should be thanking you isntead for a great story ^^
DazzlingJuliette
#6
Do you know how what time I slept because I was reading this? I slept 7 in the morning. No joke, I actually didn't sleep. I swear. Your story is too good. Keep up the good work.
dotfanfics #7
Chapter 20: Sometimes I think minjee cries too much. *sigh*
But Sulli is evil.
Taemin needs to love her back seriously.
sachiko0816
#8
Chapter 42: IT'S ENDING?? WAE!!??
sachiko0816
#9
Chapter 41: THEN THEN THEN THEN THEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEENNN??
Celinko #10
Chapter 41: Ok mind to update soon?