"where's minjee?"

Onew asks when all of them are settled in the van.

"she left first"

key's tone was kinda  angry as he answered.

"why is something wrong with minjee?'

taemin's concerned voice even add up to his fury.

he remember what you told him earlier at the parking lot.

​i can take it  hearing him say he only loves Sulli , but seeing him kiss her is just too much to bear.

he remember that lonely eyes of yours.

he can't forget those tears,

the sound of your cry .. it makes him hate Taemin even if he's his friend but he want you to be happy.

he turn to look at him.

"why the sudden concern?"

he sarcastically question .. as the van starts.

"huh?"

taemin answers.

" i mean she's your friend .. but  you push her away haven't you, and now ..if i'm right minjee’s my girlfriend .. she's your ex .. you throw her away .. however based on what i've observe, could it be ..do you.. want her back?"

taemin was lost w/ words.

the last sentence was like a bomb to him .. 

all the feeling he felt when you came back to his life come rushing in on him like a tidal wave.

is hyung .. right? do i want her back?

his heart and mind are arguing ..

no

yes ..

​key smirk at Taemin's confuse face ..

he knew it all along .

since the day you appeared back .. he know taemin's forgotten feeling for you will return.

he's just denying it.

"let yourself decide on what's more accurate .. taemin-ah .. and you'll know the answer.

taemin look at key ..

and follow him .. and there he understood ..

"i still hate you though .. you hurt her .. even if you finally accept it .. don't expect me to hand her back to you that easily,not now that she need me more than anything. i will protect her .. your maybe her happiness but i'm her comfort ..at the current state she was in now ,who do think will she prefer?"

he catch the serious glint on his hyung's eyes even if his smiling.

"the happiness that was running away or the comfort that was willing to protect and carry the pain for her?"

​is he silently challenging me?

they exchange death glares, a fight might have broke up ..

if not.

"okay guys that's enough .. i know you two are on your boiling point at this moment .. but i want to remind you where we are .. so stop"

onew finally spoke up.

they avert gazes .. key turn back ..jonghyun who is beside him try to calm him down.

minho also did the same.

onew sigh .. 

​i shouldn't have ask.

you push the button at gates' side.

"who's this?"

then a guard's voice spoke from the speaker.

"i'm yuki's friend minjee .. tell her i'm here"

"minjee-ah?"

"yuki-ah?"

you ask unsure when the voice change.

"hai .. ​i'm going to open the gate for you"

so that's why the it's strange.

you sigh as you hear the gate opens ..

you enter walking at the pathway leading to the main door.

it's been awhile since the last time you've been there.

after you told key everything ..you decided to go home.

he even insisted on accompany you to the nearest bus stop but you refuse.

he still have schedules to attend to.

once in the bus you felt nostalgia .. it's like before .. the only difference was your not wet and it's not raining ..

you scroll to our phone and saw yuki's smiling picture .

your friend can comfort you too,

you need her.

so your plans change ..that's why you ended up going to yuki's house ..

no mansion .. instead.

"minjee-ah .. minjee-ah"

you didn't notice your arrive at the main door.

yuki was there waving in front of you.

you snap back and look at her.

"is something wro--"

you cut her off when you hug her.

on her shoulder you cried.

"tell me what happened .. you scared me"

she was sitting beside you on her bed.

when your sobs slowly stop .. she brought you to her room

"minjee-ah"

"the room haven't change a bit"

"your avoiding my question"

"sorry to make you worry .. it's just that .. yuki-ah.."

you told her what you told to key and she was like .”.i'm going to bury that guy alive!"

you laugh .. a little.

"so what are you going to to do--"

"i'm giving up"

"bowh?"

"i don't want to be like this forever .. i like someone else now"

"who?"

"key-oppa"

her jaw drop

"what? okay wait .. i am not taking any side here but do you think it's unfair to key-oppa? it seems to me like your only using him to cover up your sorrow--"

"he knew .. he's completely aware of it, when i seek his help .. he--"

"you seek his help .. i don't understand?"

"i ask him to make me fall i love with him!"

you blurt out.

yuki rub her temples.

"i know i should feel guilty right, i'm using him .. but .. i don't know .. i felt happy, it's like i belong to him .. i .."

you confess ..and  shook your head.

"okay .. one question .. who do you love taemin-ah .. or Key-oppa.."

you look at her.

taemin or key..

and let your heart choose .. 

and it beats for ...

(A/N: yuki doesn’t know about you and key pretending to have a ‘relationship’ so, she have no idea that Key’s your ‘pseudo boyfriend’.)

ahh ..!!!!

and i think this chapter is boring ..is it?

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