In the beginning after realizing that I had two guys staying the night at my house I freaked out silently and wondered what I should do or how I should act, but then as the night went by we ended up having a ton of fun and I wasn’t so worried as before. I’m pretty sure their mission was to get me to not think about my parents and where they could be and comforted me in more of a silent way instead of talking about it. I liked it better that way.

“I won again!” Gongchan cheered throwing his hands up in the air after dropping the gamecube controller on the ground.

“Aww man I was so close too!” Baro shouted dropping his controller in a more rough way before crossing his arms and glaring at the second place prize that he had won.

“Oh come on I didn’t even make the top five stop complaining.” I whined looking at my seventh place spot with a frown. I was normally so good at Mario Kart why is it that I suddenly have to when it was actually a competition to get in first.

A little Yoshi was cheering in first place while Bowser was in second and Toad snuck his way to third making poor Luigi, being who I chose, not a part of the winning three. It felt weird playing this with friends since I normally played by myself or with Sandeul and he would always choose Peach as his character and would always let me win.

“I think we should play another game, a more fun game.” Gongchan suggested getting a huge smirk on his face. Baro and I waited for him to continue since it seemed like he already had a game in mind from the looks he was giving. “Truth or Dare.”

“What?! Why?” Baro exclaimed getting a blush on his cheeks before looking at me and back at Gongchan.

“It’ll be fun!” Gongchan cheered, “I won the tournament so I should be the one to choose the next game.”

“He has a point.” I pointed out, not that I wanted to play the game but he did win.

“Fine.” Baro crossed his arms and waited for Gongchan to go first since he was the one to suggest it.

“Okay! May truth or dare?”

“Truth.” I really didn’t want to chance choosing a dare with Gongchan.

“Is it true that you like someone?” Gongchan asked with the most innocent smile plastered on his face. Maybe I should have picked dare…

“Yes…”I trailed off feeling really awkward and looking at the two boys unsure of what to say next in this situation.

“Oh really who is it?” Baro asked getting closer to me, which made me shy away from him with a blush on my cheeks. I couldn’t tell him that it was Jinyoung or else things would definitely get awkward and fast too.

“It’s a secret.” I put a finger to my lips and attempted to look serious which only caused Baro to laugh at me but not pester me any further about it. “Now it’s my turn, Baro truth or dare?”

“Dare.” He answered confidently; it threw me back slightly and made me think of a perfect dare for him to do.

“I dare you to hug Gongchan and tell him that you love him most in the band.” I stated with a confident smile on my lips as Baro looked at me like I was insane, but he still stood up went next to Gongchan hugged him and told him exactly what I wanted him to say which caused Gongchan to get embarrassed and swat him away. I couldn’t help but laugh the entire time.

“Now it’s my turn, May truth or dare?” Baro looked at me with an evil smirk, there was no way I was choosing dare with that evil smile.

“Truth.” Yup I know I’m a coward when it comes to this game, but can you blame me? This was my first time playing.

“Have you ever been kissed?” He asked as if expecting me to say truth. I gulped and looked scared for a second unsure of what I should answer.

Does an imaginary person count? Maybe it’d sound weird that I’m seventeen and never been actually kissed. “Yes.” It wasn’t a complete lie really; Sandeul did kiss me I felt it I really did.

“Oooh, didn’t expect that answer.” Baro laughed and seemed like he wasn’t embarrassed or angry with me anymore.

“Okay Gongchan truth or dare.” I turned to look at the other boy since he had yet to be asked a question.

“Truth.” He replied, not wanting what Baro did to happen to him.

To be honest I had nothing for him, I didn’t really know him well enough to ask him a deep question so I decided on a basic question, “Have you ever had a girlfriend?”

“Nope!” He chirped happily with a huge smile on his face even after saying that he has never had a girlfriend before. Maybe it was bad of me to say I had my first kiss if they’ve never had one either.

“My turn! Baro truth or dare.” He turned to Baro this time probably because I had said truth and not dare before.

“Dare.” Baro crossed his arms and waited for Gongchan to reveal his dare. Gongchan then looked at me with a huge smirk then back at Baro.

“I dare you to kiss May on the lips.” He said simply and I wasn’t too sure of how he looked because the second he said that I instantly looked at Baro with a huge blush on my cheeks. Me kiss Baro?! My first kiss was with Sandeul but this will be my actual first kiss my first kiss with a real person.

“With pleasure.” Baro replied and looked over at me, a faint blush on his cheeks as he moved closer to me. What should I do?! Yeah he’s cute but I like Jinyoung! What am I going to do? What am I going to do?!

I shut my eyes tightly, sitting completely still and waited for it to happen. Nowadays first kisses weren’t as important as they once were, right? I can still have my first kiss and find true love in someone else without any problem, right? Why is he taking so long, I’m getting nervous!

It felt like forever had passed before I felt breath, his breath on my lips. I shut my eyes even tighter but let my lips be a bit loose since from the movies I’ve seen it was hard to kiss someone if they had tight lips…right?

I was too distracted to notice at first but the second his lips touched my own my mind exploded and all I could think about was the sensation on my lips and couldn’t help but move my lips to match his just to feel more of this wonderful feeling. All thoughts of Jinyoung went away, all thoughts of my amazing imaginary Sandeul went away, all I could think about was Baro’s lips on mine and the amazing feeling that went with it.

The feeling didn’t last long and when I opened my eyes I was looking directly into Baro’s dark eyes before he pulled away with a huge blush on his cheeks and went back to his old spot with an awkward laugh and scratching the back of his head as if not sure of what to say next. I looked over at Gongchan and realized he was laughing the whole time and most likely didn’t even watch us kiss when we did.

It was then that the phone started to ring at two in the morning which caused all three of us to freeze and stare at the phone.

“Should I answer it?” Baro asked quietly as if the people on the other end could hear him.

“No, I should.” I replied and walked over to the phone, breathed in deeply and answered it semi-confidently.

“May?” It was my dad and boy was I happy to hear his voice.

“Dad! Where are you? There is no one at the house right now.” I replied, not mentioning the two boys who were accompanying me in the house.

“Honey we’re just fine I’ll be home tomorrow, we’re at the hospital right now—“

“Hospital?!” I yelled causing Baro and Gongchan to jump up and run to my side. “Why the hospital?” I asked a bit more softly.

“Don’t tell me you forgot already.” He laughed, that was a good thing right? “I guess with the move and the whole new life you would forget.”

Forget what? “What’s happening right now?” I asked trying to get straight to the point.

“Congratulations, you’re a big sister.”

HOW COULD I FORGET THAT MY MOM WAS PREGNANT?! “I-I am?!” I stuttered unsure of what to say next.

“He’s a boy, little Ashton.” My dad replied and from the sound of his voice he sounded like the happiest man in the world.

“I-I’m an older sister.” I looked over at Baro and Gongchan with a huge smile on my face, they would have cheered as well but from the silent cheers I knew they didn’t want to be found out at my house at a time like this.

“I’ll be home by the time you get home from school and your mom will be at the hospital for a few days. I’ll take you by tomorrow when you’re out of school, you can take your friends if you’d like too since tomorrow is a Friday. I have to go now, sorry for not writing a note. Good night and I love you.”

“I love you too dad.” I smiled and was tearing up just at the thought of having a little brother. I can’t believe I forgot my mom was pregnant and has been like that for nine months now. I guess with everything happening lately it was easy for me to forget.

I hung up the phone and looked at Baro and Gongchan before smiling even more and hugging both of them repeating that I had a little brother over and over to them while crying tears of happiness. This was the best day of my life!