Today’s the third day I’m ignoring Jaejoong. All because of the really scary love confession he made in front of Arron.
I’m happy, but kinda freaked out by it. 
I didn’t want to talk since I’m afraid he would like, expect a answer? And I really have no clues as to how to reply him.
But, honestly, I couldn’t stand it anymore.
I can’t bear not talking to him. Communicating with a piece of worthless paper.
But the only thing that I had benefited from this ‘communicating through paper’ thing is that I realized Jaejoong’s handwriting is still the same. It’s still as beautiful.
“Kim Jaejoong.” I called, storming out the room.
He swirled around immediately, and I knew he was shocked.
“Ye…yes?” He finally stuttered out after a couple of minutes’ silence.
“Er…er…”
. Now it was my turn to stutter. What the hell had i planned to say?
Nothing.
I mentally slapped myself for the stupidity.
“Err…your handwriting’s very nice. Hasn’t change a bit.”
God. That was lame. But that was the only thing that came into my mind.
He raised his eyebrows, but dismissed it soon after.
“Oh. Thanks.” He said.
This really isn’t turning out well. I frowned.
“Would you like to go out with me?” He asked.
“Go out?” I repeated.
“I mean, going out for a walk.” He cleared up immediately.
I sighed in relief when he wasn’t looking.

Outside, the same thing happened again.
It was…so quiet. And between us, quietness really isn’t such a good sign.
“So…Jaejoong,” I attempted to start a question.
He looked up at me, and all of a sudden, he pulled me to my side.
“YAH! KIM JAEJOONG! What are you doing?!” I exclaimed, before feeling the gush of wind a car created.
I was almost hit by a car.
“Thanks, I mumbled.” And Jaejoong let go of me immediately.
I kept my hand in his. I wanted the warmth.
“Chelsea.” He said, and I turned to look at him.
“Chelsea. I’m going back to Korea. Would you leave with me?” He asked.
I panicked.
“No. I don’t mean it that way. I just, didn’t think that you could stay here longer. So I was just…” He explained.
It was sincere, and I knew he wanted me to go back with him.
“I…”
I looked into his eyes, and it displayed only concern for me.
Afterall, since young, he was the one who took care of me, he was my only companion.
My eyes avoided contact with him. It felt…weird.
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.
.
“Orphan, orphan.” The kids chanted.
My eyes welled up with tears that were threatening to spill.
“I’M NOT. I’M NOT A ORPHAN!” I wailed, running away.
My parents died in an accident a week ago. My relatives became my guardians, but no one wanted to have me for a long period of time.
I ran to my favorite spot, a bench beside a fountain. It was hidden by bushes.
Hugging my knees, I cried.
I was alone. Alone. Mom and Dad were gone.
“No one wants me. No one loves me. Mom, Dad, where are you?” I cried, staring into the sky.
Suddenly, I felt a pat on my hand.
“Gwaenchanayo? What’s wrong?” A little boy of almost the same age as me asked.
I was about the answer when I saw a older woman walk up behind him.
“Yah, what’s wrong?” She asked.
“Mommy, daddy, gone.” I cried.
“Are you lost?” She asked concernedly. 
“They’re dead. I’m alone…” I trailed.
“Mianhae…” She said.
“What is…Mianhae?” I asked innocently.
She smiled, “Mianhae is Sorry in Korean. Jaejoong and I are Koreans.” she explained, tapping the boy’s hand.
And the boy tugged his mom’s shirt, whispering something I didn’t understand into his mom’s ears.
“Would you like to stay with us?” She finally asked after he finished his speech.
I nodded miserably.
They seemed nice. Much better than my relatives. At least they wanted me.
“We’re moving from Korea to Taiwan because of my work. So you and Jaejoong will attend the same school, okay?” The woman, who was now my guardian said.
.
.
.
And this is how we met. I was grateful to him. If not for him, I might not even be here.
I looked up into his now expectant eyes.
“Yes. I’ll go with you.” I replied.
And his face broke into a smile.
“I knew you would.” He whispered playfully, hitting my nose.

 ‘YAH! KIM JAEJOONG!” I screamed, catching him.

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Chapter notes: Updated! YAY! LOL.