SOOYOUNG’s POV

After my conversation with yuri my confidence boost up! A week ago I asked sica if she can go out with me to have some dinner and luckily she said yes! I felt like I won to the lottery when she said yes…what more if she yes as in YES?! I’ll be the happiest person in the world! keke

‘Tonight is the night!Choi Sooyoung Fighting!!!’ I mentally cheered myself.haha

 When Sica and I was about to go out for dinner……

“HEY SOO!!! YOU BETTER NOT END UP BEING LIKE ME!!!!IF EVER YOU DID DON’T YOU DARE COME BACK!!!!” yuri yelled on the top of her lungs ‘this kkab! Sure she Know how to be loud!! Yes, I already know Yuri’s situation and kinda feel bad for her…’  I wave at yuri and gave her an okay sign

“eh? What does she mean by that?” Sica asked me confused ‘this girl can be so clueless sometimes…most of the time,keke’

“I have no idea,you know that kkab and her weirdness ” I denied and we both chuckled then we leave for OUR dinner…;)

Hours later…(it’s already 10:30PM)

YURI’s POV

 Since im not yet sleepy,I settled myself in the couch thinking about things…thinking about her… then I remembered  soosica.

I wonder what happen to those two, I hope Soo is brave enough to confess unlike me…

“YURI-AH!!!!” I jumped out in the couch with that yell  ‘jessica!!!’

“YAH!!!JUNG SOO-YEON!!!” I was surprised with a tight embrace and I heard her sob, I hold her shoulders and make her face me.

“yah,why are you crying” I asked her as I wiped her tears away

“yuri-ah,thank you! Thank you very much” she said as she hugged me tighter

*cough* *cough* sica and I broke the hug as we heard the obviously fake cough that belongs to our

No.1 shikshin who is pouting like a child and hands positioned on her waist  ‘shikshin…pouting…reminds me of someone…’

“aww,baby jealous much?” sica went to soo and gave her a hug, now I know what’s going go on “sure it is,sooyoung won’t end up being like me,good for her”

SICA’s POV

‘aww..my baby is so cute when she’s jealous’  I went up to her and hugged her and gave her a peck on

her cheeks.

“EHEM!,im still here you know!” yuri complained

“SOOYOUNG YOU’RE THE MAN! Eh?! Women? Well you’re both!” soo and I laughed to yuri’s dorkiness

“All thanks to you Yuri!” Soo said as I nod in agreement

“eh?! What have I done? It is you who confessed not me, its all you soo! You’re jjang!” yul said

enthusiastically

“if you didn’t talked to me about it, I wouldn’t have any courage to confess to this beautiful lady here” I

blushed on her statement :”)

“oh come on! I really did nothing! I’m the one who makes you fall in love with each other,so stop

thanking okay?.... but I have one LITTLE request though ” yuri said

“don’t make it so loud…HAHAHAHAHA” she said and laugh then she receive a slap in her head from me

and slap in her shoulder from my babySoo

“oh no! two violent girls reunite!” she said and we all laugh…during our chat and laughs I remembered

something…

‘”HEY SOO!!! YOU BETTER NOT END UP BEING LIKE ME!!!!” now I know what she meant when she said that…she doesn’t deserve this! Why do you have to be such a pabo yuri’

YURI’s POV

“enough with this, im going to bed now…goodnight lovers! Im really happy for the both of you” I said and I hugged them…

when I was walking towards my room, I was a bit hesitant to twist the knob cause once  I did…the feeling of having her so close to me and yet so far will flow all over again…

‘taeny at first…then now it’s soosica…what about yoonyul? When will it be? How? Is it even possible?well..the answer is no’

I’ve been cold to yoona since last week and I can’t deny the fact that Im missing her so much but what else can I do? They say that when you love someone let him/her go,when they come back then you can consider that he/she is yours but if they didn’t then they never really was but whenever I heard this it just make me laugh… letting go of someone that never have been yours at the first place? *scoffs* this is stupid in my opinion.

Flashback…

it was already dark…yoona and I were lying on our beds staring on the ceiling…then…

“Unnie…” yoona called

“ne?” I answered without looking at her

“what do you think of Donghae oppa?” she asked me…and I felt like someone squeezed  my heart…

“he—he’s a good guy” I said like I was out of breath,indeed I feel like im losing out of breath

“unnie..are you okay? Are you sick?” she asked me concerned as she get up from her bed and checked my forehead

“ne,don’t worry,” I lied…but im not really sick though… im hurt…

“oh, good thing you’re not” she said and smiled at me

“so…did he asked you..out already..? ” I asked her…I wanted to slap myself for asking that…

“hmmm…ne unnie”  she said shyly… I feel like the squeezed in my heart felt tighter

“so..you…like him?” I asked her…

“I think I do unnie, shoul I give it a try?” she said...the pain im feeling before is nothing compare to now

“if you really do like him then…you…should” I answered hesitantly

“really unnie?” she asked in an excited tone

“ne…as long as you’re happy” I said as I forced to smile

“thank you unnie, you’re the best!” she thanked and hugged me…I wanted to hug her back but I chose not to. She let go of the hug and looked at me

“are you really okay unnie” she asked me again

“ne yoong, I am alright, goodnight yoona” I said…

“goodnight unnie…” she said in a low voice…after making sure that yoona is already asleep I get up from my bed and walked out in the room… as I close the door tears in me started to fall… I was indeed hurt… I really felt so stupid for not letting myself to fight for my feelings towards her…but how am I going to fight if I know I already lost even though it haven’t started yet.

Flashback ends…

“unnie…” yoona called as I open the door

“goodnight…” I said lifelessly..i went to my bed and pretend that I was asleep

“goodnight..unnie…” she said , again,tears started to fall, I tried my best not let out a sob so I turned my face over my pillow and let the tears flow…

YOONA’s POV

I felt like crying…it’s been weeks since she acted like this, whenever I asked her if I did something wrong she’ll say nothing, I asked her if she’s mad at me she said she’s not but why is she behaving like that? She seems to be normal and warm with other members but when it comes to me she I have this cold treatment as if she don’t know me. What did I do wrong? Even though she’s acting like that, I miss her ‘I miss yul’

TBC-

i hope you enjoy this one

next chapter..tomorrow!