Yoona is ready to leave for her shooting on her drama ‘love rain’… she kissed her girlfriend then bid her goodbye…

 “yoong, will you check your bag first?”

“wae? did I left something?”

“aniyo…I think you’ve brought my heart with you…”

“aiish yul…it’s always with me and …….

By the way, take care of my heart too…okay? Keke, I have to go… I love you”

“I love you too”

What a way to start their morning right?keke!

 

 

 

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Yoona was on the set…everyone and everything is ready apart from one……yoona

She’s going to film the part that she hates the most…kissing scene… at first she was fine with it since it’s been said that it will be just a simple kiss but suddenly everything was change, it’s beyond of what’s she’s expecting…it’s been called to be long and passionate one…though she wanted to complain, she couldn’t…they’ve been told that it’s for the sake of the drama and for them since their ratings are not well enough…

But with all of that there’s one thing that bothers yoona the most…….her lover, thinking how yuri will react since all she know is yoona would share just a simple kiss with her partner…

“yoona-shi?” Yoona was deep in her thoughts unaware of her surroundings

“yoona-shi?, are you alright?” her partner asked her tapping her shoulder

“ahh…mwo?” yoona asked dazed

“are you alright?” he asked again

“n-ne” yoona answered shortly

“you’re thinking about the kiss aren’t you?” he asked but receive nothing in response from yoona

“no worries yoona, this is just for the drama okay?” he assured tapping yoona’s head

“I know oppa,thank you” yoona said feeling a relieved at somehow

After the filming…

Yoona is heading back to their dorm, still bothered…much bothered since they’ve already filmed the kissing scene…once they’ve arrived she immediately go into their room then change into pyjamas…she was really tired, physically, mentally and somehow, emotionally. After changing she plopped herself into their bed and took her laptop since she couldn’t sleep.

Yoona knows that yuri’s kissing scene have already aired but she’s trying her best not to look at it. once she started surfing the net loads of yuri’s kissing scene clips welcomed her. She was hesitating if she should click it or not but in the end, she did… she closed her eyes and took a deep breath, as soon as she open her eyes she couldn’t help but to stare…she wanted to close the screen but she was so stunned with the scene. As the clip ended she closed her eyes and tears started to fall…

 

Flashback

“yoong, I may sound really selfish but I feel relieved that you will only share a simple kiss with that guy…BUT it doesn’t mean im fine with it though it’s just a simple kiss” yuri truthfully said

End of flashback

 

“and you think im fine with this…” yoona whispered as she closed her laptop. She was indeed jealous and hurt. She laid herself on the bed then covered her whole body with blanket. She regretted watching the clip cause every time she closes her eyes she sees the picture of her lover kissing another guy…

Few minutes later…

Yoona was still fully covered with her blanket trying to forget the scene then she heard the door opened, she pretend to be asleep so that yuri won’t see her swollen eyes.

As yuri enter their room she saw someone who’s fully covered with a blanket…

‘since when yoong fully covered herself ?’ she thought

she walked near yoona and tried to pull the blanket off

“mmm…” yoona groaned a stir a bit

“I missed you” yuri whispered and kissed yoona’s covered head, she cleaned and change into a pyjamas then hugged her girlfriend from behind but yoona didn’t even budge

‘something is wrong…’ yuri thought knowing her girlfriend

“baby…I know you’re still up……what’s wrong?” yuri asked with a concern tone trying to remove yoona’s blanket but still got nothing in response, yuri could only sigh with her girlfriend’s stubbornness

“baby? Please tell me what’s wrong” yuri pleaded running her hands through yoona’s back but still didn’t get anything in response…

On the other hand,under the blanket, yoona’s tears were uncontrollably falling, she’s trying hard not to let out a sobbed or else she knows yuri won’t give up on her asking what’s wrong.

Yuri get off on their bed and leave the room… she headed into soosica’s room, she’s hoping that they know why does her girlfriend was acting like that but before she knocked she put her ear on soosica’s room trying eavesdrop if the couple is doing something.

“soo…ahh…ff-faster…” as soon as she hear that she immediately took her ear off, she had chills hearing sica moaned…

Yuri headed to hyoseo’s room trying to get rid of sica’s moan. ‘I bet this two aren’t doing IT…’

Yuri was pretty sure that the two were not doing it but to make it sure she did the same with hyoseo’s door.

“uhhh…im a-almost there…uhhh………SEO!!!” Yuri’s mouth was gaped widely…she couldn’t believe on what she heard…but she couldn’t careless…her main concern right now is her girlfriend, she headed to taeny’s room hoping that they’re not doing it since they were her last chance since sunny is not around busy with her musical. She did the same taeny’s room and in her surprise she didn’t heard anything, yuri sighed in relief… yuri knocks on the door then taeyeon immediately opened the door…

“yuri-ah…you need anything?” taeyeon asked

“I know it’s really late for me to bother you but I need to ask you something…” yuri said

“it’s okay, what is it?” taeyeon asked

“do you know what happened to yoona? I know something is wrong, I keep on asking but I got nothing in response” yuri explained

“yea,I noticed, she didn’t came out of her room since she got here but I didn’t tried to approach her knowing she’s tired from her taping”

“umm…do you have any idea why?” yuri asked with full concern in her eyes but taeyeon shook her head

“I’ll try confronting her tomorrow, but for now, you better take a rest.” Taeyeon said patting yuri’s shoulder

“okay, thanks! Sorry to bother you, goodnight…” yuri said then go back to their room

Yuri noticed something about taeyeon, she knows something is wrong with her,she noticed that taeny were not sharing a bed since the beds were separated but as much as she care her mind was pretty occupied by yoona.

She sighed again seeing her girlfriend still covered with blanket; she laid into their bed looking at her girlfriend with concern.

“I hope by tomorrow you’re ready to tell me…goodnight……..

I love you…” yuri said then stared at the ceiling.

 

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Next morning…

As Yuri wakes up she immediately looked beside her but in her disappointment, she saw no one, she looked for yoona outside but still no sign of her girlfriend, this made yuri more frustrated, tired from work, worried for her girlfriend and less than an hour of sleep ; couldn’t sleep worrying about her girlfriend too much.

 

“good morning unnie” maknae greeted her

”good morning seo” yuri greeted back then felt a bit awkward remembering what she heard from last night.

“umm... Have you seen yoong?” yuri asked

“aniyo, but she don’t have any sched today right?” seo asked

“ne” yuri said emotionless

“she left like an hour ago…” tiffany suddenly said who’s sitting in the couch while eating her cereal, taeyeon is eating on the dining table

“how come I didn’t notice?” seo remarked innocently

“maybe because you’re still sleeping that time which is kinda surprising” tiffany replied in a flat tone, on the other hand the maknae felt a bit embarrassed with her unnie’s remark

“……” with yuri not knowing what to say she just sighed instead, she joined tiffany on the couch who’s staring on the tv which is weird because it is not even .

Yuri looked at tiffany suspiciously, feeling uncomfortable with the stare tiffany looked back arching her eyebrow, with that yuri looked at taeyeon who’s staring at her food blankly, tiffany followed to where is yuri’s looking then she quickly looked away… yuri chuckled with tiffany’s behaviour

“miss her tiff?” yuri said, tiffany just rolled her eyes but with yuri’s question, she just misses her taengo more, yuri ruffles tiffany’s hair then leave while tiffany was left thinking…

Yuri went to her room then plopped herself on the bed lifelessly, she took a pillow then she placed it on her face, she yelled out loud screaming her frustration out then the door suddenly opened, she quickly throws the pillow and looked for the latter hoping that it was yoona but in her dismay it wasn’t

“expecting for someone else…right?” taeyeon said picking up the pillow then throws it on yuri

“honestly? Yes…” yuri said throwing back the pillow to taeyeon, taeyeon caught the pillow then plonked herself on the bed along with yuri…

“you wanna talk about it?” yuri asked knowing taeyeon, tae was not surprised at all…she knows yuri noticed it

“aiish! I hate this!!! We’ve been like this for 4 days!!! AHHH!!!!” teayeon suddenly bursted out her frustration

“4 days of not doing it? keke” yuri teased earning a slap of pillow from taeyeon

“ya! Im being serious here…” taeyeon winced

“ara ara… you mind telling me first what happened?” yuri said

“everything was smooth back there at KMW in Bangkok, I didn’t even bother her sweetness with that khunnie, I was being ignored whenever that guy is around……” taeyeon said in jealousy

“you know the feeling seeing the love of your life with another person who makes her smile and laugh………… with the person who’s more deserving…” taeyeon continued…this time not only jealousy could be felt, yuri felt taeyeon’s distress

“sometimes it’s not just about love tae…relationship doesn’t grow in just love alone, there’s this one thing that makes everything work out…” yuri said staring on the ceiling then shifts her position looking at taeyeon who looked back

“trust…” yuri finalized

“thanks…” taeyeon said genuinely; yuri just smiled then stared again on the ceiling

“so what happened?” this time taeyeon’s the one who asked

“how I wish I  know what happened…AHHHH!!! …….

It’s like trying to remember someone whom you never met” yuri said in frustration

“why don’t you talk to her…” taeyeon suggested

“I tried…”

“have you tried enough?” taeyeon asked which made yuri think

‘have i? but how if she keeps on ignoring me?’

“yuri-ah, I’ve seen your kissing scene yesterday…” taeyeon said out of nowhere which made yuri  bolted up from her bed

“!!! Have she watched it??!?!” yuri cursed herself for not thinking about it

“ohh…she might… well it’s kinda deep kiss you know” taeyeon said

“that didn’t help at all…” yuri hissed

“sorry…once she’s back try to talk to her okay? But please set aside your temper”

“unnie…we’re leaving now for MC” maknae said outside

“you’ll be okay here?” tae asked yuri

“ne, thanks tae…” yuri said

“I should be the one who’s thanking here, so…thanks yuri-ah” taeyeon said and hugged her friend

“I’ll see you later!” tae said before leaving

With that yuri quickly grabs her laptop and searched for her kissing scene, she wasn’t able to watched since it’ll be awkward for her but she wanted to know if It was really that daring…

Yuri were staring at the screen… ‘that’s not me...that’s choi anna NOT KWON YURI’

as the clip ended, one thing that caught her eye “now it’s snsd yoona’s turn!”

nervously; she clicked the video, as soon as the video started her hand formed into a fist. She was not expecting any of it…the kiss was daring, yes hers is too but it was expected and they’ve talked about it. Yuri was hurt and mad at the same time… tears started to fall then the door suddenly opened, she looked at the latter and saw her girlfriend, she quickly wipes her tears but she’s too late for yoona not to notice, yoona eyes turns worried as soon as she saw her girlfriend crying but yuri’s laptop caught her attention, it was her kissing playing. Yuri stood up and about to leave the room but yoona stopped her.

“yul…let me explain”

“explain what?” yuri asked coldly

“I was going to tell you…but im scared…” yoona started to explain

“scared of what? That im not going to understand?! Damn it yoong, we’re in the same situation! I told you about mine right? Then what is this?! A surprise?!? Well if it is then,you succeed!!!” yuri exploded in anger and frustration

“really?! You understand?!?! Do you even know how the hell I felt when I watched yours?!?! And you even said that you’re relieved that I will only share a simple kiss and what makes you think about that? That im fine that my girlfriend is kissing another guy and im kissing another? Do you know how much I wanted to protest about the sudden change with that scene but you I couldn’t! do you know how much I wanted to kiss you instead of that guy?! You’re too selfish to think that you’re the only one who’s hurting!” yoona snapped back crying then left the room leaving yuri alone

Yuri place her hands over her head then closed her eyes,  tears started to escaped into her eyes…

 

 

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http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_embedded&v=IvSojjd2rmg  (watch it)

 

on the other hand, at the music core…

taeyeon and tiffany were still distant but they have to act like nothing is wrong between them. Taeyeon will actually perform live, after changing she was told to go to the stage already but she didn’t, instead she head to where tiffany is.

“this is for you…” taeyeon whispered then leave

Taeyeon felt a bit nervous as soon as she stand on the stage…as the cue started, she took a deep breath and started singing…for tiffany

 

Don't you know me? The reason I'm here is because of you
But my eyes tingle with the cold so I can't say anything
I just look toward you by myself

Even if the tip of my heart hurts like this
Even if the tip of my hands tremble like this
I can only think of you

The person I miss like crazy
The words I want to hear from you like crazy
I love you, I love you - where are you?
The person I long for, who is deeply stuck in my heart

I want to cherish you forever

What do I do? You were so cold to me 
But I still miss you

Even if the tip of my heart hurts like this
Even if the tip of my hands tremble like this
I still can't forget you

The person I miss like crazy
The words I want to hear from you like crazy
I love you, I love you - where are you?
The person I long for, who is deeply stuck in my heart

Please tell me that you cherish me
Please don't blankly erase me
Because you're my everything

The person I miss like crazy
The words I want to hear from you like crazy
I love you, I love you - where are you?
The person I long for, who is deeply stuck in my heart

I want to cherish you forever

I love you, I love you

 

Taeyeon was on the edge of crying as soon as the song ended, she wanted to run off the stage and hugged her girlfriend while tiffany, she excused herself then cried her heart out as she heard her lover sang which is meant for her.

After taeyeon’s performance she asked the maknae where tiffany is. Taeyeon head to the dressing room. She slowly opened the door , sobs are could be heard, she searched for the latter and found out that it is tiffany who’s crying, taeyeon hugged tiffany tightly from behind…

“mianhae…” taeyeon whispered as she hugged her girlfriend… tiffany faced taeyeon and hugged her lover back… her sobs grew wilder

“shhh…mianhae,mianhae,mianhae….” Taeyeon keeps on apologizing while comforting her girlfriend

“mian-*sobs* -hae tae *sobs*” tiffan said between her sobs

“it’s okay, it’s my fault” taeyeon said

“aniyo… I acted like a … mianhae” tiffany said, she held taeyeon’s face then kissed her lover deeply

“I love you…” taeyeon as they parted their lips

“I love you too…” said by tiffany smiling

“I missed that” taeyeon said

“miss what?”

“you’re smile…you’re eye smile….you…”

“I missed you more”
once again they shared a kiss but this time a passionate one…

 

 

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Meanwhile in snsd’s dorm…

Yoona came into soosica’s room while crying her eyes out with soo while sica tried to talk to yuri but she was nowhere to find, she called her friend but she couldn’t be reach…

“aiish…yuri-ah where the hell are you” sica said worriedly

“babe, you go comfort yoona and I’ll handle yuri” soo said hugging her worried girlfriend behind

“and I’ll handle you later…” sooyoung whispered seductively

“ya! You’re such a ! I’ll check on yoona now okay?” sica said and give her lover a quick yet deep kiss

 

SOOYOUNG’s POV

 

I was about to head out then taetiseo came. ‘wow, seems like taeny made up, I would definitely hear tiffany’s load mans later…eww! ’

“hello unnie”

“hey soo”

“hey shikshin!”

They all greeted and hugged me and i did the same

“seems like you two made up…” I said

“ne, with the help of our love guru…where is that kkab anyways?” taeyeon said

“actually im looking for her” sooyoung said

“eh? she’s free today right?” tippani said

“well, go to our room that will explain everything” I said and they all go

Before I leave I took 3 bottles of soju and head to where ever that kkab is. The first thing that came out if my mind was the gym, she always free herself from stress through her work out…

When I got there, it didn’t disappoint me, she was there, killing herself out running…

“trying to kill yourself?” I said, she stopped running and looked at me with ‘what the hell are you doing here’

“go change and let’s go” I said to her, luckily she’s not on a stubborn mode, she turned the treadmill off and changed

After few minutes of changing…

“ya. What’s the matter?” she asked flatly

“let’s go” I said and leave her wanting her to follow me; once we get in the car I took  the soju out and hand her one,without hesitation she took the bottle and drunk it all out…

“ya! That’s not a water okay” I rebuked her

“aiish, whatever, you shouldn’t hand me one instead” she said bluntly, once we get to the dorm, I was about to stepped out but she stopped me

“can we stay here for a while?” she asked and of course I agreed

“umm… I heard you helped taeny, love guru” I said and she scoffed

“it’s not me soo, if they made up, it is because they're willing and wanted to…” she said then she took another bottle of soju, before she got drunk I took the last bottle and drink it ‘sica is so gonna kill me…’

“How come you can help others but you can’t help yourself?’’ I asked

“I don’t know soo, when it comes to her, I don’t know what’s right from wrong, all I know is I love her, she’s my weakness…” she said, she’s a bit drunk already but still conscious about everything

“that’s what they called love, keke” I said

“ne…love,love,love…love that makes you do stupid things, make you look like stupid and make you stupid, even the smartest person on earth would feel stupid when they felt this all so called love…” she said eyes closed

“yea, and you look stupid right now…” I commented

“I know, it’s because im inlove… and im not the only one, you too” she said sticking her tongue on me,keke, I miss her being childish…

“so tell me what exactly happened” I said then she told everything… this is a tough one but im expecting that they will get through this because they’re on the same page…

“I love her soo…” she said… if you’re in my situation you can definitely tell how much this kkab love yoona, and I know yoona feel the same

“ï know you do…but yuri-ah, you love her, but do you trust her?”  I asked her, with my question she looked at me deeply then chuckled

“I told the same with tae, keke” she said, ‘aiish, she really get drunk easily’

“yuri-ah, I know you love her, but you also have to trust her, don’t make this hard for you…for the both of you...relationship is not all about happiness, troubles and arguments will always come between you and you have to be strong for that…be strong for yoona…so, if I were you… I’ll talk to her but calmly… okay?” I said, yuri was listening with all ears like kindergarten who’s being scolded,keke,  yuri suddenly opened the door of the car but I stopped her..

“where do you think you’re going?” I asked her

“talk to yoona…” she said a bit tipsy

“yes you will but not for now, others will kill me especially your girlfriend and mine if they knew I let you drink…” I said

“that’s okay soo…” she said ‘she’s fine with me getting killed, jinja?!’

“not really kkab, I guess you better stay first at taeny’s room just for tonight…” I said, ruining their made up would be a little fun, hahaha, but yuri shook her head

“aniyo…it’s sticky there…” she said making me laugh, lol

“you wanna stay at ours?” I suggested but again she shook her head

“stickier…” she said making me feel a bit embarrassed

“hmmm…at hyoseo’s?” I asked but then again she shook her head but this time furiously

“aniyo…maknae, she’s not innocent anymore…” she said which made my mouth gaped widely

“can you just message sunny-ah, she’s out of the dorm anyways” tipsy yuri suggested…

“how come I didn’t thought of that?” I asked dumbly making yuri chuckled

“pabo-ya!” she said

“aiish, whatever, come on, go clean yourself up then you go take a rest…”I said, we get out of the car and head to the room, before she could enter sunny’s room…

“soo…” she called

“ne?” I asked her

“take a look of her for me…and thanks” she said and closed the door… once im done with the kkab I head to our room but found no one, they were in yoonyul’s room. As I get inside, my princess immediately hugged me.

“miss me?” I teased but she nodded

“I missed you more…” I said and kissed her forehead

“hey yoongie, how’s you?”  I asked yoona whose eyes were swollen from crying

“unnie…where’s yuri? How is she?” yoona asked without even answering my question

“she’s fine…both of you should talk but not for now, both of you are pretty much exhausted and frustrated so you two fixed it tomorrow okay? Take a rest now…goodnight yoona” I told her and kissed her head, sica,taeny,hyoseo did the same.

“unnies, take a look of her for me…thank you unnies” she said and we nodded and leave

“that’s weird” I said

“wae?” they asked

“yuri said exactly the same, she told mee to take a look of yoona for her” I said

“they ‘re really connected I guess” tae said and we all nodded

“where’s yuri? How’s she?” they asked

“sunny’s room… “ I said, my princess nuzzles on my neck then she suddenly sniffed me

“choi…” she called me flatly “uh-oh”

“it’s just a bottle princess and I just wanna yuri let everything out…” I tried to explain

“yuri’s drunk?!?!” they asked me

“aiish, aniyo, she’s just a bit tipsy but no worries shes fine… she’s resting now” I said and luckily they didn’t scolded me that much

 

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Who said being an idol is easy? Well im not but we all could see how they sacrifice almost everything just for the sake of fans…We could say “then why did they choose that job?” but what if they didn’t ? will there be such someone who can replace them? I salute to these artists who are so very professional in doing their jobs and just to satisfy their fans. 

 

 

TBC