“what should I do now? Oh God...” A young good looking man drove his hand through his soft hair in frustration; his car broke down in a deserted area where only can he see big walls with scaring sculptures and freaking drawings. He tried to check his car, seems like the damage won't be fixed so easily.

“hey! Look at that! From when do we had princesses visiting us?” three well built men laughed from his back. He turned quickly just to see a long sharp knife ready to cut his veins. He shivered, feeling the heat spreading all over his shaking body.

“hey princess, do you lost the way? May I you till your noble palace?”

“what do you want?”

“Just a memorable thing from you (he then threw a look to his too companions) get me all he has”

The two men obeyed immediately; going to the car and bringing a little bag. They then searched every part of their victim's clothing, taking his wallet, hand watch and a little argent ring he had on his index finger.

“This is is all you have boy?”

“I think you searched and found nothing else”

“shut up! How can you speak to me this way you?!” The man swung his knife dangerously. He took his victim's arm furiously leading him the near corner and pushing him toward the wall

“This is not enough boy! We need to take something else. Unless, we are not gonna be satisfied”

“Yah! What are you doing there?” a menacing shout came from behind. The three men turned around to look at the speaker. The taller sighed, taking some steps forward.

“Hey! What do you want ing ? Searching for problems again”

“I think you are the one who is going to have problems here. Let the kid alone!”

The other smirked : “are you giving me orders?”

“yes, I do, and if you don't wish for problems with your boss I suggest you to let that kid alone”

“ You! toy! You just think you can have all you want because of that well shaped body of yours!”

“I guess I do until now”

“Damn ! you!” The young man shouted observing his speaker from the top to the bottom. He, indeed, have a great physical structure, like if he was sculpted by magical hands. All his figures were screaming beauty. He stared angrily to his face, he was smiling victoriously:

“Now get your friends and disappear”

“!” He slapped the ground with his foot and turned to the two other men still standing where they were: “let's go!” and as he reached the young boy standing beside the wall corner, and supporting his chest by his hand as his breathing speed crazily, he said loudly: “You should be either so lucky or so unlucky boy. If you are not a ing gay so you are so unlucky because this damn man is going to you hard! Don't be happy because he saved you from us...at least we won't rap you like he would”

One other said as they were leaving: “especially with that cute face and delicious he have”

As they were far away, The man who came approached the other one asking:

“Are you all right?”

The younger man shivered in his place but he managed to respond:

“eh...yeah...thank you”

“Don't be so freaky! I am not a monster”

“uh? I...m...sorry, I...I really don't mean anything bad, I...”

“I am Jaejoong” The taller man land his hand. The other took it after a pause.

“I...me...Junsu”

“Nice to meet you Junsu-shi” Jaejoog said happily, squeezing their shaking hands.

“All the pleasure for me Jaejoong-shi”

“What brought you here anyway? This is not a place for jogging.”

“I...actually, I was driving to a place and, I lost my way, and my car broke down here so...I tried to fix it but...”

“ah...I see. Let me get a look at your car (he turned, heading toward the vehicle)...umm...it is a good one. You must be rich to have such baby and...those branded cloths of yours are very expensive. Too bad you were stuck here”

Junsu looked at his jeans and jacket. It is so obvious that he is a rich young man.

“ Your car needs a good time to be fixed. How about waiting until tomorrow? I can fix it for you. And you can spend the night in my house if you like. It is not far from here”

“uh...thank you...but I can just call a taxi to drive me home”

“a taxi?! (Jaejoong busted laughing) do you think that a sane taxi driver would ever come to such place?”

Junsu looked desperately around “can't we call the assurance company then?”

“do you know its phone number by heart?”

Junsu looked at the ground: “uh...no...and my phone is gone”

“Just accept it. You are spending this night with me” the taller man teased with a cute smile patting slightly the smallest man shoulder. Junsu looked up at him in a sort of surrender. Only the moon light was illuminating the dark roads. “He, in fact, don't look like a criminal. But...can I trust those beautiful lines and this innocent smile?”

“Come on! Let's go...Are you all right?”

Junsu stared at the hand always holding his chest and nodded: “it is just...because of...surprise”

“ah...ok”

Junsu's preview:

We passed through a little way...there were many weird people. They were all looking at me, but as they saw Jaejoong-shi, they stopped thinking about any tentative. Jaejoong-shi seems to have a reputation here. However, their looks were cutting the air from my lungs and I felt my heart racing in fear. My hand can't support my chest any longer. I felt like my heart is going to jump outside at any moment. I didn't want to, I wasn't sure, but I found myself clinging to Jaejoong and holding the side of his jacket just to feel a little bit of...security? I think that Jaejoong knew that I was dying from fright. I felt his hand taking mine slowly and holding it tight. Maybe I should not, but I felt like, whatever this so handsome man would do to me, he won't be as cruel as those monsters.

Finally we reached his apartment. He opened the door and invited me to get in. Neighbors were all looking curiously at us. I stopped, thinking about what the thieves had said earlier. Perhaps that...all these people are looking that way because they know that Jaejoong is someone that everyone should fear and not because I am wearing branded cloths. Appearances are tricky. He even mentioned that if they don't obey him they will have to deal with a certain boss. Nonetheless, imagining what may happen to me if I ever tried to escape in those dark roads made me choose to be with him. So I entered. His home is so small, but so well done. I didn't expect to find such a beautiful house in this area. So modest but so well organized. Jaejoong closed the door with I don't know how many securing ways, like if to forbid some dangerous killer to escape. I felt sweat running all over my forehead, but as he looked at me, he smiled and said trying to reassure me:

“don't worry about anything. You will be safe here. This is only to prevent any non desired guests”

“I...I see”

“Please have a seat” I walked slowly toward the sofa, watching carefully every part of me, and I sat down.

“I know it is not so adequate for someone like you but I hope you will find this little shelter comfortable enough.”

Now, I was totally amazed. Is there any criminals that can be so well mannered?

“No...I should be...uh...very grateful...and you...have a very nice home”

“Thank you. I have tried my best. Shall I prepare you tea or coffee?”

“umm...I...I think a cup of water would be enough”

“Now what's that? It is so cold outside. You need something to warm you up”

“Thank you but I really don't feel able to drink anything”

“ok then. What do you like for dinner?” he asked putting off his jacket and pending it on the wall.

“I...you can cook anything you want. I really can't eat.”

He was there, but I suddenly felt his hand on my cheek. I jumped in place. He was kneeling down in front of me, so closely. He was looking at me with concerned eyes.

“Are you feeling unwell?”

I avoided his gaze, pushing slightly his hand away.

“No, I am fine” I whispered tiredly.

“No you aren't” He took my hand to check my pulse. I managed to take it back but I was too weak.

“Why are you putting your hand on your chest like this?”

“It is nothing”

Jaejoong preview:

Junsu was pressing his chest by his hand, shutting his eyes strongly. His ears were so red and sweet drops were covering his face and neck. He was clearly suffering from pain. His palms were so cold as I touched them and his heart was beating so fast.

“Are you sick? Do you have heart problems?”

“It will go alone. It is just because of fear”

“You have heart problems, aren't you?”

“Just little problems”

“euff...you are so stubborn! Let me help you...please”

Junsu's preview:

I felt Jaejoong arms under my back and laps, then my body left the sofa. I didn't even had the power to oppose any resistance. He lied me on his bed and pulled off my shoes and jacket. He then covered me with blankets and took my hand, massaging my palms. I opened my eyes, he looked really concerned.

“Junsu-ya, please listen to me. If you don't relax, it would be more painful. Please, trust me, just this time and try to breath slowly, ok?”

I nodded and he smiled at me “Good. Now, please try to breath”

I tried, but rather than feeling better, I was crying and tightening the grab of my shirt. It is so painful, so painful... Jaejoong knelled down beside me, wiping my tears and my hair gently.

“hush...It is all right. Just hold on a little bit and it will be all right”

My preview:

“This is all because of those bastards!” Jaejoong took his phone and composed a number, then waited while preparing a dump tissue to make Junsu's fever go down. On the other side of the line, a middle aged man, who was sitting on an expensive president chair, waved with his hand to the men beside him and answered as he saw the name of the caller on his phone screen:

“good afternoon baby. What is this chance that suddenly made me receive a call from you?”

“I wanted to ask you something”

“all you want honey, just say it”

“Is Blood beside you?”

“No, that bastard isn't here”

“I want him”

“this is a very dangerous word you know...”

“I don't mean anything weird. He has taken something I want”

“Is it about the cute man he attacked earlier?”

“So he did told you”

“of course he did. What about him?”

“Don't get so jealous boss. I would be only yours if you do what I asked you that time and you will see, I am a man of word”

“That made me happy. It is only few days...and I will live in your heavens. You are Jaejoongie. If you only were here...”

“Now, would you do me a favor”

“all you want”

“I want Blood to bring the bag he took from the boy to my home and I don't want anything missing in there”

“Is the boy with you right now? Is he spending the night with you?”

“ah, he is sleeping now”

“What the Jaejonng?!”

“I told you not to get jealous from him. He is purer than the purest thing in your dirty mind”

“So why are you bringing him to your place and wanting to have his bag back? Is it affection?”

“No, it is pity. Besides, there is something in that bag I want and you said that all my wishes would be granted”

“Whatever Jaejoongie. Three minutes and it will be at your door”

“Thank you. I love you when you are like that”

The man grinned in pleasure: “I love everything you have my Jaejoongie and can't wait for our night”

“Just make him come as fast as possible”

“Just call me if in three minutes he wasn't there and you will see how much I want you. Good night love”

“Good night”

The line was cut. The boss threw his phone and did a sign with his hand to one of his bodyguards that were standing beside him: “make Blood take the kid's bag to Jaejoong house and tell hims that if there is something missing in it, he will pay it”

“yes Boss”

Jaejoong put down his phone on the table and sighed, looking at his cell phone with a disgusted look. He passed his hand through his face and hair and sighed again. He took the dump tissue to his bedroom Junsu was still paining. Jaejoong sat on the side of his bed and started to wipe his cheeks and forehead. Junsu opened his eyes slowly, they were all teary: “sorry”

“It is ok. Just relax. You had your medicines in your bag, aren't you?”

Junsu nodded positively “good then” Jaejoong pressed the tissue on Junsu's forehead and got up.

“Jaejoong-shi”

“yes?” Jaejoong turned again, smiling.

“Don't risk yourself because of...”

“Don't worry about me. Everything would be all right”

“but...”

“I said don't worry about anything”

He leaved the bedroom and locked the door behind him, hiding the key on a pillow. He then opened the cells of his front door. The tall man he had seen earlier was making his way through the stairs. He gave him a dead gaze: “so the used his charms”

“it is quite useful you see”

“ you!”

“Give me this bag. It is not yours”

“Neither yours”

“Give it to me, NOW!”

Blood handed him the little back and turned back, cursing.

“Wait there you! There is nothing missing in here, isn't it”

“no” the other said angrily.

“Good boy”

Junsu's preview:

I heard Jaejoong opening the room's door again and entering with my bag on his hands. My eyes widened and my jaw almost drop. He giggled as he saw me like this, so I tried to neutralize my gaze as fast as possible, deeply embarrassed. Jaejoong sat down beside me again and opened the bag:

“Now you will take your medicines, then, I will prepare you a hot soup, and you will feel much better”

“Jaejoong-shi...”

“Naa! Don't call me like this. It is too formal. You can call me hyeong instead”

“he..yong?” This word always brings a lot of sad memories. Maybe this effect was obvious. I felt Jaejoong caressing my cheek as he asked me: “you don't like it?” He was smiling so tenderly at me. His smile, his warm presence, his gentle touch, his caring eyes...everything is so heartwarming and sweet. I closed my eyes immersing this so good sensation and feeling that all the pain is fading away. As I opened them again, his hand was still caressing my cheek and he was still smiling.

“No...I would be happy to have a heyong like you”

“And...is it happiness that makes you about to cry?”

“uh?...no...it is nothing” I said wiping my teary eyes

“ok then, let me help you to set up”

Jaejoong helped me and put another pillow behind my back so I can sit comfortably. After that, he landed me a glace of water and the first pill I should take. I was amazed, and couldn't stop my question:

“How did you know it was the right pill amount all those, heyong?”

Jaejoong laughed proudly, and he whispered with a wide grin: “this is a secret”

I couldn't help but to respond to his smile and took the pill. Somehow, I felt so secure with him. I may be insane giving him all this trust, but I felt that it is all right if I do, even if...I am still thinking why he helped me and he is so kind with me. After all, I was a rich clumsy boy and he is...a...street man?

He landed me the second drug and I took it. However he smelled the third drug and put it on the table.

“He changed the medicine”

“ah?” I was chocked. Did I just take some dangerous substances?

“Not the ones you took. This one” I was relieved. But...

“Heyong? How could you recognize medicines like that?”

Jaejoong smiled widely again: “I have a good experience. Let me give you another drug that has the same effect”

“Heyong (I called him as he stood up) but, You know...my state is really critical and I shouldn't take anything not subscribed by my doctor”

“I know what kind of disease you have Junsu-ya. Don't worry. This medicine is better than the one you had and if you want to be sure, ask your doctor about it when you will see him again” he answered searching in his closed.

“Are you a doctor, hyeong?”

“I was...a researcher”

“really?! And...how did you end up here? What happened?”

Jaejoong returned with a little bottle and sat down again, opening the bottle and giving me one of its content. I took it from him and stopped, staring at the sad face he had made. He suddenly turned to face me with a tired smile.

“I am sorry. I shouldn't ask” I said quickly

Jaejoong lightly my hair “it is all right. You can't trust my scientific side anyway”

jaejoong's preview:

Junsu looked at me, his cheeks slightly rosy. He had a guilty look in his eyes. He was so cute like this. I couldn't help but to giggle at his little face. I knew I embarrassed him, but he just was so irresistible. Plus, he hided his face with his two little hands “don't laugh at me like this heyong!”

and now, I couldn't stop a loud laugh. I ruffled his soft black hair “then don't be so cute Junsu-ya”

I stood up, heading to the kitchen. I prepared a good soup and took the boil to my bedroom. Junsu was lying down on his right side, his back facing me. I put down the little plate I had in hands and patted his arm to wake him up. Still, I saw him moving under the blankets. I leaned forward to look at his face. He knew my movement, so he hided his face with his two arms. I was worried. Did the pain return that fast?

“Junsu-ya? Are you crying again?”

Junsu wiped his face and turned to face me with a shy little smile, still wiping his cheeks. He was indeed crying. I sat down and brushed his hair. He is hurting like this.

“what is it Junsu-ya? Are you feeling hurt again?”

Junsu nodded like a little child: “no heyong. I just remembered something. It is fine”

I helped him to sit up, taking him into my embrace. At first, I am sure he was surprised. I felt his little body shivering under my touch. However, he relaxed into my arms and I felt relieved.

“Even if I can't help you with your sadness, and even if we don't know each other well. If you need anything in witch I can help, don't hesitate to ask me, okay?”

Junsu's preview:

I nodded against his shoulder. It was fast, I felt him moving, maybe he wanted to withdraw, but as fast as he moved, I warped my arms around his waist. The warmth of a person is so comforting and I didn't want to lose it that fast. It is nothing like when I was holding myself or a pillow because...never...there was no one, ever here for me. Jaejoong tightened his hold around my shoulders silently. I even felt his hand rubbing my spin gently up and down. I don't know how much we remained in this position, but I almost forgot about everything around me until I was waked up by Jaejoong's voice:

“You are really lonely, aren't you?”

I pulled back but I didn't dare to look at him, I just nodded. “Me too you know” he added

“ah! Your soup is no longer that hot. I should warm it up again”

“sorry”

“it is fine. I enjoyed having someone in my arms. It's been such long time”

“really?”

“yeah”

“how much?” this time I looked at him. My weird question puzzled him.

“uh?...don't know...maybe...euh...4 years or so”

“ah (I smiled) it is a long time” but I haven't been held for 10 years. It is unbelievable, isn't it? Being so rich but not being able to find a single human that really cares about me.

As Jaejoong exited the room, I warped my arms around my shoulders to have that feeling again. Was I going crazy? Or it is just the time of the weakness that is making me so vulnerable?  

I hope you will enjoy this new story ;) comments, remarks and everything is welcome...as always I'll be pleased to know what you think :)