Myungsoo's Intro
Model High [ updating soon ]
God another year if this. I might as well not even come if they're only going to give me all this work to do. Then I'll have a bunch of people in my face acting like they want to be my friend when they really only want to use me.
As if my life isn't hard enough. These people only care about looks and money. I really don't understand it all. I just want to model.
I bet Sooyoung is going to be all over me this year again. I broke up with her a few weeks ago. I don't even know why I held out so long. I bet she's going to ignore the fact that we broke up and still go around as "my girlfriend".
I don't know why I never say anything. I'm kind of a nice guy, but I just walk around ignoring her. You'd think she'd take a hint by now; but that's Sooyoung for you. She does whatever the hell she wants.
Whatever, anyhow, I want something new this year. I'm not sure what but I want to be adventurous. Everyone thinks I'm this super cool conceded guy who thinks he's better than everyone else but I don't. I'm just confident in myself. So what? What's wrong with that? They all act fake towards me anyway.
In this industry its not all about what you know, its who you know. And since my parents are legendary top models, they automatically take that as a huge stepping stone. I know they talk about me behind my back, they probably think I've been handed this title but I've worked hard all my life to please my parents and become a model.
I have so much pressure on me and its so tiring. Can't I just have fun doing what I love?
Oh well...I'll have to wait and see what happens this year. Please be something new. I really can't have my last year the same routine as the past few years. I might just kill myself.
I'm thinking I should be a little more outgoing. Maybe tone things down a little. I need to learn how to say no to teachers. They want me to be apart of everything and that's where I think people's jealousy gives in. If I start saying no, then people will have chances to expand their horizons, but then, my parents will be upset.
I don't know what to do.
I know people are fake but there's got to be someone here that has a true heart. Even then I have to stay strong be cool and most of all stay true to myself. And I mean my real self, not the guy I've been seen as all my life.
~This is just a character intro, kind of to give you their thoughts on this school and what they'll be expecting. The real chapters will be much longer.~
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