Chapter 70

3 Years Without Love, With Happiness

"Please Mama" Arin begging with a cute pout while hugging tight the puppy that she just found when they're taking some time for strolling at the nearby park

"No, now stop pouting and give me that dog back. It's dirty, look at your blouse. It's dirty too" Yuju said sternly while trying to take back that shivering small puppy from her daughter embrace 

"No, I don't want to leave it here. Poor him Mama, he doesn't has parents" Arin run her small palm on that golden retriever puppy muddy fur 

"But it's dirt baby, what if he has an illness? It'll be dangerous for you to keep it" Yuju said but in soft tone this time 

"Mama please..... I want to keep Perry. Please?" Arin still want to keep that puppy, she even has named it at on that spot 

"Perry? That's girl name" Yuju said between her chuckle 

"It's cute name!" Arin stomping her feet on the group with a short whine 

Yuju look at the puppy that comfortably sleeping in her daughter arms with sigh. Arin continue caressing that puppy fur with a soft smile on her lips 

"Ok, we can keep him. But don't forget to tell Mommy about him. Ok? Now, let's go home and cleaning Perry's fur" Yuju words making Arin jumps in happiness, she's immediately hugging her Mama legs since she couldn't get at the same height as her mother 

"Yeayyy! Thank you mama. Love youuuu" 

"Hhmm, you love me because I let you keep him" Yuju said in fake sad tone, she just let her trousers has a stain of mud when Arin hugging her legs. There's a mud on that puppy fur 

"Hehehe, uhm. Mama, we should take Perry to the ve-ge-ta-ri-an to check if he got sickness" Arin said and she's struggling when she want to say that vegetarian words 

"It's veterinarian sweetie. And yes, sure we should. We'll take him this afternoon. Ok?" 

"Okeii"

And that's how Arin got her puppy as a pet. After has brought him to the veterinarian, she called her mommy for informing about her new pet 

SinB at first didn't allow her for keeping a puppy since she's too young and illness from the dog will surely can effecting Arin's growth but after that, she use her mama for pursue the mommy 

"SinB sh-"

"No" SinB cut in Yuju word 

"But poor her, she want to keep Perry so bad. Look at her, she was about to crying now" Yuju showing her daughter face through the video call to her wife 

"What if that dog has an illness?"

"We've brought her to veterinarian and he's healthy. Free from illness" SinB quiet for awhile before sighing 

"Ok fine. She can keep it. What's his name again?"

"Perry!" Arin answer for her mama with excited and happy tone 

"Ouh yes, Perry. But remember, if he has a weird symptom like he loves biting you or scratching your arms with his claw. That dog surely got some problem. We have to throw it. Ok?"

"Ok mommy! Thank you! I love you so much!" SinB just chuckling 

"Anything for you dear. I love you too sweetie. Now let that Perry boy on the screen, I need to say something to him" Yuju obey her wife words then aiming her phone screen in front Perry face 

"Perry, here. Mommy wanna talk" Yuju said softly making that puppy barking 

"He's greeting you mommy" Arin said with giggle 

"Ok, hi Perry. It's me, mommy's talking. Welcome to this family boy. Behave ok? Mommy's not in Korea for now, but it's fine. We'll spend some time when I comeback to ok? Don't giving your mama and Arin trouble ok? And don't bite my baby girl, if not I'll not hesitate about throwing you away. Get it?" Perry   ears who was perks up slowly go down hearing his new mommy threats words 

"Mommy, you scare him" Arin said with pout while softly rubbing her new pet fur 

"He's so cute. I wish I could hugging him, his fur seems so soft and fluffy" SinB said with pout too 

"I can force mama to take me and Perry to you mommy!" Arin said cheerfully 

"You can? Oh, please do that sweetheart. She seems like doesn't want to meet me" 

"Yes I will try mommy, mama is so busy these days till she doesn't even has some time for spending with me" 

"Hey, if you guys wanna talk bad about me. Please do it behind me ok?" Yuju interrupt her girls bad talking about her 

"We didn't talk behind" SinB roll her eyes followed by Arin 

"Huarg, I'm sleepy. I want to sleep now. Mommy good night" Arin said between her yawn making SinB smile through the other line 

"Night baby, sweet dream. Come on, give me a good night kiss" SinB said as she's kissing her phone screen and Arin did the same on Yuju phone screen

"You too mommy" with smile like grinning, Arin lie down under the thick blanket then snuggling toward Yuju arms with Perry in her arms 

"Night baby" Yuju land a soft kiss on her daughter forehead 

"You looks tired" SinB commenting as soon as the screen phone was playing Yuju face

"Kind of. I am so tired. My body are all sore after being in restless from these past weeks" Yuju said while smile warmly and her eyes are almost close 

"Did you want to sleep already?" SinB ask in concern but there's sadness in her tone and Yuju sense it

"No, I have something more important to do other than sleeping" Yuju smile has turn to a grin

"What is it?"

"Talking to my wife of course. My wife is more important than other things in this world"

"Tch, such a sweet talker" SinB roll her eyes but with small smile on her lips 

"Only to you babe. How are you by the way? Are you doing good?" 

"Not good, you're not here" SinB said with pout makes Yuju chuckling 

"Why did you pout too much huh?"

"I'm angry with you"

"Why? Did I make a mistake?" Yuju said with frown 

"Yes, everyone here had their family come over and pay a visit. But nobody comes and see me here" Yuju just smile in pitiful way 

"I'm sorry, I was so busy with works. Trust me, I did try to get out from this country and fly to China but I can't"

"Hmm, excuses" SinB roll her eyes 

"Hahaha, are you ok? Your eyes telling me that you're not" Yuju ask concernly and SinB just sighing 

"I'm ok, I just feel like wanna be in your comfort arms right now" SinB said truthfully 

"What's wrong baby? You can tell me" Yuju sounds so gently 

"Nothing I jus-. Can't you just come here? I miss you and Arin so much" how Yuju want to bringing her wife into her warm hug when she heard SinB almost begging tone 

"Let see if there's something that can I do about it. We miss you too baby" both of them are sighing, letting each other know about their undying missing

"It's fine then, you should take a sleep now. You said that you're tired right?" SinB said in emotionless tone and it make Yuju panic silently 

"Hey, I'm sor-"

"It's alright. I'm the one who should say sorry because I was being childish awhile ago. When you said that you're busy that mean you're busy for real but I was forcing you to come here when you ca-"

"I wish I could kiss you now for shutting your mouth up" Yuju interrupt SinB words 

"What?" SinB didn't clearly catch it what Yuju said 

"Nothing, I just miss your lips" Yuju said and it make SinB froze for a bit. When Yuju mentioned about her lips, she couldn't help but remembering about the kiss that Jackson force her to share it with him 

"SinB? Are you there baby?" SinB thought got cut in with Yuju voice, she turn her attention toward her phone screen back and meet with Yuju concern gaze

"Uh? What? Did you say something?" 

"Hey, are you ok? You seems bothered"

"Yea I'm ok. Just feeling a bit tired, I can't wait to finish this practical then back to you and Arin" SinB smile weakly

"You're behave unlike you. Are you doing something inappropriate behind me?" Yuju ask in serious making SinB panic but she try to covering it 

"What? No, why would I do that?" SinB chuckling nervously 

"Ok, I trust you" Yuju trust. That's the thing that has SinB betrayed, she's feeling even more guilty 

"Have you kissing someone else there?" Yuju question makes SinB flinch 

"Uhm? W-what?? No!" SinB stuttering in her lies 

Yuju just answer her wife with a laugh when she saw SinB expression while replying to her words just now

"Why are you laughing?" SinB ask with frown 

"Nothing, it just it's fun to see and hearing to your stutters. Why did you stuttering by the way? Are you kissing someone else for real?"

"No, I'm not" SinB answer by look at other way, that's how she always did whenever she lie. Yuju know about it but she let it pass go since she doesn't want to assuming a thing

"Ok then" 

"Uhm, hunnie. Let's sleep? I'm sleepy already, I'm sure you must be sleepy too right?"

"Well, yea a bit. Good night baby, sleep well ok? Dream of me" Yuju said with a wink making SinB chuckle 

"Good night hunnie, I'm always dreaming of you. So don't worry"

"OK good then, I'm not willing if you're dreaming about someone else tho"

"No I'm not. If I've dreaming about someone else, that person is Arin"

"Ok, ok. You're too cute for me to not believing your words"

"Hahahaha, hey. Please beware about Arin and Perry, don't let him bite or clawing any part of Arin body. We must kick him out from house if he did that to my daughter" Yuju just smile in amusement with this side of her wife

SinB always care and alert about her and Arin health. That's making her insecurity becomes less

"Why are you smiling alone? Remembering about your scandal partner?" SinB ask with one of her eyebrow raising 

"Yup. I'm remembering about her beautiful face" Yuju sighing "What did she's doing right now?" Yuju asking herself but SinB hear it 

"It's midnight already, of course she's deep in sleep. What else?" SinB rolling her eyes and said in annoying tone 

"Really? I thought that she's talking to me right now" Yuju words making SinB blush, she's thanking to the dim light in her room for covering her blush 

"You're annoying me" Yuju just chuckling "Don't just laughing, remember what did I just said"

"Ok Mrs Choi. I remembered every each of your words"

"Good. If that Perry acting strange, we can't keep him"

"May I have a question?"

"What is it?"

"I also love bite you and sometimes clawing any part of your body but why you didn't kick me out?" 

"Because I can't"

"And why is that?"

"Because I'm staying in your house. I can't kicking out the owner of our house" SinB said with wink 

"Ok, nice answer. I thought that you're gonna say that you love me biting you" 

"Arin is there with you " 

"She's sleeping already, so don't worry. We safe" Yuju wiggling her eyebrows 

"Sleep hunnie, you have work to do on tomorrow. We'll settle that kind of thing once I'm home" SinB said with her flirtatious tone 

"You're making me want to fly to China right now" SinB just laughing 

"Do it, I know you can. You're always full with surprise anyway. Maybe tomorrow morning, you'll just appear in front of my door room" Yuju chuckling with shrug 

"Ok babe, good night. I love you"

"Love you more. Bye"

"Bye, give me my good night kiss" 

"Come here" both of them then kissing their own phone screen, signing they're sending their kisses toward each other 

SinB just sighing after the video call has ended. She just stare wallpaper of her home screen phone. There's her small family picture display on it 

"I'm sorry Arin ah. I lied to your mama" She touch Arin face on her phone using her fingertip and talking to that girl picture 

"Mama is a good person but how can I didn't appreciate it at all?" SinB eyes nearly letting out it water, she's still stare the picture 

Her finger then move to Yuju face, the tears already spill out from her eyes 

"How am I going to tell you about him hunnie?"

"What will you react to that? Will you scold me for letting my heart falling for him? Are you gonna hate me for letting him kissing me? Or are you gonna leave me for betrayed our love?" Thinking about all those things only applying the salt on her wound

"I'm sorry hunnie, I'm really sorry. I really want to be honest with you but I also scare at the same time. Scare that you'll leave me" SinB said between her sob

She might be sounds a coward because she just dare to spilling out about her wrongs toward a picture and not toward the person. But like she said just now. She's scare about what might be happen to her happiness if she tell the truth 

"I'm scare Yuju. I really am. I'm scare about what might I do if you're not by my side, thinking that you're leaving me already hurting me. I can't imagine it if I have to live without you" she wipe her tears that come out nonstop with her thumb 

She then notice the photo frame that just she put a few weeks ago on the nightstand. That frame was filling with Yuju and Arin picture that was taken during one of their picnic time 

She take that photo frame then hugging it tightly. She couldn't take it if she lost one of the person in that picture

She lie down on her bed while hugging tight that frame. Her eyelids getting heavier due to her tiredness in everything she has through today

She's avoiding herself from getting close or being around her superior, Jackson. That guy has tried so many ways to talk and say sorry to her but she didn't give that guy any attention or chance to talks to her 

 

 

Next day, 

"Hello, Jieq? Where are you? I thought you want to have lunch with me?" SinB speak with Jieqiong through the phone call 

'Hello, SinB ah. Yea, wait wait. I still have something to do here, the head nurse need me to reporting the medical details right now. Uhm, seems like I couldn't make it a lunch with you. Sorry' 

"Ouh, really?? Hmm, it's fine"

'I'm sorry SinB ah. Blame my old and wrinkles head nurse' SinB chuckling hearing to her friend antic 

"It's fine, just handle your works correctly. Dinner tonight will be on you" 

'Wait wha-' SinB hang up the phone with laugh even before Jieqiong finish her words

SinB look around and breathing in relief when a certain young guy doctor didn't come into her sight today. Someone told her that Jackson has something to do and will not be in hospital today 

She couldn't be more relief than that. She's at least don't have to hide or running every time she saw him

She couldn't help but feeling a bit guilty toward that young doctor since she's the one who at fault anyways. If she's telling everyone about her married status, this kind of thing will surely not be happen 

SinB is walking alone heading back to her hostel. She doesn't feel like want to take a lunch alone today, so it's better for her to finish her time at home by sleeping and doing any other things else. Video calling Arin for an example 

"SinB! Wait!" SinB got startled when she heard someone shouting her name, she turn around and found Jackson was running toward her 

'What did hell he's doing here??' Her eyes widening opens and her legs starts running too but her step got halt with a strong grip aounr her wrist 

"Wait, please don't run away or avoiding me again. I'm begging you" Jackson said with his pant 

"I'm not run or avoiding you" SinB said but her back is facing Jackson 

"Yes you did" Jackson turn her around by holding her shoulders 

"What else do you want doctor? I thought I've told you that I don't want to have any relationship with you other than what we have now" SinB said in low and firm tone 

"I know but SinB" Jackson hands going down and taking both of SinB hands in him before he hold it tightly till SinB can't let go off her hands 

"Doctor. What are you doing?" SinB said as she's struggling to letting go her hands from Jackson grip 

"SinB,please. I love you, I'm sorry for my inappropriate action that night. I wan-"

"Whoff! Whoff!" Jackson words got cut in by a loud barks from a puppy that come out from nowhere, startling both of them 

That golden retriever puppy was smelling and run around SinB legs till her hands let go off from Jackson grip 

"Mommy!!" Both of them turn their head toward the source of that shout 

SinB got her eyes opens when she saw the small figure of Arin was running happily toward her. She's smile widely and when she saw Yuju was walking calmly behind their daughter, she then remember that Jackson is still stand there with puzzled expression 

"Mommy! Huff!" Arin immediately throwing herself into SinB arms with a loud huff when she run into her mommy hardly 

"A-arin?" SinB kneeling in the same level as Arin while caressing her daughter bang hair lovingly 

"Yup! There's mama!" Arin said excitedly with her grin before throw herself again back into her mommy arms. This time, SinB replying to her hug 

"Dont you want to hug me too?" Yuju voice makes SinB look up from Arin shoulder

"Is this a dream?" SinB let go Arin hug for awhile before launching herself toward Yuju tall figure

"No, its not a dream baby. I'm here" Yuju said as she's inhaling SinB sweet scent 

Jackson who just got ignore by the three of them clearing his throat loudly. He somehow don't liking this side of them, with SinB comfortably in someone else embrace 

"Ouh, sorry doc. I was just excited to see my wife and daughter again" SinB pull away from Yuju embrace then talks to Jackson warm tone

"W-wife? Daughter?" Jackson ask in shock. So SinB was not lying that night. He thought 

"Yea. Hunnie, this is Doctor Wang. My superior and doctor, this is my wife Choi Yuna. This cute little girl is our daughter, Arin" SinB introducing them one by one with bright tone, she doesn't care if she's hurting Jackson heart with her way 

"Hi, Yuna but I more prefer Yuju" Yuju offers him a handshake and it took Jackson for a few minutes to connecting his hand with Yuju 

"Jackson, I'm sorry. I didn't know that SinB was married. To a woman" Jackson said but there's a hint of disgusting in his tone. He glaring at SinB for a few second before let go from the handshake 

SinB just look down and holding tight her daughter hand 

"If you dont mind doctor, I want to brings my wife and daughter to my hostel right now" SinB said as she's clung one of her arm around Yuju arm 

"Yes sure, I'm sure that they must be tired right? I'll be going now, to somewhere I can heal this wound" SinB know what is that wound he was talking about 

"Nice to see you Miss Choi, I mean Mrs Choi. I'll take my leave now, your wife is pretty but too bad she's taken" Jackson once again handshaking with Yuju and this time Yuju feel his grip was quiet tight but she just controls her puzzled expression with him

"Nice to see you too doctor. Hope we'll have some time for talking to each other" Yuju said as her gaze meeting with Jackson tense gaze 

"Trust me, you'll not wanting to talking to me" Jackson said and their grip on each other hands getting tighter 

"Really? I wish I know what makes you said so" Yuju said with tiny smirk playing on the edge of her lip

"Haha, I'll take my leave now. Bye little Choi" Jackson chuckling before pinching Arin cheeks, that girl pull her face away by the way 

"Bye SinB, now I found the reason on why did you so eagerly want to finish your practical due" Jackson said with angry smile but his heart is crying

SinB just smile a bit, afraid if her words will adding another hurt in her superior heart

"He likes you I think" Yuju said after Jackson has lost from their sight 

"What?" SinB look up at her wife 

"From the tense look that he got from his eyes. He seems like angry with me for taking his property" Yuju also look at her wife 

"Everyone likes me" SinB try to sounds nonchalant 

"Including him"

"But I only likes and love you" SinB said with grin, she's earn a wide smile from Yuju 

"I love you too" Yuju said before peck her wife lips with hers 

"Mama! Mommy!" Arin shout all of sudden with both of her eyes are covered with her palms 

"Ops, sorry. Couldn't help it" Yuju said 

"So, I guess this is Perry?" SinB kneeling in front her daughter and puppy while rubbing her palm lovingly on that puppy furry body 

"Yup, cute right mommy?" 

"Yes, cute like you" SinB softly pinching Arin cheek 

Yuju just watch her wife and daughter interaction with warm smile. Her eyes goes back to the area when Jackson park his car just now 

Her mind starts wondering about what just happened between all of them. If you're asking whether she see or not how Jackson holding SinB hands. Yes, she did saw it 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Chapter 70, check! What if I tell you guys that I was gonna discontinue this story? Will you guys be mad? Hahahahahaha, I was so busy with my classes and times are so limited. My important exam will be coming just in few weeks *sigh* don't worry, I was just teasing you about that discontinue thing XD I guess 

 

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yujubemylover #1
Chapter 76: still reading this at 2021:)
reikim
#2
Chapter 76: When will you continue this amazing story author-nim??
MAYDAYY11
#3
Chapter 76: KAYATA BRUH. What a ing rollercoaster. HAHAHAHAHA There’s been more happening in the past 10 chapters than the entire story lmfao I thank author-nim for making this as Sinju friendly as possible so I did not have to sacrifice my phone’s life. I’m sad that this isn’t complete and is in such a precarious situation. It’s not quite a cliff-hanger but its in a position where there’s very clearly many things being set up and Sinju is in even more danger.

Deadass this story has gone from a simple fluffy plot to an actual Korean Drama. Everything is there from the vengeful mother-in-law who hates the main love interest+mom has a huge debilitating illness cliche, the main lead is a rich chaebol heir+looks good in everything+has the height for soft cuddles/spooning love interest+gives piggyback rides, the main love interest who’s poor+super cute & lovable, the other love interest who comes in out of nowhere but falls in love with the other side-lead (Yerin). God this is literally a K-drama.

I’m living for this let me just say. If ya ever come back to this author-nim I would be hella hyped and Ik I’m not alone when I say this.
MAYDAYY11
#4
Chapter 70: MY SINJU FEELS. YES! GO YUJU! GET YOUR GIRL BACK. GET THISE HETS OUT OF THE LAWN! AHHHHHHHH MY HAPPINESS KNOWS NO BOUNDS FOR YUJU HAS SAVED THE DAY AND KEPT JACKSON WANG AWAY.
MAYDAYY11
#5
Chapter 69: I could start making all the 69 jokes and how great it is for lesbians in their love life but I’m not. MY FAITH IN SINB WAS NOT MISPLACED. THANK . HAPPIEST I’VE BEEN ALL DAY. This moment is almost as glorious as Apple’s first win but honestly bb needs love and support right now. Lmao feels bad that I’m this happy but let me live. My Sinju feels rn.
MAYDAYY11
#6
Chapter 68: I just want to say that I will actually throw my phone away if SinB accepts Jackson’s advances in the next chapter. An advanced warning because if I don’t leave another comment that probably means that my phone has been obliterated. I have faith in Hwang Eunbi as a person and as Yuju’s lover. I have faith in their marriage however it may be contested. If Yuju can say no to her past feelings for Eunha, SinB can say no to Jackson Wang’s face. I swear to God Hwang Eunbi. Remember who you’ve left behind in Korea. Remember Yuju’s love and Arin’s affection for you. Remember your god damned family. Don’t throw away the 3 years you’ve spent together. So help me God.

Sinju is crushing my heart lately. This Apple comeback has been amazing. I came across this story like a dream and its been amazing so far. Ngl. I enjoyed every single second I’ve spent reading this. I’m putting this all out so I won’t have to write whilst in rage that I will probably feel should some things happen. Just remember that the past 68 chapters have been amazing and I loved them all. Wish me luck for the next few chapters.
Magic_hours98
#7
Hi Haraeyul, Just came here to remind you that it has already been 3 years since you wrote this HAHA and it's already Jagi and I' 3 years anniv Hahaha when will you update? Should me and Jagi continue this in real life? Haha
Cucumberbaby
#8
Chapter 76: HAHAHAHA , I missed so much fun hereeee
SayTsuki
#9
Chapter 76: Author, don't you think it's been a long time?
When you return, Arin will be 15 years old.