JB POV:

"Jae ah." I called out to him. Leaning against the wall of the bathroom, as he was finishing washing his face. 

"Yes hyung?" He responded as he dried his face with a towel making his face slightly red. 

"You never told me about your past. I really want to know more about you. I'm sure you've been through a lot but I feel like if you tell me I can make what we have now great."

His face went pale as I said that. This topic was no doubt sensitive to him. 

"Y-yeah hyung. Uhm can we sit down and talk about this then?" 

I walked over to him and squeezed his hand tight, reassuring him. "Of course." 

We walked over to our bed where we sat side by side. "Aish I don't know where to start." He sighed. 

"How about from the beginning." I joked. He punched me half lightly.

"Of course I know that I just don't know what to say." 

It took him a few moments before he started. 

"Well first off my dad left me and my mom after he found out I was gay. He couldn't stand me after I came out to both of them one day after school. My mom of course was shocked but accepted me." His voice started to get shaken up so I reached for his hand again. 

"Then my mom threatened to cut all ties with my dad if he wouldn't accept me. This really made my dad mad but what my mom didn't know was that he would hurt me when she wasn't home." Tears fell down his cheeks. 

"When she found out he started to hurt my mom until he decided he wanted to leave. I-I felt so bad that I my mom had to go through this just for the fact that I'm gay. If I hadn't came out then my mom would still be happy." He started sobbing now. I pulled him into a tight hug and started rubbing my hands up and down his back. 

"Baby don't think like that. Your mom loves you so much. And if your dad reacted that way then it was a good thing that he left. And besides, if you hadn't came out then we wouldn't be together now right?" I kissed his head. 

I felt him nod in my embrace. "T-there's more hyung." He took another deep breath before continuing. "About a year after my dad left I was actually happy. My mom had a good paying job while I was still in school with a great boyfriend named Brian." (I'm sorry I couldn't think of any names and no one commented any lol) 

"But after time I realized how possessive Brian got. I'd go out with Bam and Yugyeom and he'd be wondering where I've been when I got back to him. He wouldn't believe me when I said I was just hanging with friends and that he wasn't enough to satisfy me." 

I could barely hold in my anger. How could anyone do something to sunshine? 

"So I stopped hanging with Bam and Yugyeom for a while. That was when he started to use me. Saying that what he's just doing was all just l-love." He bursted into tears. 

"Sunshine." I called for him. He cried harder and gripped onto me like his life depended on it. "I-I never asked for any of this hyungie." He sobbed. 

"I know I know baby it's not your fault." I tried soothing him. 

"When I finally got help they took him away. But I still wasn't fine. I pushed all my friends away besides Yugyeom and Bambam who were the only ones willing to help me. I stayed indoors and c-cut myself." 

"Oh sunshine." I started crying myself. The fact that Youngjae would think so low of himself to make him go as far as hurting himself. 

"It went on for a while until my mom announced that she planned an arranged marriage for me. After meeting you I thought I finally had a chance of being happy again although you were still with Jinyoung." 

I smiled at him. "Baby I'll make sure you are the happiest man alive. I don't want you ever to think like that of yourself ever again." I rained his face with kisses. 

He let out a small giggle which was what I was hoping for. "Thank you for making me happy again hyung." 

Jinyoung POV:

"Jinyoungie come on! I'm going to be late for work!" Jisoo yelled at me as I was trying to put on a nice shirt. 

We were currently at my house as I was changing out of the pajamas she gave me. I'm not going to lie that when I came back to the house it was pretty depressing. When walking in the house Jisoo immediately smiled when she saw the flowers I bought from her in the kitchen. 

"You basically run the store so it's not like you're going to get in trouble." I said walking out of my room. 

"Well yes but since I am the manager I still have to be on time." She said sassily. 

I smiled. "Okay manager lets go then." 

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The whole day was spent great. We got to the market and I watched Jisoo work around her small shop. It was adorable seeing her smile at all the customers walking in. 

It was about 15 minutes until closing time. I was helping her clean around the shop until the bell went off signaling another customer walked in. 

As she put down the cloth she was using to clean the counter I stopped her. "I got it." I smiled. 

I got up and made my way towards the front of the store. "Hi welcome to-"

"Jinyoung?" 

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Hi lovelies I'm back! I hope you liked the chapter! I know not much happened but I thought it was important to know Youngjae's past. I made it through finals!! So I'll be updating more often. 

Christmas is coming soon and I hope everyone celebrates and eats a lot! I may or may not have a present in store for everyone 🙊