A week passed by, a very long one, As usual jungkook and Suga decided to confuse me to the very end, it's hard having to deal with those two, they don't spend a day without being clingy, i've got to try all kind of skinship and now i became so knowldgable in avoiding that, fortunatly, namjoon let me use his room almost everyday or else i will be ripped between them trying to make me sleep in their bed, always arguing like kids, and as if they will let me sleep in peace if i accepted, i will have to bear my beating heart till the morning because of their unpredicted actions, they became dangerous, very very dangerous.

Work, promotions, We got married show, translator, i have done everything this week, more than eating working and sleeping i didn't have the time for anything else but it was more difficult for the boys, so i controlled my complaining, they really do their best when it comes to work, i really respect them.

Today, i was supposed to meet with Suga, Today i was supposed to give him my answer about his indirect confession, it's either he confess or either i decline before he do it and it became awkward. The truth i aleardy know for whom my heart beat and during this week i became more sure of it, it always was in front of my eyes yet i was the one avoiding to look into my heart, especially with the opportunity that the show gave me to get coser to him, i became more and more certain of my feelings, i never thought i will ever fall in love again and mainly with him, First, he is younger, second he is arrogant, third he is an idol, fourth he don't call me noona { look at what i am saying}... and the list is still long but he make my heart flutter so much that i felt it can brust out anytime, even yoongi does, but not in the same way, yoongi is someone i found myself comfortable around, he make me feel safe and in security even though some of his actions confuse me but there is only the maknae who drive me crazy to this extent, i denied that feeling for too long, yet it's so hard to do it more, i just can't, each time he is near i am staring at his lips and wondering how it feels to be able to kiss him whenever i want, everytime he hug me i wish he don't let go, and everytime i saw couple in the street, i wonder how will it feels if we can go on date like that, i started creating my own fantasy about him.. and also i don't have the right to play with their feelings anymore, mostly Suga because he is someone who always been there for me, i am sorry my heart can love two at the same time, he choose one and i have to obey to that choice, it's not something i was able to control, but at least i have to give suga a good date and happy memory to pay him for all the good things he did to me and all the support he always gave me.

We were supposed to meet today in the first place we meet months ago ,you remember the park when i got hurt, i put on my best outfit http://68.media.tumblr.com/38ea15ab53e630d41710a7043ab33274/tumblr_inline_nt57hxwiq41rh84ad_500.jpgand i went there, i wanted to be the one who will wait for him but he was a step ahead of me, i hugged him slightly and we sitted in the same place, the park was empty, just a colored fountain playing next to us.

"You waited for to long oppa?" i asked smiling sadly

"it's the least i can do for the beauty princess next to me" he teased

"Aiiish, stop it with those words, i can't get used to you saying that"

"let me profit of the last flirting night at least"

"Euhh.." i was confused by his statement

"It's clearer than cristal that you love him"

"I am sorry" i looked down at my feet, but he lifted my chin and locked our eyes together "it's none's fault, just remember i will always be your soulmate and i will always protect you, tonight i was planning on giving up on you but before that please let it be our last date"

"thank you oppa for everything , but why are you talking like i will never see you again? ... "i mumbled , sincerely i was afraid to lose him  that's why i denied my feelings, i thought i will lose yoongi's friendship if i go for jungkook and that's the main reason that retained me but i am more than glad he said that he will always be here.

"Don't worry, i just meant i will remain as the big brother yoongi" he stated with a hint of sadness that i can sense very well in his voice.

Yoongi took me to a small cinema where only the two of us sitted in there, the movie were funny but i was the only one laughing and watching since all he did was looking at my face.. next we ate in a street restaurant, next he bought a necklace for me and i promised i will treasure that forever.

"Go " yoongi prononced out of nowhere while i was eating my ice cream and looking at the passing by people.

"What?"

"He is waiting for you at the roof, go before i hold onto you"

"But you ?"

"Luna go now" he ordred again

"I can't let y..o." his lips crashed on mine, which surprised me, it's the first time suga kiss me and he did it in the middle of the road, oh god,  i didn t kiss back i just closed my eyes and waited for him to pull away, i aleardy rejected him enough for a day to push him away too. { it's just a kiss}
"Kiss and say goodbye, my best quote" he exclaimed smiling slightly at me and pushing me to stand up.

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"Go now" he relaxed his back on the bank and closed his eyes, my body frooze in it's place, i want to go but i don't want to let him like that, i have to go, it's the sacrfice i have to make, why did you love me yoongi just tell me why ? i hate making him suffer.

"I said Go now before i can't let you leave anymore " he ordered again with a more strict yet trembling voice

"But.." i tried to argue but he just coverd his face more with his hat ignoring me, the only thing passing through my mind now is to hug him for the last time, i moved closer , i bended and hugged him tightly and with all my might, he didn't react , he just stayed still, i pulled away and went away. It wasn't an easy decision but it's not my fault if i falled for jungkook after all we can't control who we love, can we? Luna hurry up it's not time for you to think about those stupid things, go to him, you finally can say what you holded on for so long, I run to there to the point i even lost the ability to breath properly, when i reached the door of the roof, i fixed myself and regained my breath for some seconds and then opened the door to be surprised by the view i got, all the roof was illuminated by candles and in the middle you can see a table with a nice bottle of whine prepared for 2 persons, flowers all over the roof,, when did he find the time for all that? oh my god holy shi*t, I can't believe my eyes, the second i put my feet on the ground of the roof a warm voice started singing, i couldn't tell where it come from until two hands sliped on my waist and someone backhugged me. It was jungkook's deep voice singing on my ear, i turned to face him and i don't know how to describe the happiness i felt in his eyes and how much it made me more happy to see his amazing smile, he was more than y, more than handsome, a divine creature, some one i was more than happy to meet, someone i was glad to have in front of me. My heart still ache for yoongi but i know he is stronger than what he looks like, he will forget me soon, and he will find love because he is an amazing person and i will be there to comfort, yet for now i have right to enjoy the happiness given to me. right? 

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Jungkook's arms around my waist, mine on his neck, {thank god i wore those high heels} the look in his eyes and this bunny smile on his lips, every details is making my heart beat more for him.what have you done to me jungkook? "When did you prepare all that? what if i stayed with yoongi ?" I asked

"I knew you will come"

"Oh what a liar"

"Ok ok yoongi told me to do it"

"Oh so he aleardy knew"

"It seems so, hyung was always a very observent person, anyway so you are mine now?"

"Euh did i say i love you?"

"I know a better way to hear it" with that he leaned slowly to my lips, and my eyes closed waiting to taste the lips i missed so much and  he kissed me, this kiss was not rough nor forced, this kiss was tender and passionnate,our lips moved in the perfect harmony, he was completing me in a strange way. His tongue asked for access but i wanted to by not allowing it yet he squeezed my hips making me m*oan in his mouth, he smirked and took this opportunity to slide his tongue in exploring every corner of my mouth. My body started heating up, the only thing i am thinking of is how much this kid is expert in kissing and if this continue ,we will soon find ourselfs in the next level something i think it's still too early for.

I pulled back and he smiled in the most amazing way "i love you" those words come out from my mouth without thinking, my mind is blocked for the moment.. And he hugged me tightly as if i will run away if he don't hold on "I feel like i am dreaming Luna"

"Kiddo you are not"

"Yah yah yah stop it with kidddoo"

"Should i call you oppaa?"

"Oh no,  just kookie i like it when you say it"

"I will think about it kiddo"

"Say it again and you will see"

"Kiddo" i detached myself and i run in the roof making him follow after me, it was a little hard with those shoes, he easily catched me and i fell to be traped between the floor under me and kookie hovering over with his two hand blocking my head.

"No way out princess"

"Oh my god"

"Say my name in the cutest manner and i will let you go or else we will have se*x in here"

"but i can't" i whinned making aegyo hoping he will fall for it but his expression didn't change, this ert pissing me of from the beginning, "Koookie, please~~" i talked again and he kissed me again before standing up and helping me  "Yaaaaazh " i yelped

"sorry i can't control myself, you are so cute"
 
He pulled the chair and i sat on it "Thank you for the preparations kookie, it's so beautiful"

"Everything for you my princess" i just smiled taking a sip of the wine he poured for us

"So you are mine and only mine now? " he asked again

"Whatever you want to call it, but you have to promise me no jealousy especially with the others members" i instructed because knowing his possesiveness it will not be easy.

"No sleeping in their bed anymore"

"Huuh..why?"

"You sleep only with me"

"What ?, i think the only one i shouldn't sleep with is you"

"WHY??"

"Because first you are a ert and second my boyf.." i shut up before saying the last word i felt my cheeks getting hot, oh my god i am becoming red i almost called him my boyfriend before he ask for it are you crazy Luna oh you really lost it.
 

"Why did you stop? Am i not worthy to be called your boyfriend?"

"No no it's not like aiiish don't know"

"You are my girlfriend so stop being so shy"

"This ert"

"Proud of it" i laughed at his winking i am falling more for him,Luna how can you love a man you met like months ago this much ? no not only that but you were just ended a long relationship? yah yah no one have the right to judge me you all know the power of jungkook. Our time went on with laughter and sweet talks i am afraid this happiness disppear tomorrow so i am trying my best to profit of everything.

"Kookie can we keep it a secret? I am not talking about the members but others peoples , i don't want to cause problems , you know not all fans will accept it, and scandal may arise, please just for now, ok?"

"Pff, but i want to brag about my girlfriend"

"Please baby boy"

"Only if you promise me that you will minimise your contact with others males i am not sure i can control my jealousy"

"Arraso arraso" this jealous boyfriend i have.

"Let's go down princess before namjoon start yelling"

I stood up from my place and we walked to the door but before i can open it there is jungkook again pinning me to the wall and kissing me, he never get enough i think,and it's something i can not say no to. i like his lips and the way he hold me.

" i can not get enough of you, i really love you, my pretty girl"

"I love you too my baby boy" We entered the dorm and all of them were waiting for us in the living room, you know when you have done a mistake and there is your parents ready to scold you, yes the same feeling i got when i saw them, i tried locking my gaze with yoongi but he was avoiding me pretending to be asleep, Luna it's normal for someone who just was rejected.

"The love birds come back "teased chimchim

"Hyung hyung, Luna is blushing" annonced hoseok nudging jin who was looking like worried mom.

"MAKNAE No , Luna is too young for that" annonced rapmon a strict leader like always bluttring nonsense "WHAT?" i choked

"But hyung, i am younger" whined jungkook in a cute voice.

"it's different she is a girl, so try and touch here you will deal with me"

"joonie daddy, don't worry i will not let this ert touch me" i annonced siting between him and jin who patted my back proudly

"This ert is you boyfriend" jungkook sat in the other edge of the couch complaining

"Oh i feel like i heard this phrase before" i stated making all of them laugh expect for jungkook who groaned a little bit, yes i need a little time to get used to him being my boyfriend, i swear it's not an easy task.

Soon later, one after one went to his room , only me and my ert boyfriend were still in the living room,"you still don't want to go to bed?" he asked,"no no i am still not tired" oh my god i am so tired and i want to sleep but going to bed with your boyfriend it's not the same as going to bed with jungkook like before, it's different, you all know what can happen. aiiish what am i thinking about? am i weird ? yes you are Luna so weird to,

"Ok i will wait for you then "

"Oh no no you can go to sleep"

"it's either you go with me or i will wait for you "

"but you have to start early tomorrow and namjoon will scold me if you don't go, please kookie"

"No" he ignored me and fixed his eyes to the stupid show we were watching

"Ok let's sleep" whatever happen let it happen, i will not spend my time being scared all the time.

"finally" he bended and carried me in his arms like a child, oh he is strong, i get to discover that everytime i saw his biceps and muscle. "you better stop eating, fat girl"

"in your dreams , i will eat more so you better go with jimin and work out you will need more muscles if you want to carry me"

"Aiiish"

He placed me on his bed and i moved to the farest corner making sure there is enough space for him and enough distance between us, he slipped in the bed and being the naughty boy he always was he made sure he stuck to me to the point  i can't even move my finger i was between jungkook and the wall like a sandwich "yah kookie i can't breath"

"i don't care" he mumbled angry

"Ong~~ please move "

"No, until you explain why you became so afraid of me all of sudden"

"no i am not"

"first you sat between jin and rapmon making sure you are being so far, then you didn't want to go to sleep and finally crulling up like a ball in the farest corner, as if it's the first time sleeping here"

"It's not like that"

"Explain then"

"Kookie, it's our first night as a co..uuu.uple so.."

"Oh, so that's it, yah yah don't worry i will not touch you neither today nor anytime unless you ask me too, i can control my war of hormone you know" he kissed me after saying that which made taken aback. He should inform me that he will kiss, i don't want to have a heart attack i ma still not used please be careful.

"Heyy..you just said you can control yourself"

"Oh kissing don't include in that" i hit his chest slightly and giggled at him. " life is surely something very unpredictible" he added

"Oh yeah" i burried my face on his chest and his arms hugged me more. This happiness i am feeling now i wish no one take it from me, i am afraid when i wake up everything will disppear, i am afraid everything will be gone, it's like a dream , a dream you wish you don't ever wake up from. I don't know when i fell this hard for jungkook and when he became so important in my life, being in his arms know make me feel like a butterfly enjoying a scene full of pretty rose.I am in paradise.

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Life is full of surprise, and it's not always an easy task to live but we all try our best to do it. Luna is in here dreamland for now, she have amazing family and friend, the perfect job and a wonderfull boyfriend who really loves her, but there is always something around the corner, i just wish for her to enjoy those moments, no one knows when she will get kicked by destiny.

It's not the end yet, let's see how much endurance she have.

AN//

I am back to school and i have class from 9am to 7 pm , add to that the fact i am sick, updating regulary became very hard but this story is not like any story you have read before, it's just the beginning, yes you have to anticipate what's coming. Be ready readers,  it's not ending and i promise it will surprise you when it does.