Centre Stage

The Wish of Existence
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With tiresome morning lessons behind him, Kyungsoo was in the library, fulfilling his duty as student librarian. Unlike yesterday, the library had students and staff alike, meaning no special event was unfolding that lunch time. With a book in hand, he eyed the phone placed upon the tower of the desktop computer, his sister was right, the phone's former red display of drained power turned green, with a lightning bolt in the middle, signifying charging. He was somehow glad that it wouldn't die, even though he had very little use for it. He hoped that by the end of his shift, the phone would be fully charged. With that in mind, he returned to the story held in his hands; a novel of a woman in a mental institution; he was content with his life, but those moments, when he was maddened by their situation – the stress of loss, the fragility of their economic state, their descend down the social scale, it weighed upon him heavily. He found fascination in the stories of those who suffered harsher fates, under the torturous influence of their faulty brains; it made him realise that his life was quite comfortable still, that his mind kept him safe and sharp, and not attempting to kill him through an unspeakable disease like depression or schizophrenia.

 

After classes were officially over for the day, Kyungsoo walked to the auxiliary building at the back of the school, where the drama club was supposed to meet, or at least, that's what's the announcement claimed. At the rear of the school were two buildings; the theatre hall and the gym court. On special occasions, whether parent's evenings, or the school hosting a game, the buildings would be aburst with people, though normally they were locked and vacant, only to be used in seldom interims by clubs. The town had ample green space and natural scenery aplenty, where all had a consensus that doing activities outside was for the better.

Kyungsoo pulled the handle on one of the ornate double doors to the theatre and passed. Ahead of him, in the entrance hall, he saw the doors open, a make-shift paper sign hanged upon the door indicating a meeting, but not just for the drama club, for the dance club as well.

 

Kyungsoo entered the stage and descended down the passage, passing the rows of seats swiftly, as he made his way to the site of the stage. Near the stage, were groups of people belonging to each club. They were distinguishible by their clothing – the drama club members retained their uniforms, while the dance club were already in loose comfortable clothing.

“Kyungsoo, you made it!” exalted the tallest of both groups.

“Yes, sir,” He bowed to the man, the drama teacher, “sorry I'm late.”

“No problem, they're still making preparation backstage.”

“Backstage...?” Kyungsoo echoed, looking to the grand empty stage before them, bare of any décor or props.

“Yes, some members of the dance club and the drama club have created this beautiful merged project and I thought it would inspirational for everybody to see it.”

“Okay...” Nodded Kyungsoo, taking a seat in the third row centre, having a good look at the stage.

Whilst the groups conversed among themselves, Kyungsoo relaxed on the seat by himself, fiddling with the phone. He noticed no features that would indicate any prior ownership; it was pristine, not a scratch on any corner. There was no digital remain that would help his query; no pictures, music, video: It was indeed a brand new phone. Why would someone as strange as Lay hand him something so expensive? During his shift at the library, he looked for the boy in the reference material corner and saw nobody, like usual for that place of the library.

 

“Ah!” he yelped, startled by the vibration and bell chime emanating from the phone, the groups looked to Kyungsoo, “Sorry, I forgot to mute it.”

He lowered his head and looked at his lap where his hands cradled the phone. What he saw on the screen shocked him: It was a message from Luhan.

“How did he...!” he grumble to himself. He opened the message and read its contents.

 

LuLu:

“Kyungsoo, you won't believe what happened!!”

 

 

Kyungsoo:

“How did you get his number!?”

 

LuLu:

“Never mind that! You know I've been about a new computer?”

 

Kyungsoo:

“Yeah?”

 

LuLu:

“Months ago, I entered a contest when I registered my new photo editing software, and I was picked a winner!”

 

Kyungsoo:

“Congrats!”

 

LuLu:

“I won a brand new desktop tower!”

 

Kyungsoo:

“What?!”

 

LuLu:

“Yeah, with some sweet specs, I was like, wow!”

 

Kyungsoo:

“Really?!”

 

LuLu:

“I know! Screw that Lay kid, I'm a natural winner!!”

 

Kyungsoo:

“Right...”

 

Kyungsoo replied with a bright winning smile; was it him? Or was it once again, coincidence? Luhan was a good person – cheeky with a sharp tongue, sometimes naughty with witty comments but altogether loyal and nice, one of the few people Kyungsoo would trust with secrets, if he was a more interesting person.

The lights of the theatre darkened and Kyungsoo excused himself from his friend, asking him to text him later, or even call him with all the details. He placed the phone back in his pocket and focus all his attention to the events unfolding in the stage.

 

In the darkness, Kyungsoo could not fathom sight or sound. Then, out there, in the obscurity, a spotlight lit swiftly in the stage. At its centre, stood, what Kyungsoo recognised, was the sight of awe that was Yoona. Wigged into white flowing locks, and covered by white blanket, Yoona looked beyond the distance of the audience of her peers, into the place in her mind where she could vocalise the words of her character's soul. She stepped forwards, nearing the edge of the stage, and with a voice thin with fragility and resonant to all, nonetheless, she plead:

 

I stand before you, as a broken effigy of seasons

 

To bid my warnings, and grant wisdom to reasons,

 

The flow of time can only

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floralnori
#1
Chapter 29: Thanks for another great chapter! Kyungsoo is so lucky in his friendships. He doesn't have many friends, but the ones he has are so loyal and supportive and really only want the best for him. I'm glad he let Sehun into his life. And he actually seemed to listen, understand, and take what Sehun had to say to heart. I can't wait for their performance. They're going to show everyone!
floralnori
#2
Chapter 24: Kyungsoo keeps surprising, sometimes even shocking me. When he started shouting at Jongin, I actually had to step away from my computer for a moment. I knew the hallway was still filled with students on their way to class, and I didn't know what would happen next. And then Kyungsoo surprised me. Instead of curling into a ball of fear, he straightened his back and talked back to those that could hurt him. He's so brave in that moment. Great job, author-nim!
0818420
#3
Chapter 23: I think.......Sehun is Luhan's boyfriend???is it? Or just my lala imagination.... Lalalala...
bloodywidow #4
Chapter 19: T_T kyungsoo broke my heart when he ran from the library and broke down alone his walls are collapsing over him. I hope that something good happens to him...like finding a something he's passionate about again or a purpose for his life rather than wilting away for his sisters. Since his 2 best friends are gone, kyungsoo's time with jongin and kris is going to be more concentrated? can't wait to see how that goes!! at the end when you described him losing his wings .. I couldn't help but think of a fallen angel's image...will he change to the better/worse or will people change for him ? ahhh to many questions XDD
floralnori
#5
Chapter 17: I am so glad that Kyungsoo sat down and properly thought about how his actions and beliefs (trying to protect everyone, being their martyr) was affecting his friends and family. Actually he was a lot like Jongin in the last chapter not recognizing the power he has over others. I loved Kyungsoo's wishes for Chanyeol and Luhan. The one for Chanyeol was a little bossy but Luhan's was pure gold. I'm really glad they went through. :)
bloodywidow #6
Chapter 15: *spoiler*

REALLY interested in seeing how things develop between Kyungsoo and kris! Because of YOU and your “Long before I was yours” XD they are becoming my second favorite after kaisoo XD
If ANYTHING, this fiction, specially the acting parts in the theater, makes me wish you would do an alternative universe/magic/ dark world! I also wrote that while commenting in another fiction of yours and here I say it again…your way of writing is very regal and majestic that suits the older periods ..

English is not my first language but I hoped I conveyed my feeling and thoughts the right way .. and as always LOVE your art .. UPDATE as soon as you can XD!!!

P.S. the tag said comedy? Soooo.. is that a typo or the comedy is still to come?
bloodywidow #7
Chapter 15: *spoiler*

Nothing is for free in life...I’m afraid of that the rectangular mobile… "Lay" gave me the creeps and I'm afraid for Kyungsoo. It, in away, reminded me of death note... instead of the death you have a wish but at what cost? Does it really grant wishes or is it a mere coincidence? I hope that you focus more on abnormal part of the fiction… it gives it a different feel … but if that isn’t what you planned, that is okay too ^_^

I don't like the sisters... soojuung’s selfishness gets on my nerves...she is a huge reason why they are suffering… she can go to kyungsoo's school instead of that elite one but she chooses not to! She also knew Kyungsoo have the habit of skipping lunch for her and her sister and yet stayed quite. She also helps him get night shifts although the older sister specifically asked them not to.
The older sister is a non-factor to me in this story ..refusing soojung working in the 24/7 market but agreeing to let kyungsoo work is beyond me >.<'

how did luhan get kyungsoo's number? Maybe he is the one who bought it and gave it to lay to give it to Kyungsoo?

If jongin is going to fall in love with Kyungsoo, and he will XD, it is not going to be because of a wish.. he was taken the moment Kyungsoo lifted his gaze and acted! That is what shock and frightened him. I really don’t mind what he said to Kyungsoo ..everyone is entitle to their own opinion but shouldn’t act upon it to hurt anyone!
floralnori
#8
Chapter 14: I am so loving the bromance between the three boys. Luhan and Chanyeol accept Kyungsoo as he is, just as he accepts them. Which makes Jongin's narrow mindedness that much harder to stomach. My guts churned when he said it was wrong for boys to like each other and assumed Kyungsoo wasn't gay. Kyungsoo is so brave in that moment when he corrects him and admits that he is. His heart is breaking and he's still true to himself. :) Awesome.
floralnori
#9
Chapter 13: I am really enjoying this story! I love the combination of hyper emotional reality and magical realism. I always feel like I'm right inside of Kyungsoo as he experiences this world that's almost completely out of his control even with a wish-granting app. I am so glad he has his strong friendships with Chanyeol and Luhan. I am so confused by Jongin's almost dead reaction to Kyungsoo at the end of this chapter. Did the wish backfire and cause their emotional connection to self-destruct? I can't wait for the next chapter!
IMAGINEBYDRAGONS #10
Chapter 11: It's such a shame this story doesn't get the recognition it deserves. This is such a great story..sorry for the lack of vocabulary, I ran out of words to say. You deserved an upvote from me :)