Clear the air

The Wish of Existence
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Monday came rolling far to quickly for Kyungsoo's taste. Saturday was a flash to him, due to the fatigue from work, then Sunday was spent solely on his homework, studying and spending a bit of time with his sisters in front of the TV. He felt that either that he had to manage his time better or he was just not minding time as much as he thought he did.

 

Sitting in class, in the back, as always, found Kyungsoo and his never-failing friend, grades notwithstanding, Chanyeol staring dead-eyed to the front, unsure, to both, whether the words of the teacher in front were reaching them not by limitation of their place, but of the subject of the lesson itself.

The taller of the two nudge the other;

“Soo, are you getting any of it?” Chanyeol whispered to his friend, leaning towards him.

“Nuh-uh...” Kyungsoo shook his head dejectedly, feeling utterly bored, all apparent by his lids hooding his eyes and his struggle to hold his head up with his hand.

“If I'd known that we'd be tearfully bored, I'd skipped this lesson, cause you know I - ” Chanyeol halted, feeling the weight of gaze of someone, from far in the front, “Huh...” the goof of a boy noted to himself, pursing his lips into a line, rounding his cheeks.

“What?” Kyungsoo turned to his friend, noticing that he stopped mid-sentence, “what then?”

“Hey, Kyungsoo, has Jongin talked to you yet?”

“No,” Kyungsoo replied as if the answer was obvious to them both, “Even on Satuday afternoon, I saw him walk by the plaza and when I called to him, he pretended that he didn't hear me, much less know me.”

“Really?” Chanyeol eyed his friend suspiciously, not entirely believing him.

“Yeah, I told you why on Thursday, didn't I?”

“Still...” Chanyeol leans back into his chair, retreating from leaning into Kyungsoo “that doesn't explain why he keeps looking this way.”

“He what?” Kyungsoo asked, unsure if he heard right, or his friend was delirious. He himself stared at the front row, and unbelieveably to the fair student, he clashed eyes with a certain olive-skin striking individual. They soon diverted their gazes away from one another.

“He's been looking back every now and then, now that I notice.”

“Well...” Kyungsoo attempted to rationalise, ignoring the narrowing of his diaphragm “I did something quite gay to him... chances are he isn't over it. Not in a good way.”

“I don't think that's what it is. I mean, even if he was upset about it, he wouldn't hurt a fly.”

“I know he won't raise his fists, but his words can still carry a ton of power around here,” Kyungsoo sighed, holding his own head, “now I'm scared...” he said, chuckling emptily to himself, due to being unable to make light of the situation.

“Hey, don't be, I'm here,” Chanyeol assured his friend, pressing his hand onto his smaller friend's shoulder “now I wish I was gay, so that I could be your boyfriend and believe, for once, that I'd protect you.”

The smaller of the two retracted from the taller and eyed him up and down, judging his outward appearance “Ugh... no thanks, let me just get a beating.” Kyungsoo stated light-heartedly.

Chanyeol's mouth gaped in mock shock and addressed his friend in kind “Are you saying that after all we've been through, you wouldn't pick me to be your boyfriend, if you had the choice?”

“No...I like men, not boys, Park Chanyeol.”

“Shut up, I'm all man, from head to toes, specially my mid-section and below.”

“How exciting,” The fair student said flatly, “a beer belly and an untamed bush.”

“I am breaking up with you, Do Kyungsoo.” declared a pouty Chanyeol.

“My broken heart...” Kyungsoo uttered with a comical high-pitched voice, grasping his chest, “Now I won't be able to rest my head on your blubby tummy, Chanyeollie!”

Both friends burst into laughter as they jested with one another.

 

A loud, fake cough interrupted the guffawing pair.

 

“Mr. Park, Mr. Do, is there something funny you find about my lesson that you would care to explain to the rest of the class.”

“Er...” both boys felt at a loss for words, looking to each other for an explanation.

“I just...” Kyungsoo spoke up, standing up “Chanyeol was explaining to me how my blubber belly reminded him of the creature in the story.” His confession received positive chuckles from his fellow classmates.

“Hm...” The teacher leered at the fair student, who was slowly shrinking in place in embarrassment, due to the weight of the attention, “I am glad you are listening, but don't stray.”

“Yes, sir...” Kyungsoo lowered himself back into his seat slowly, “Phew...” he let out as the class resumed.

“Hey,” the goof boy nudged his friend once again “it was supposed to be me that had the blubby tummy, Kyungsoo. Don't steal my thunder.”

“Oh, Yeollie, you're such a jealous boyfriend.” grinned Kyungsoo to his friend.

 

Lunchtime finally came, after what seemed a crawl of multitude lessons. Unlike his usual schedule, today was one of the days Kyungsoo took off from his duty at the library, choosing to spend his time with his two friends. The trio of friends found themselves sitting outside, at a connecting corridor on the second floor that lead to another wing of the school. With their backs supported by the concrete fence, the three faced each other as they discussed their weekends and pooled their lunch treats in the middle of their circle.

“Did you tell Luhan?” Chanyeol asked with his mouth full of tuna sandwich.

Kyungsoo visibly recoiled at the state of his friend's eating mannerisms, “Uh... no...”

“Tell me what?” Luhan asked as he sat across from the two.

“The thing is...” Kyungsoo then went on to explain the terribly complex situation he found himself in; his infatuation for a certain handsome top-ranker and the manner in which he withdrew from the drama club.

“Wow...” Luhan replied, flabbergasted “I knew you had the hots for him, but that is daring, even for you.”

“I was acting!” Kyungsoo cried out in embarrassment, “now he hates me...”

“You don't know that...” Luhan said, in a comforting tone, “he's a nice guy after all.”

“But Yeollie said that he was glaring at us the entire first four periods.”

“No,” Chanyeol was swift to deny, this time, with an empty mouth, though not fully presentable; a piece of bread stuck to the side of his lip “I said he was staring, I didn't say glare.”

“But I'm sure he was.” Kyungsoo unenthusiastically insisted, burying his head in his hands.

“But he wasn't, Soo. He was staring, like he wanted to say something.”

Kyungsoo turned his head to his tall friend, glowering “You think that he'd say something that would be good?”

“I don't know, but Jongin's always been a cool person, he probably just wants to clear the air and you know...”

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floralnori
#1
Chapter 29: Thanks for another great chapter! Kyungsoo is so lucky in his friendships. He doesn't have many friends, but the ones he has are so loyal and supportive and really only want the best for him. I'm glad he let Sehun into his life. And he actually seemed to listen, understand, and take what Sehun had to say to heart. I can't wait for their performance. They're going to show everyone!
floralnori
#2
Chapter 24: Kyungsoo keeps surprising, sometimes even shocking me. When he started shouting at Jongin, I actually had to step away from my computer for a moment. I knew the hallway was still filled with students on their way to class, and I didn't know what would happen next. And then Kyungsoo surprised me. Instead of curling into a ball of fear, he straightened his back and talked back to those that could hurt him. He's so brave in that moment. Great job, author-nim!
0818420
#3
Chapter 23: I think.......Sehun is Luhan's boyfriend???is it? Or just my lala imagination.... Lalalala...
bloodywidow #4
Chapter 19: T_T kyungsoo broke my heart when he ran from the library and broke down alone his walls are collapsing over him. I hope that something good happens to him...like finding a something he's passionate about again or a purpose for his life rather than wilting away for his sisters. Since his 2 best friends are gone, kyungsoo's time with jongin and kris is going to be more concentrated? can't wait to see how that goes!! at the end when you described him losing his wings .. I couldn't help but think of a fallen angel's image...will he change to the better/worse or will people change for him ? ahhh to many questions XDD
floralnori
#5
Chapter 17: I am so glad that Kyungsoo sat down and properly thought about how his actions and beliefs (trying to protect everyone, being their martyr) was affecting his friends and family. Actually he was a lot like Jongin in the last chapter not recognizing the power he has over others. I loved Kyungsoo's wishes for Chanyeol and Luhan. The one for Chanyeol was a little bossy but Luhan's was pure gold. I'm really glad they went through. :)
bloodywidow #6
Chapter 15: *spoiler*

REALLY interested in seeing how things develop between Kyungsoo and kris! Because of YOU and your “Long before I was yours” XD they are becoming my second favorite after kaisoo XD
If ANYTHING, this fiction, specially the acting parts in the theater, makes me wish you would do an alternative universe/magic/ dark world! I also wrote that while commenting in another fiction of yours and here I say it again…your way of writing is very regal and majestic that suits the older periods ..

English is not my first language but I hoped I conveyed my feeling and thoughts the right way .. and as always LOVE your art .. UPDATE as soon as you can XD!!!

P.S. the tag said comedy? Soooo.. is that a typo or the comedy is still to come?
bloodywidow #7
Chapter 15: *spoiler*

Nothing is for free in life...I’m afraid of that the rectangular mobile… "Lay" gave me the creeps and I'm afraid for Kyungsoo. It, in away, reminded me of death note... instead of the death you have a wish but at what cost? Does it really grant wishes or is it a mere coincidence? I hope that you focus more on abnormal part of the fiction… it gives it a different feel … but if that isn’t what you planned, that is okay too ^_^

I don't like the sisters... soojuung’s selfishness gets on my nerves...she is a huge reason why they are suffering… she can go to kyungsoo's school instead of that elite one but she chooses not to! She also knew Kyungsoo have the habit of skipping lunch for her and her sister and yet stayed quite. She also helps him get night shifts although the older sister specifically asked them not to.
The older sister is a non-factor to me in this story ..refusing soojung working in the 24/7 market but agreeing to let kyungsoo work is beyond me >.<'

how did luhan get kyungsoo's number? Maybe he is the one who bought it and gave it to lay to give it to Kyungsoo?

If jongin is going to fall in love with Kyungsoo, and he will XD, it is not going to be because of a wish.. he was taken the moment Kyungsoo lifted his gaze and acted! That is what shock and frightened him. I really don’t mind what he said to Kyungsoo ..everyone is entitle to their own opinion but shouldn’t act upon it to hurt anyone!
floralnori
#8
Chapter 14: I am so loving the bromance between the three boys. Luhan and Chanyeol accept Kyungsoo as he is, just as he accepts them. Which makes Jongin's narrow mindedness that much harder to stomach. My guts churned when he said it was wrong for boys to like each other and assumed Kyungsoo wasn't gay. Kyungsoo is so brave in that moment when he corrects him and admits that he is. His heart is breaking and he's still true to himself. :) Awesome.
floralnori
#9
Chapter 13: I am really enjoying this story! I love the combination of hyper emotional reality and magical realism. I always feel like I'm right inside of Kyungsoo as he experiences this world that's almost completely out of his control even with a wish-granting app. I am so glad he has his strong friendships with Chanyeol and Luhan. I am so confused by Jongin's almost dead reaction to Kyungsoo at the end of this chapter. Did the wish backfire and cause their emotional connection to self-destruct? I can't wait for the next chapter!
IMAGINEBYDRAGONS #10
Chapter 11: It's such a shame this story doesn't get the recognition it deserves. This is such a great story..sorry for the lack of vocabulary, I ran out of words to say. You deserved an upvote from me :)