Lay

The Wish of Existence
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At Lunchtime, Kyungsoo walked from the classroom to the library, where he usually took turns being the student librarian; organising books according to the system, sell pens and pencils if students needed them, and to be in silence with a multitude of worlds, hidden beneath bound pages. Whilst his family cherished their time together in front of the TV, the only other piece of technology they shared was a laptop. His sisters both had smartphones, Sooyeon, to keep in touch with suppliers, keep track of the earnings, and contact clients, whilst Soojung used it to both fit in among her friends and organise herself appropriately. He willingly deprived himself, getting another plan for another mobile would be far too costly, and with their inconsistent capita, it would be far too economically hectic for them.

 

Upon arriving at the silent library, he noticed something strange; no one was in there. It was sans librarian and students. He questioned to himself whether he arrived to early, or he was missing an important school event.

He approached the desk and saw that indeed, there was no one behind it, or in the office. He moved to stand behind the counter and noticed that the returned and unshelved books trolley was full. Leaving his backpack under the desk, he took the trolley handle in hand and pushed it, rolling it to where the bookcases where.

Alphabetic, numerics, subjects, topics, sections – all the dividing information that drove the books apart, but in order, were what filled Kyungsoo's mind. He adored this quietness, almost as much as the quietness he found in his room. A silence without the grumble of the sea, or the whistling of the wind, was relaxing in its own way.

 

The last few books on the trolley were on very esoteric topics and seldom read documents – dissertations, essays, old magazines. Therefore, Kyungsoo found himself at the cornermost space of the library, where dust was thicker there than in other places. He checked the label on the books and groaned, disgruntled:

“These books go on top of the shelves...” he complained, having to push and pull the ladder then put it back in its place, “I really don't want to get the ladder.”

“No need, I got it.” a voice calmly stated behind him.

“Yah!” he yelped, not expecting to hear anybody. He grasped at his chest and turned, scolding the person “Good God... please announce yourself when you approach someone.” In front of Kyungsoo was a ladder and behind it, through the gaps in the steps, he saw a young man, offering a lipped smile. The boy seemed normal, plain – his protruding eyes and hooded eyes stared into Kyungsoo with what he felt was true neutrality. The smile he offered was more a polite offering than a friendly gesture.

“I'm not God, but thank you.” the boy said.

“I didn't mean – never mind, thank you.” Kyungsoo took the sides of the ladder and pushed it against the bookcase. He climbed to the top, with the books on one arm and placed each one appropriately.

“Do you like getting what you want?” asked the boy, tilting his head up from the bottom of the ladder, staring at Kyungsoo.

“Yes, I would appreciate it with less shocks, however.”

“Why do you like getting what you want?” The boy prod further.

“Because, if I wanted it and I got it, means I am a master of my own desire, as well as a person.”

“Even if you just wished for it, but done nothing towards it?”

“Hmm...” began to ponder on the strange boy's prodding questions “that depends on how much I want it. Sometimes you feel distress when something you wish but will never get always appears before you, even in your mind, right?”

“I wouldn't know...” the boy shrugged.

“I didn't even ask your name, I'm sorry,” he descended from the ladder, offering his fair hand “I'm Do Kyungsoo.”

“Call me Lay.” the boy reciprocated the gesture and shook hands formally.

“Okay, Lay. I've never seen you around, what year are you in?”

Lay shook his head, “I'm sorry,” Kyungsoo corked a brow at the misplaced excuse “but here,” Lay took hold of the teenager's hand and placed a black rectangular item in its grasp.

“What's this...?” Kyungsoo asked, inspecting the item in his hands. He felt a button near the corner of the item and pressed it, suddenly the screen lit, “a phone? Why are you giving this to me? The library isn't the lost and found, the office is - ”

“It's yours,” Lay said, “It's in your name.”

Kyungsoo eyed the student before him with narrowed eyes, “That can't be,” he denied “I don't have a phone.”

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floralnori
#1
Chapter 29: Thanks for another great chapter! Kyungsoo is so lucky in his friendships. He doesn't have many friends, but the ones he has are so loyal and supportive and really only want the best for him. I'm glad he let Sehun into his life. And he actually seemed to listen, understand, and take what Sehun had to say to heart. I can't wait for their performance. They're going to show everyone!
floralnori
#2
Chapter 24: Kyungsoo keeps surprising, sometimes even shocking me. When he started shouting at Jongin, I actually had to step away from my computer for a moment. I knew the hallway was still filled with students on their way to class, and I didn't know what would happen next. And then Kyungsoo surprised me. Instead of curling into a ball of fear, he straightened his back and talked back to those that could hurt him. He's so brave in that moment. Great job, author-nim!
0818420
#3
Chapter 23: I think.......Sehun is Luhan's boyfriend???is it? Or just my lala imagination.... Lalalala...
bloodywidow #4
Chapter 19: T_T kyungsoo broke my heart when he ran from the library and broke down alone his walls are collapsing over him. I hope that something good happens to him...like finding a something he's passionate about again or a purpose for his life rather than wilting away for his sisters. Since his 2 best friends are gone, kyungsoo's time with jongin and kris is going to be more concentrated? can't wait to see how that goes!! at the end when you described him losing his wings .. I couldn't help but think of a fallen angel's image...will he change to the better/worse or will people change for him ? ahhh to many questions XDD
floralnori
#5
Chapter 17: I am so glad that Kyungsoo sat down and properly thought about how his actions and beliefs (trying to protect everyone, being their martyr) was affecting his friends and family. Actually he was a lot like Jongin in the last chapter not recognizing the power he has over others. I loved Kyungsoo's wishes for Chanyeol and Luhan. The one for Chanyeol was a little bossy but Luhan's was pure gold. I'm really glad they went through. :)
bloodywidow #6
Chapter 15: *spoiler*

REALLY interested in seeing how things develop between Kyungsoo and kris! Because of YOU and your “Long before I was yours” XD they are becoming my second favorite after kaisoo XD
If ANYTHING, this fiction, specially the acting parts in the theater, makes me wish you would do an alternative universe/magic/ dark world! I also wrote that while commenting in another fiction of yours and here I say it again…your way of writing is very regal and majestic that suits the older periods ..

English is not my first language but I hoped I conveyed my feeling and thoughts the right way .. and as always LOVE your art .. UPDATE as soon as you can XD!!!

P.S. the tag said comedy? Soooo.. is that a typo or the comedy is still to come?
bloodywidow #7
Chapter 15: *spoiler*

Nothing is for free in life...I’m afraid of that the rectangular mobile… "Lay" gave me the creeps and I'm afraid for Kyungsoo. It, in away, reminded me of death note... instead of the death you have a wish but at what cost? Does it really grant wishes or is it a mere coincidence? I hope that you focus more on abnormal part of the fiction… it gives it a different feel … but if that isn’t what you planned, that is okay too ^_^

I don't like the sisters... soojuung’s selfishness gets on my nerves...she is a huge reason why they are suffering… she can go to kyungsoo's school instead of that elite one but she chooses not to! She also knew Kyungsoo have the habit of skipping lunch for her and her sister and yet stayed quite. She also helps him get night shifts although the older sister specifically asked them not to.
The older sister is a non-factor to me in this story ..refusing soojung working in the 24/7 market but agreeing to let kyungsoo work is beyond me >.<'

how did luhan get kyungsoo's number? Maybe he is the one who bought it and gave it to lay to give it to Kyungsoo?

If jongin is going to fall in love with Kyungsoo, and he will XD, it is not going to be because of a wish.. he was taken the moment Kyungsoo lifted his gaze and acted! That is what shock and frightened him. I really don’t mind what he said to Kyungsoo ..everyone is entitle to their own opinion but shouldn’t act upon it to hurt anyone!
floralnori
#8
Chapter 14: I am so loving the bromance between the three boys. Luhan and Chanyeol accept Kyungsoo as he is, just as he accepts them. Which makes Jongin's narrow mindedness that much harder to stomach. My guts churned when he said it was wrong for boys to like each other and assumed Kyungsoo wasn't gay. Kyungsoo is so brave in that moment when he corrects him and admits that he is. His heart is breaking and he's still true to himself. :) Awesome.
floralnori
#9
Chapter 13: I am really enjoying this story! I love the combination of hyper emotional reality and magical realism. I always feel like I'm right inside of Kyungsoo as he experiences this world that's almost completely out of his control even with a wish-granting app. I am so glad he has his strong friendships with Chanyeol and Luhan. I am so confused by Jongin's almost dead reaction to Kyungsoo at the end of this chapter. Did the wish backfire and cause their emotional connection to self-destruct? I can't wait for the next chapter!
IMAGINEBYDRAGONS #10
Chapter 11: It's such a shame this story doesn't get the recognition it deserves. This is such a great story..sorry for the lack of vocabulary, I ran out of words to say. You deserved an upvote from me :)