Pride

The Wish of Existence
Please Subscribe to read the full chapter

After a remarkable day spent in school, Kyungsoo found himself in the town's main supermarket, a grand warehouse like building with banners and signs demonstrating sales and deals. Still in his uniform and his backpack on his back, with now a phone, he perused the chilly vegetable section of the shop, pondering on the prices and the menu for today.

“Hmm...” he hummed, fingers rubbing his chin as he eyed the prices of the green vegetables, “I could either make vegetable broth, a paste, soup, or stew – either way, it'll have to be vegetables only, we're only on the second week of the month and with Mrs. Li's coupons, at the end of the month, we could treat ourselves...so...if we're patient now...”

 

It seemed like a long session of mind-numbing, brain-crushing exercise in both will and numerics, but Kyungsoo finally filled his shopping basket with greens and the rest. As he eyed the queue from the end of the aisle, he pondered on whether his sisters or the house needed anything before he joined the waiting line.

“We have detergent...dish washing soap, bleach...do we have - ”

“Oh, well, hello there!” saluted a fiery, haughty-sounding, female voice near the thinking student.

Kyungsoo turned to the direction of the voice, and the boy's seemingly calmed face stretched into a struggling smile, barely able to bare his teeth at the woman, “Good afternoon, Mrs. Li.”

“Hi, dear, out shopping?”

“Yes, my sisters are quite busy today, so it is my turn to shop and make dinner.”

“So hard-working!” the woman exalted, grinning, “are you using the gifts I gave to your sister?”

“Not yet, Mrs. Li, I'm planning to save them for next week.”

“Your sister Sooyeon did a wonderful alteration to my foreign designer dress, and whilst I waited for the alteration,” her define, thick brows suddenly furrowed and her bright expression darkened for a second, to utter a detail that she found intolerable “a while, mind you,” Kyungsoo maintained his smile, trying his hardest grasp at patience due to woman's lack of empathy at her sister's great effort to perfect the task she had been given. The woman, with a tweaked brow carried on and mouing lips continued, “Father Choi reminded me to do charitable work for the community and I thought of you three siblings.”

“Considerate, are we...” Kyungsoo felt his innards discolour at the attempt to praise the woman's kindness as well as inability to empathise with the impact of her words, “You are so awful – ly kind, Mrs. Li,” He bowed ever slightly at the woman “thank you for thinking of us.”

“You are most certainly welcome – ah – son, come here!” Mrs. Li beckoned a person behind Kyungsoo. A statuesque, virile looking blond young man approached the two of them. The blond boy nodded to Kyungsoo, “Kyungsoo, you must've heard my son's achievement today.”

“Yes...” he nodded slowly to the woman. He turned to Yifan and smiled “Congratulations, Yifan, for attaining first place, yet again.”

“Th – thank you, Kyungsoo.” Yifan offered a small bow, unsure of how to return the gesture.

“If you're struggling with school, Kyungsoo, you can ask my son, anytime, I'm sure he'd be able to even teach you the basics.”

“Right...the basics...” Kyungsoo mirrored the woman's words through feigned-grinning gritted teeth.

“Uh, Mother,” the blond boy, noting Kyungsoo's boiling patience, plead to his mother “we should go, we shall be late for the Church's meeting.”

“Ah, right. Ah...” she sighed dramatically, “being a important member of the community keeps you busy all the time, how I wish I could have schedule such as yours.”

“Of course, Mrs. Li,” Kyungsoo agreed pedantically, and in a monotone voice. Mother and son excused themselves and he uttered, very roughly, with a weak wave “goodbye...” As soon as he saw the pair disappear at an aisle, he made a gag gesture to himself, “Ugh...good-for-nothing boasters.”

 

An empty house, a blaring radio blasting the latest hits, and the solitude of the kitchen to do his task was the perfect combination for Kyungsoo to wind down after the day's event – an awkward conversation with Kim Jongin, a forced phone passed onto him, an encounter with the grand Mrs. Li, the smell of earthy vegetables, boiling with the mixture for soup, was brining moistness to his mouth in anticipation. He thanked the stars that rice was cheap in their small town. He eyed the clock in the dining room and reckoned that his sisters would come home soon. Wishing to be prepared, he began to take out the bowls and cutleries from the upper cupboards and the drawers.

He set the table accordingly; A bowl, spoon and a table napkin for Sooyeon at the head of the table, Soojung to her left and himself to the right. It wasn't a catalogue inspired setting – their old oak table set, a grimy cloth set upon it, the chandelier hanging above with most of its light out, but it was cosy, and it was home, and that's all he needed; why want for more?

 

With a big ornate bowl containing a aromatic, steaming vegetable soup set at the centre of the table, Kyungsoo eagerly waited the arrival of his sisters. He sat in the living room, news flashing on the TV. Whilst he usually mellowed into sleep at the sound of the newscaster's voice, something seemed to caught his attention.

 

“Our correspondents in China have informed us of breaking news – a bombing has occurred in Xinjiang, factories targeted by a terrorist group. Casualties are estimated to range fr

Please Subscribe to read the full chapter
Like this story? Give it an Upvote!
Thank you!

Comments

You must be logged in to comment
floralnori
#1
Chapter 29: Thanks for another great chapter! Kyungsoo is so lucky in his friendships. He doesn't have many friends, but the ones he has are so loyal and supportive and really only want the best for him. I'm glad he let Sehun into his life. And he actually seemed to listen, understand, and take what Sehun had to say to heart. I can't wait for their performance. They're going to show everyone!
floralnori
#2
Chapter 24: Kyungsoo keeps surprising, sometimes even shocking me. When he started shouting at Jongin, I actually had to step away from my computer for a moment. I knew the hallway was still filled with students on their way to class, and I didn't know what would happen next. And then Kyungsoo surprised me. Instead of curling into a ball of fear, he straightened his back and talked back to those that could hurt him. He's so brave in that moment. Great job, author-nim!
0818420
#3
Chapter 23: I think.......Sehun is Luhan's boyfriend???is it? Or just my lala imagination.... Lalalala...
bloodywidow #4
Chapter 19: T_T kyungsoo broke my heart when he ran from the library and broke down alone his walls are collapsing over him. I hope that something good happens to him...like finding a something he's passionate about again or a purpose for his life rather than wilting away for his sisters. Since his 2 best friends are gone, kyungsoo's time with jongin and kris is going to be more concentrated? can't wait to see how that goes!! at the end when you described him losing his wings .. I couldn't help but think of a fallen angel's image...will he change to the better/worse or will people change for him ? ahhh to many questions XDD
floralnori
#5
Chapter 17: I am so glad that Kyungsoo sat down and properly thought about how his actions and beliefs (trying to protect everyone, being their martyr) was affecting his friends and family. Actually he was a lot like Jongin in the last chapter not recognizing the power he has over others. I loved Kyungsoo's wishes for Chanyeol and Luhan. The one for Chanyeol was a little bossy but Luhan's was pure gold. I'm really glad they went through. :)
bloodywidow #6
Chapter 15: *spoiler*

REALLY interested in seeing how things develop between Kyungsoo and kris! Because of YOU and your “Long before I was yours” XD they are becoming my second favorite after kaisoo XD
If ANYTHING, this fiction, specially the acting parts in the theater, makes me wish you would do an alternative universe/magic/ dark world! I also wrote that while commenting in another fiction of yours and here I say it again…your way of writing is very regal and majestic that suits the older periods ..

English is not my first language but I hoped I conveyed my feeling and thoughts the right way .. and as always LOVE your art .. UPDATE as soon as you can XD!!!

P.S. the tag said comedy? Soooo.. is that a typo or the comedy is still to come?
bloodywidow #7
Chapter 15: *spoiler*

Nothing is for free in life...I’m afraid of that the rectangular mobile… "Lay" gave me the creeps and I'm afraid for Kyungsoo. It, in away, reminded me of death note... instead of the death you have a wish but at what cost? Does it really grant wishes or is it a mere coincidence? I hope that you focus more on abnormal part of the fiction… it gives it a different feel … but if that isn’t what you planned, that is okay too ^_^

I don't like the sisters... soojuung’s selfishness gets on my nerves...she is a huge reason why they are suffering… she can go to kyungsoo's school instead of that elite one but she chooses not to! She also knew Kyungsoo have the habit of skipping lunch for her and her sister and yet stayed quite. She also helps him get night shifts although the older sister specifically asked them not to.
The older sister is a non-factor to me in this story ..refusing soojung working in the 24/7 market but agreeing to let kyungsoo work is beyond me >.<'

how did luhan get kyungsoo's number? Maybe he is the one who bought it and gave it to lay to give it to Kyungsoo?

If jongin is going to fall in love with Kyungsoo, and he will XD, it is not going to be because of a wish.. he was taken the moment Kyungsoo lifted his gaze and acted! That is what shock and frightened him. I really don’t mind what he said to Kyungsoo ..everyone is entitle to their own opinion but shouldn’t act upon it to hurt anyone!
floralnori
#8
Chapter 14: I am so loving the bromance between the three boys. Luhan and Chanyeol accept Kyungsoo as he is, just as he accepts them. Which makes Jongin's narrow mindedness that much harder to stomach. My guts churned when he said it was wrong for boys to like each other and assumed Kyungsoo wasn't gay. Kyungsoo is so brave in that moment when he corrects him and admits that he is. His heart is breaking and he's still true to himself. :) Awesome.
floralnori
#9
Chapter 13: I am really enjoying this story! I love the combination of hyper emotional reality and magical realism. I always feel like I'm right inside of Kyungsoo as he experiences this world that's almost completely out of his control even with a wish-granting app. I am so glad he has his strong friendships with Chanyeol and Luhan. I am so confused by Jongin's almost dead reaction to Kyungsoo at the end of this chapter. Did the wish backfire and cause their emotional connection to self-destruct? I can't wait for the next chapter!
IMAGINEBYDRAGONS #10
Chapter 11: It's such a shame this story doesn't get the recognition it deserves. This is such a great story..sorry for the lack of vocabulary, I ran out of words to say. You deserved an upvote from me :)