Chanyeol #2                                                                                                                                             o5

It’s obvious I’m not ready. “If it’s him…” I gulp unsteady breathing filling my lungs.

I can’t imagine being desperate enough to feel any wrath of his appearance suddenly. I just need to see if it’s him. That’s all I ask. Or is it really just a part of me that wants more than just to see him? There was a time where I could cradle his cheek –check out the faint bags under his eyes and to use cucumbers over them for a night.

But for Baekhyun –he would always retort that I was just like a cucumber.

I never understood it at first until he explained his allergies. What affects him is me and I’m always bothering him which is why he’ll lack sleep. But they were just jokes. He really had a good plan after summer and he would spend all the time talking about it with me.

He wanted to take a year and put his work into becoming a broadcaster. He used to mention here and there where his ideal goal led. I think it was perfect. It suited him well and I opted to keep a few gag videos in which were pl