All this feelings feels like a dream, a really bad dream that I just want to wake up. Right now and not later, please make me wake up. Why can't I wake up?! WHY?! Please tell me it's just a dream...
Why is it not a dream, why?!

Flashback:

Today is it my 1st anniversary with my boyfriend, J-hope. So he told me today that we are going to have a dinner together. But tomorrow he will go with his friends on journey, he will be back after 2 weeks. So we're going to be appart from each other. It's going to be okay, because he promese me that when he is back so are we going some where together.

Today was it a special day for us, I bought a clock to him, so every time he waching the clock, he will remember me and not coming late to pick me up. But of course I wish that he like the clock and not because he always is late.

The clock was 7 pm and J-hope came and pick me up, we are going home to him, because he want to cook for us to make it more romantic. But I know that Jin had help him to cook the food.

We had really fun time together like always, we was eating and talking. Then the time was already 11 pm and his friends that  living with he has come home, so was it time for me to go.
" Can you not just stay here tonight?"
"Oppa, you know that you friend are going to be annoyed if I do it"
"NO, thay are going not be if I just ask them then it's okay"
"Are you sure? Because you are going with them tomorrow and it's going to b