Chapter 10

Falling for forbidden

Next morning

 

It was Yunho, who woke up first the next morning and a huge smile came upon his face as he remembered what had happened the previous night. He looked to his right, to where Jaejoong had been sleeping, and he sighed, feeling his chest filling up with happiness and love. He had never thought that just one person would be able to make him feel so many emotions. Yunho then slowly moved closer to Jaejoong, allowing himself to stare and the man's sleeping face, which was beautiful. Yunho gently brushed some of the hair from Jaejoong's face and then chuckled when the older male's eyebrows twitched when his finger came in contact with Jaejoong's cheek.

 

Was it even possible for one person to be as beautiful as Jaejoong was? Not only that the man was stunning on the outside, but on the inside as well. It was like as if everything that the other one had done was perfect and Yunho couldn't help but to feel proud of himself; he somehow achieved to make Jaejoong fall in love with him. He didn't even know why the man decided to fall for him, but Yunho wasn't about to ask that; he was just happy living like this forever. When Jaejoong moved a bit, Yunho's eyes were immediately on him and he chuckled, reaching with his hand towards Jaejoong once again.

 

This time, Yunho gently touched his older lover's nose and then gently ran his fingertip to the man's full lips and watched how Jaejoong slowly parted his lips. Another happy sigh escaped Yunho's lips and he moved even closer to Jaejoong, not being careful anymore. He somehow wished the other one to wake up soon. So because of that, Yunho placed his fingers gently under Jaejoong's chin and then pulled his face closer to his own, giving him a few lazy kisses, in hope that the other one would wake up. However, he had no such luck and he frowned, because Jaejoong would always wake up as soon as he would do something like that. In the end Yunho guessed that Jaejoong was still pretty tired, knowing what they done the previous night.

 

Yunho's cheeks coloured themselves into a light pink colour and he then hid his face into his pillow, suddenly feeling really embarrassed. He was so nervous and scared of screwing something up, so he let Jaejoong lead the way. For Yunho's big ego, that was one of the most embarrassing things that he could do and he then shook his head, slowly lifting his head up, looking at Jaejoong. Yunho couldn't believe what a coward he was the previous night and he wished that he could somehow turn the time back and correct his mistakes. It was true that Jaejoong didn't mind being the one in control for a change and Yunho could see that Jaejoong quite enjoyed seeing him be so flustered, but Yunho still couldn't help himself but to feel embarrassed.

 

On the other hand, Yunho was happy that Jaejoong was being so patient with him last night and thanks to him, Yunho didn't up anything. Yunho then closed his eyes, let out an annoyed groan and he then shook his head; still, he could've done better. It was true that Jaejoong said that it felt good, but Yunho knew that he could make him feel even better, if he wasn't as scared as he was at that time.

 

“Morning, Yunho,” suddenly said a voice and Yunho almost jumped, since he had been so caught up into the whole thinking thing. He then looked to his left and saw that Jaejoong had woken up and a small smile came upon Yunho's face, his heartbeat speeding up in a second. “What's the time?” went on by asking the older one and he then yawned.

 

“It's 9 am,” replied Yunho as he turned around and took a look of the time on his phone. Since it was weekend, it was still a bit too early for the two of them to be getting out of the bed, so Jaejoong snuggled closer to his boyfriend. Yunho wrapped his arms around Jaejoong's waist and then chuckled when Jaejoong buried his face into his chest. “Good morning to you too, Jaejoong.”

 

“How did you sleep?” asked the older one and yawned again. The comfortable heat that was hugging his body and the way that Yunho was playing with his hair slowly made Jaejoong feel sleepy again and his eyes started closing against his own will. Yunho noticed that and his smirk grew. How could someone be as adorable as Jaejoong was?

 

“I slept great,” replied Yunho and chuckled when he noticed that Jaejoong's eyes opened when he spoke. “Still feeling sleepy?” asked the younger one and Jaejoong nodded. “Wanna sleep some more? I can leave you alone if you'd like to catch some more sleep.”

 

“No need to do that,” said Jaejoong, not really wanting Yunho to leave the bed; it would somehow feel really lonely and cold, so of course Jaejoong didn't want that. “I slept great anyway, so there's no need for you to get out of the bed. Stay,” he then added, lifted himself up a little bit and then connected their lips into a short, but sweet kiss.

 

“Okay,” said Yunho, happy to hear that. As he watched how Jaejoong laid down again, Yunho started wondering if Jaejoong was in any pain. It was true that he tried to be really gentle with him last night, but still... he couldn't help but to worry, since hurting Jaejoong was the last thing that the young man wanted to do. “How are you feeling, Jaejoong?”

 

“Huh?” asked the man and gave Yunho a confused look. “I feel great, why do you ask?”

 

“What I mean is,” started Yunho and then started speaking much quieter, feeling his face heating up as he asked the question. “You're not experiencing any pain, are you?” asked Yunho and then sighed. “I hope that I wasn't too rough the previous night, or-”

 

“Oh,” said Jaejoong when he finally realised what the other one had been talking about. “No, it doesn't hurt, Yunho, don't worry you weren't too rough,” replied Jaejoong with a smile and noticed that Yunho suddenly looked really relieved. “You were really gentle and-”

 

“Too gentle?” suddenly asked Yunho, interrupting Jaejoong.

 

“No,” replied the man and chuckled. “You were fine, I liked-”

 

“Just fine?” asked Yunho in shock and he then turned around, hiding his face into the pillow once again, letting out a disappointed sigh. He ; he knew it. If only he hadn't been such a coward, then maybe...

 

Jaejoong smirked, amused by the way Yunho had reacted to his words. “Fine then... you were amazing, how's that?” he then asked and shook his head when Yunho let out yet another annoyed groan. “Can you please just let me finish do the talking?”

 

“Sure.”

 

“As I said earlier, you were fantastic,” said Jaejoong and had to restrain himself from bursting into laughter when he saw the angry look on Yunho's face. “You were very gentle and considerate, which I liked,” said Jaejoong. “And you made me feel so, so good... so you shouldn't worry too much, Yunho. I love you,” he then whispered and Yunho's good mood returned at that exact moment.

 

“Thanks for telling me this,” muttered Yunho and then smiled. “'Love you too.”

 


 

Later that day, Yunho was home alone since Jaejoong decided to go out with his friend, Junsu and even though Yunho wasn't really keen on that idea, he didn't show his disagreement of Jaejoong hanging out with that man. It was true that the two of them were best friends, but even so Yunho didn't like Junsu at all. Not only because Junsu knew about their relationship, but just something seemed off about Junsu and he didn't like him at all. On the other hand, the young man knew that the other one didn't like him as well. Not only that Junsu always ignored him in class, but even when he would meet him outside, in the hallway, the other one would just ignore or say something unpleasant to him.

 

Yunho pouted and then started walking around the apartment, wondering of what he should do that day. He had no plans of going out, and honestly, he didn't feel like it as well. Spending a lazy day inside seemed like a perfect idea to the young man, so he slowly dragged his body into the living room, the TV and started searching for something good to watch. As he was in the middle of that, the doorbell suddenly rang and the young man immediately got onto his legs. He then straightened his clothes and hair, slowly walking up to the door, wondering who could be. He could just hope that Jaejoong wasn't expecting someone to come and visit him, because Yunho wouldn't know what to do at that point.

 

But much to his relief, it was just a mailman standing outside the apartment, carrying some letters, which were all addressed to Jaejoong. Yunho signed the paper that the mailman gave to him and then the other one left, handing all of the letters that he had to Yunho. The young man slowly returned back inside, placing all of the letters onto the coffee table and he then sat back down. He continued to watch the TV for a few more moment, before something among the letters caught his attention.

 

Among all of the letters that were addressed to Jaejoong one of them stood out, because Yunho could recognise the hand writing on it, but didn't know exactly where to place it, so he thought that he was just imagining things. At first he didn't think much of it, but as he continued to think about it, he took the letter into his hands and his eyes widened when he finally realised whose hand writing it was; it belonged to his mother and Yunho's heart suddenly started racing.

 

Why would his mom write Jaejoong a letter? And how did she find out where the man lived? Yunho quickly shook his head, knowing that to figure something that out wasn't really that difficult, since the woman already knew that they were together. But still... why would his mom write Jaejoong a letter? Was she blackmailing the man? Yunho pressed his lips together in anger and then gripped the letter tighter. He couldn't believe it; why couldn't his family just leave him alone?! He distanced himself from them, completely got out of their lives, thinking that they might finally leave him alone. But it seemed like that wasn't enough for them. What more could they want?

 

Should he open the letter, so that he could see what his mother wanted from Jaejoong? Yunho decided to hide the letter from Jaejoong, because he didn't want him to get hurt for something he didn't do. Even though he knew that something like that wasn't right, Yunho still decided to do it, because he couldn't risk Jaejoong finding out that his own family was threatening him. In the end, Yunho opened up the letter and started reading it.

 

Professor Kim!

 

I am sure that you already know who I am, so there is no need for me to introduce myself to someone like you. I'm writing to you concerning my son, but I guess you already figured that out on your own as well.

 

What you are doing to my son is both disgusting and unfair, you should know that your relationship would never work out. He is still a young man, with his future ahead of him, so you can't ask of him to settle down with someone, especially with someone like you. We, both me and his father, want the best for our son, so we expect him to get married and have children; that way he can live a happy life.

 

I know that he believes that he is in love with... you. I don't blame him, because at his age people are still convinced that 'true love' exist and especially falling in love with your own professor seems very romantic to them. However, you of all people should know that this kind of a relationship has no future. I am sure that you are already well aware of that and this is exactly why I won't allow for this relationship to continue. It is sick that you made my son believe that you can make him happy and what is even worse is that you gave him hope; a hope that you will do everything that is in your power to protect him. I know people like you, you are just leading him on so that you can have a little bit of fun. And when you'll get bored of your little game, you will throw him away.

 

This is why I expect you to end this relationship, because if you don't, I will take the matters into my own hands and I can promise you that it won't end pretty for you. I will know whether you will listen to me or not, because I have connections in school that you teach, if you believe it or not. I will pay a close look on you and if you don’t end this relationship within the next few days, I will go straight to the principal and tell him everything. I’m sure that you can imagine what is going to happen next.

 

I am warning you, don’t play games with me and do as I say or I’ll make sure that your life is going to be hell.

 

“That ,” whispered Yunho, his hands shaking and he swallowed hard. He didn't really care of what his parents said to him, but now seeing what had his mother written to Jaejoong, was a completely different story. How did she dare to call Jaejoong all of those things; she didn't even know him! There was no way that he was going to show the letter to Jaejoong now. He felt absolutely sick to his stomach and he felt ashamed that he was related to someone like that. “Why can't they just leave us alone and let us be happy?” he then asked himself and shook his head.

 

Suddenly feeling really lonely and sad, Yunho sat down, still looking at the letter and he sighed. He knew that hiding the letter away from Jaejoong would cause more damage and yet he didn't know how to bring himself to give the letter to his lover. It was true that Jaejoong would be probably angry that he opened the letter without him knowing, but Yunho wasn't worried about that at all. What worried him was the fact what his mother called Jaejoong in the letter. Before they started dating, Jaejoong had a lot of doubts about their relationship because of their and because their positions were so far away. Plus, Yunho had a feeling that Jaejoong was feeling kind of guilty at first for falling for him, so because of that, Yunho decided to hide the letter from the other one. He didn't want Jaejoong to change his mind about their relationship, because if their relationship would come to an end because of Yunho's parents, the young man knew that he would probably never spoke to them ever again.

 

“Ugh, this is so frustrating,” he then said to himself and shook his head. Hiding the letter from Jaejoong was a selfish thing to do, but Yunho managed to convince himself that what he was doing was right. So because of that, Yunho quickly hid the letter away, among his stuff since he knew that Jaejoong would never look there. He then went back to the living room and tried to calm down his nerves. However, he was pretty unsuccessful at that so he let out an annoyed groan and then buried his face into his palms.

 

What should he go? Maybe he could call his mother and tell her to stop? Yunho knew that calling them wouldn't change a thing, so then what was the point? Was it really that important to them that he met that girl that his father wanted him to marry? Maybe he should just agree with them, just enough to buy himself enough time to figure things out? It wasn't like he was seriously thinking about being with that girl, he would just go out on a few dates with her. That would please his parents and buy him enough time to figure out how to stop his parents.

 

On the other hand, Yunho knew that it would kill Jaejoong if he would do something like that. Even though he wasn't seriously thinking about being with that girl, he knew that that would still hurt Jaejoong feelings and Yunho wasn't too shocked because it would hurt him too if Jaejoong would do something like that. In the end, Yunho decided that his best guess was to stay quiet and not to tell Jaejoong anything about his plans; the less he knew, the better. And then after he was done, Yunho would let Jaejoong know what was going on, in hope that the other one would somehow forgive him.

 

Yunho then sighed and then nodded to himself; the plan seemed pretty simple to him and he hoped that there would be no complications. But what about the girl; if he was about to play her like that then that would mean that he would break her heart, right? On the other hand, since this was all arranged, he guessed that the girl also didn't want to be with some stranger and he would be doing them both a favour. Yunho sighed.

 

“I don't know,” he said to himself. He couldn't just tell her what his plan was; what if she would just tell everything to his parents? Since he didn't know who she was yet, Yunho didn't know what to expect. Both, mother and father, said that she was a very pleasant girl, but knowing them, that meant nothing good for Yunho. His parents would always hang out with snobby and stuck up people, so if that girl was anything like that, Yunho would be in big trouble if he was about to 'break up' with her; people like that were trouble. He knew to what extends his parents would go just to keep and get more money, so Yunho didn't know if his plan was all that good in the end.

 

Not knowing what to do with himself, Yunho decided not to call his parents quite yet. He decided to wait for a little bit, just enough to see if any more letters from his parents would come to Jaejoong's apartment. If the two of them would continue writing threats to Jaejoong, then Yunho promised to himself to go to his parents and have a serious talk about it. Yunho then laid back onto the couch and closed his eyes, waiting Jaejoong to return.

 

An hour later, or so, Jaejoong finally decided to come back home and as soon as Yunho heard the door unlocking, he was standing next to the door and before Jaejoong could open the door, Yunho opened it widely, pulled Jaejoong inside and then wrapped his arms around his body, pulling him tightly to himself. Yunho felt happy when he saw that the man finally returned back home and seeing Jaejoong was what he needed; he always knew how to calm him down. Jaejoong let out a surprised yelp, but then chuckled when he felt Yunho's embrace tightening. Who would've guessed that Yunho would miss him so much?

 

“Did you miss me so much?” asked Jaejoong with a chuckle. “I was only gone for a few hours,” he said and when he pulled back, Yunho pressed their lips together a few times, before finally calming down. Yunho then released Jaejoong from his embrace and the older one pouted, he quite liked Yunho's strong arms being wrapped around his body.

 

“Yeah,” lied Yunho. “Where did your friend take you this time?” Yunho frowned when Jaejoong giggled again and when he came closer, his eyes widened because he could smell alcohol. The young man put his eyebrows together, not knowing how he didn't smell it earlier; it was probably because he wanted to see Jaejoong so badly. He then folded his arms and smiled to the other one.

 

“Aw, you poor little thing. Well, I'm back now,” went on by saying Jaejoong and Yunho's smile grew because he wasn't used to seeing Jaejoong being so energetic. “We just went to a bar, for a few drinks.”

 

“A few?” asked Yunho and chuckled when Jaejoong began counting how much he had to drink. Jaejoong gave Yunho a strange look and the young man had to bite his lower lip to prevent himself from laughing out loud; Jaejoong was just was too adorable. Yunho slowly felt his bad mood slipping away and just for a split moment he was able to forget about the letter than his mother had sent Jaejoong.

 

“What?” asked Jaejoong when he noticed a look on Yunho's face. “Is something the matter? Did I say something wrong?”

 

“Nope, everything is just okay,” replied the younger one, amused by Jaejoong; he was really different when he was drunk, wasn't he? A smug smirk came upon his face and he just shrugged, walking upon his professor. “You're drunk,” he then whispered and Jaejoong frowned, shaking his head in disagreement.

 

“I'm not,” muttered Jaejoong and straightened himself up a little bit. It was true that he had a little bit too much to drink, but it wasn't like he wasn't able to stand on his own; he was feeling completely fine and happy. “I guess I am a bit, but I'm not that drunk.”

 

“I know,” said Yunho and smiled. “But something could happen to you on your way home; you could trip and fall and hurt yourself. You should call me the next time you go out drinking.”

 

“Don't worry about it,” said Jaejoong. “Junsu made sure that I got home safely. He was the responsible one this time and he made sure that he had no alcohol. Then... he drove me off to here. He was very nice and-”

 

“Okay, okay, I get it,” said Yunho, interrupting Jaejoong. Struck with jealousy, Yunho sighed and sat down. He wished that Jaejoong would call him instead of going home with Junsu. It was a childish thought, but Yunho couldn't help himself; he wished that the other one would depend on him more. Knowing that Junsu was the one, who saved the day, wasn't helping Yunho at all since he didn't like him.

 

“Yunho, what's wrong?” asked Jaejoong, tilted his head and slowly waddled to the couch. Yunho rolled his eyes; so much for Jaejoong not being 'that' drunk. The man then sat down and looked at his lover's face, blinking a few times. Jaejoong's head was feeling a bit fuzzy and he couldn't really think straight, but he could still see that something was bothering the other one. “Did I do something wrong?”

 

“Why didn't you call me?”

 

“Huh?”

 

“We're supposed to be in a relationship, right? So why didn't you call me when you needed a ride home, I could come pick you up with your car,” said Yunho calmly and watched how the confusion on Jaejoong's face grew into a smirk.

 

“I just didn't want to be a bother.”

 

“You could never be a bother to me.”

 

“You're jealous,” said Jaejoong amused.

 

“Yeah, so what?” asked Yunho, feeling annoyance growing when Jaejoong started laughing.

 

“Honestly, Yunho,” said Jaejoong with a smile. “You're such a kid for getting so worked up over such a little thing,” he said and Yunho's eyes widened. “But don't you worry, Yunho,” went on by saying Jaejoong and he then pinched one of Yunho's cheeks. “I love you the most.” Jaejoong then leaned in and pressed his lips again Yunho's a few times, until he felt how Yunho's body started relaxing. “I'm only yours, you should know this by now,” he then added with a much more serious tone of voice, but then giggled again, finding Yunho's expression to be one of the most amusing things he had seen so far.

 

Jaejoong's words calmed Yunho down and his bad mood had disappeared a long time ago. He knew all of that, but hearing it again made him feel better somehow. He then continued sitting there in silence, listening to Jaejoong who was explaining something to him, that seemed to be pretty important to the other one. However, what Jaejoong had been saying made little to no sense and Yunho burst into loud laughter.

 

“You're so drunk right now,” commented Yunho.

 

“Am not,” replied the man.

 

“Are too,” said Yunho and then gently pushed Jaejoong against the couch, climbing on top of him. “Now professor, how about we continue from where we left it off the last night?” he asked and watched how a playful smirk appeared on Jaejoong's face. “You did promise to give me a few lessons, sir, didn't you?”

 

“Of course, Yunho... you are my favourite student after all,” replied Jaejoong and smirked when Yunho leaned down to kiss him.


First, I wanna say a big thank you to all of you who keep supporting this fanfic, it means a lot ^^

And secondly, I wanna wish you a Merry Christmas! I hope you are all having a great time during the holidays ^^

See you in the next chapter~

 

 

 

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amarante7
#1
Chapter 5: Oh shizz I hope Junsu will be cool with it.
amarante7
#2
Chapter 2: Damn Yunho that's not the way to do it.
amarante7
#3
Chapter 1: Gawd Yunho is so cute and spoiled haha patience Yunho.
Demirzeynep #4
Chapter 20: super ff don't lose hope
blackqueenkai
#5
Uuuppdddaatttee?????
tsubakisworld #6
Author niiiiim where are you T~T??!! I really miss this story please update super soon T^T
yunhoyah
#7
Chapter 19: what's wrong with Yunhos mother? How could she say that to Sungmi? Tsk tsk. I wanna hug Sungmi T_T
tsubakisworld #8
Chapter 19: I feel so Bad for Sungmi T^T I hope Yunjae will Take Care of her and I really wish for her tofind happiness T^T
Btw jealous Yun is so cute lol xD
Cant wait for the next chapter author nim ^^~
jjbrownsugga #9
I enjoyed your update. Thank you.
claire_yj #10
Chapter 19: Aww... yunho is very cute when he is jealous. And young jae seemed to be really adorable.

Poor sungmi, she must be at the end of her wits to think of ending her own life. I really hope that jaejoong manages to convince her not to jump. Yunho's mum sounds absolutely evil. It is not a matter of doing the best for yunho, more a matter of winning. Gosh, just let him live his life in peace. :-/