“Sooo, tell me what’s wrong with turning-off comments section at the Instagram, Honey?” Taecyeon asked after they are going home from watched Romeo and Juliet Musical

“Just annoyed” Jessica smiled “Rather than I threw another tantrum, just maybe they would stop the irrational things to me”

“Yea yeah” Taecyeon nodded while stepped on the break at the traffic light “How was the show?”

“It’s been so long I’m not watching musical. It’s very good I think”

“Reminded of your old day?” Taecyeon chuckled “I still remember when you had the first musical and being the star for a week”

“And you patiently wait at the dorm with the girls”

“Of course, waiting for my blonde girl” Taecyeon laughed “Did you have a plan to make the blonde longer?”

“What do you think?”

“I like the brunette, to be honest” said Taecyeon while starting the car again as it’s already green

“Okay”

“Huh?”

“I will back to my old hair then” Jessica chuckled “My Dad also said the same”

“So, what’s your real hair color anyway?”

“Between the dark brown and brunette”

“I see” said Taecyeon while entering the basement “See you next two days, Sicababy”

“See you soon, Taec” Jessica leaned closer to kissed Taecyeon, when the boy responded the kiss

“I love you…” said Taecyeon between the panting

“I love you more”

******

The gloom doesn’t leave Jessica yet. After the turned off coment section two days ago, Jessica should face the most shocking question at her showcase. The showcase itself going well, until the Q&A section made her wants to cry and leave the venue. But she knows, her fans are her strength right now

“Do you want to answer the question?” the MC hesitated for a while after read the question

“It’s okay, I will answer the question” Jessica inhaled deeply when the MC read the question again

“Why don’t you make comeback on Music Show?”

 Jessica inhaled deeply and looking at the crowd. Jessica is sure that the crowd itself are holding their breath because the answer itself would be so suspicious

“I want it but…” Jessica sighed heavily “You know, I can’t…”

Jessica sighed again. How many times she sighed tonight? She doesn’t even know. Taecyeon still abroad. Her fellow members, SNSD, looks like having dinner time with the company because Krystal told her this morning

When she pushed the door, showed a worried face of her ex-leader with her sister already waiting for her

“Taeyeon… Krystal?” Jessica can’t hold her tears again when the dorky leader pulling her into hug. She’s caressing her back and whispered for calming the blonde

Taeyeon guided Jessica into couch while Krystal took her left hand

“Are you okay?” Krystal asked

Jessica doesn’t need to lies, because they knew her so well. She nodded and Krystal hugged her. Jessica let her tears down to Krystal’s shirt when Taeyeon holds her right hand

There’s nothing in this world which Jessica needs for now, but the assuring hands for them.

“You are great, Sooyeon” said Taeyeon because Jessica still sobbing “You were doing right”

“Unnie…” Krystal chimed in “You don’t need to answer the question”

“I thought…” Jessica sniffled at Krystal’s shoulder “I can answer it…”

“They will always understand you, Sooyeon” said Taeyeon “Your fans know you so well”

“It’s not like…” Taeyeon said again “They asked for nothing, they just curious about something and yeah, you already answered with your own words”

“You are not alone, Unnie” Krystal tighten their hug “You will always have us”

******

Taeyeon drinks her chocolate milk when Krystal joined her in the kitchen. Looks like Jessica already sleep on her room and Krystal tiptoed to the kitchen, afraid if the ice princess will awake so sudden

“I never expected” said Taeyeon while looking at the warm liquid on her mug “I’d never think her fans would be curious about that”

“Just because, there weren’t any clarification from you guys” Krystal took her mug and waiting for the water to boiling. She tooks her favorite tea, Earl Grey from the bag which placed on the counter before turning her body back to Taeyeon “I’m not putting the blame to you, but it seems so normal”

“Yeah…” Taeyeon sighed “It’s very normal when we couldn’t do anything better”

“Tae Unnie…”

“You are right, Soojung-ah”

“It happened to us, f(x), about Sulli” said Krystal while put the tea bag into her mug

“Sulli still staying at SM”

“But the story isn’t same anymore” Krystal stirred the mug “Anyway, I don’t even know you like tea too. I mean, you love drinking chocolate rather than tea”

“Your sister and Fany” Taeyeon chuckled “They like tea so much and it dragged me”

“Thanks for the tea bags then” Krystal chuckled while pointing bunch of tea bags at the counter

“You’re most welcome”

“About Sulli, we can’t listening the old music with the same feels, we can’t face the fans without thinking about Sulli, also when we held our first concert, it was very painful if we suddenly remembered Sulli”

“Moreover, Sulli was like totally forgot us” Krystal sighed “She enjoyed her free time, without us”

“You know about her health issue, right?”

“But still, I can’t take it all Unnie”

“It takes time” Taeyeon sipped her drink and smiled, remembering about the perfect taste of the chocolate “I need one year for making Sooyeon finally talk to me”

“What about your fee