Indelible Solitude (21)

Celebrity
"Gyu?" Woohyun calls out softly, but Sunggyu doesn't respond. Woohyun smiles a little as he watches his angel sleeping soundly beside him. "He must be still tired from last night." Woohyun thinks, as he brushes away the hair that was covering his serene face.
 
 
It was early in the morning, and all he could hear was the serene singing of the sea. The sun was rising, and Woohyun could feel the cold breeze. He starts to think if what happened last night was a dream, and starts looking around to see their clothes scattered around. He smiles to himself as he realizes that Sunggyu's arms was around him, keeping him tight to his embrace.
 
 
Woohyun remains on where he is as he enjoys the moment when Sunggyu isn't moving. Seeing him idle, it comforts his heart to know that he's not getting tired or anything. Sunggyu was the busy type, and he was busy for the sake of them. And now, he's glad that at least he could look after him now.
 
 
Woohyun leans in to nuzzle his nose on him, before planting a soft kiss on Sunggyu's lips. Woohyun withdraws and crawls out of the bed, when Sunggyu's arms suddenly tightened it's grip on his waist. "...whuere are yuo guing?" Sunggyu mumbles with his face buried on the pillow. Woohyun chuckles at him, and takes his hand before facing him. "What did you say?" He asks, and Sunggyu lifts his head to repeat his question.
 
 
"I said, where are you going?" Sunggyu asks in a somewhat annoyed manner, since it was too early in the morning for him to be awake. "You're usually the one who wakes up early when we have schedules, I guess that doesn't apply when we don't." He pinches his nose, and Sunggyu lets out a childish groan. "And I'm going to cook breakfast, so please let me go." Woohyun adds, and Sunggyu lands his face back in the pillow as he withdrew his arms from Woohyun. "Guuung... Eungm heungury.."
 
 
"What?" Woohyun chuckles as he places his hands on his waist. "I said go I'm hungry!" Sunggyu shouts as he raises his head, before falling back to the soft mattress. "Alright, I'll go. Stop throwing tantrums on me." Woohyun says, and leaves to go to the kitchen.
 
 
After a few minutes, Woohyun was carrying a tray in his hands with bowls on top of it. He went to the bedroom and gently placed it on the bed. "Sunggyu, get up. Your meal's here." Woohyun tells him, but Sunggyu doesn't move an inch.
 
 
"Gyu."
 
 
"Eung."
 
 
"Gyu."
 
 
"Eung..?"
 
 
"Gyu."
 
 
"Eung........"
 
 
"Gyu.."
 
 
"Eung???!!!!!!"
 
 
Woohyun pulls away the pillow which his face was leaning on and slaps his . "Kim Sunggyu! Wake up and eat your breakfast!" Sunggyu rubs his , and furiously glares at Woohyun. "How.dare.you.slap.my.!" He scowls while his eyes looked like it was fuming in flames, and Woohyun could only cross his arms. "Eat or I'll feed you..." Woohyun warns, and Sunggyu puts his hands up in the air. "Then feed me!" He says in a high pitched voice, but sounded a little bit harsh and crooked.
 
 
"...with my mouth. I'll feed you with my mouth, if it's necessary." Woohyun grins, as Sunggyu's face turns pale in panic. "J-just kidding I'll e-eat. S-see?" Sunggyu grabs the spoon, dips it inside the seaweed soup, and shoves it in his mouth. "Mhmmm...! Yummy!" His eyes turn into two crescent moons as he slightly dances cutely. "Chef Nam Woohyun is the best! I cannot disagree." He shoves a spoonful of rice and egg in his mouth, before the spoon to make it clean. "Really the best!"
 
 
"Is that so?" Woohyun laughs as he mess Sunggyu's bed hair. "I guess I should cook more for you." He kisses his cheek and sits beside him. "I think so too." Sunggyu replies, as he cutely nods his head. "Anyways.. Your voice sounds a bit hoarse. Are you okay?" Woohyun places his palm on Sunggyu's forehead to check if he was okay. "I'm fine, really. It must be the cold." He chuckles as he continues to shove food in his mouth.
 
 
"Well, if you say so. I trust you." Woohyun tells him, and Sunggyu gives him a thumbs up. "We have to go soon. The members must be wondering where we are." Woohyun stands up and picks up their clothes. He starts wearing his and fixed his hair. "Unless we were followed or stalked." Sunggyu teases, and Woohyun's face turns red. "T-t-that can't happen! T-that won't happen! They can't find us here!"
 
 
"How defensive." Sunggyu pushes further, and Woohyun just wanted to flip the whole bed. He can't stand thinking that if ever, they were stalking them all this time. They were watching all this time. Them. Making love. like there's no one there. He doesn't even want to imagine it. "Be careful what you wish for." Woohyun says, trying not to be obvious that he's embarassed, but he chokes anyway. "Yeah. I am, don't worry." Sunggyu secretly grins, as he watches Woohyun's reflection on the window, his face getting all red and stiff.
 
 
"Just eat your breakfast." Woohyun muttered, and Sunggyu couldn't help but laugh at him. "I'm already finished." He stands up and picks up his clothes, and gently put it on one by one. Sooner, his knees wobble and falls back to his bed. "Sunggyu?" Woohyun turns around to see him there, and somehow, his heart started to beat faster. "I-I'm fine. I-It's just..." Sunggyu sat up and released a big sigh. He closes his eyes as he tried to calm himself down. "Just...what?" Woohyun inquired, and Sunggyu's tongue darted out to wet his lips before speaking. "It still...hurts. From last night. It was my first time, remember?" 
 
 
Woohyun sits down beside him and helps him finish his undone pants. "Just tell me if anything else hurts, okay? Don't keep it to yourself." Sunggyu watches Woohyun as his manly hands were assisting him to dress up gently. "Okay. I will." Sunggyu replies, and Woohyun gives him a peck on his cheek.
 
 
"You know, to be honest." Sunggyu starts up a conversation. "This has been one of the best night and day I ever had. Thanks to you." Sunggyu confessed, and Woohyun couldn't help but smile as he tied Sunggyu's shoelace. "Me too. I never imagined that I would have to lived up to this day." He chuckles, and Sunggyu couldn't help but smile too. "It's like I don't want to go back. What if...something happens and we get distant to each other again?" Woohyun said in a low voice, and Sunggyu just his hair.
 
 
"I won't let that happen. I promise." Sunggyu pulls him into a tight hug, and kisses his hair. "Just...trust me, okay? And stay close to me." Sunggyu's voice creak, and Woohyun looks up to him. "Are you crying?" He asked, but sees no tears on his face. "No, I'm not. But maybe about to." He chuckles, as he plants a kiss on the bridge of Woohyun's nose. Woohyun leans in his lips to Sunggyu's, trying to tell him thank you and I love you, because after all, Sunggyu had made him feel that all this time.
 
 
The feeling of being loved. The feeling of being in someone's arms. Woohyun haven't felt that in years, and now here he is, trapped in that feeling again. He wanted to cry, he wanted to give back to Sunggyu what he's feeling right now, but he just can't. He's not strong enough, and he's not enough, but nevertheless, he will keep trying until he gets there.
 
 
This day was something he didn't want to forget. A day he didn't want to end. It was like a dream, everything felt like a dream. It was like they were in a world where it was only the two of them, and nothing in the world was against them. 
 
 
A world's that's real but appears surreal.
 
 
A world's that's real but appears surreal.
 
 
Woohyun hoped it was all real. Woohyun wanted it to be real. Woohyun didn't want it to be a dream.
 
 
"This isn't a dream, right? Tell me it's not a dream. Tell me, please." Woohyun's breathing started to fasten its pace, afraid that it might have been true. He had dreams like these before. And he cried so much whenever he woke up. "Sunggyu, p-please. Tell me. It's not a dream, right? I-It's not a d-dream. N-not a d-dream.."
 
 
Sunggyu kneels down in front of Woohyun who was tying his shoelaces earlier. "Woohyun...It's not a dream."
 
 
Sunggyu plants a kiss on his forehead.
 
 
"I love you."
 
 
He takes his hands and kisses on his knuckles.
 
 
"And you'll never hear those words in your surreal world. Not in your dreams. Those words were never a lie. You're not dreaming, Woohyun. It's too real to be a dream."
 
 
He stands up and urges him to do the same.
 
 
"There is always pain in reality. Always remember that."
 
 
Woohyun stands up and hugs Sunggyu.
 
 
"There is always pain in reality."
 
 
 

Hey everyone! I know its a bit late but here you go! A fluff chapter for some have requested (but i doubt its even fluff (?))
 
I hoped you guys liked it! Let me hear your thoughts juseyooooongg i really miss reading your comments ;;
 
 
Mhmm i do love clues you know
 
 
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Lovelots,
Authornim
 
 
 
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crepusculo #1
Chapter 27: please updateee soon please
sungs0ngmin15
#2
Chapter 26: whaaaaaa . . . OMG ! ! ! ! HOYA a SPY . . . NOOOOOOOOOO . . . . . . . . . . .

things are getting worse . . . . poor woohyun, what will he do ? ? ?

aish i don't believe that jisae is pregnant and if she is i don't believe that woohyun is the father . . .

ahhhhhhhh it's too complicated . . . .
akitou
#3
Chapter 26: dont say hoya the spy... he angry coz woohyun with sunggyu
sweetmelody2808 #4
things are getting uglier... i can't take it anymore...
tamakikaname
#5
Chapter 25: That 2 words sound horror to me .______________.
akitou
#6
Chapter 25: what this.....!!!!! authornim you so cruel just make the girl gone forever. she is lying right... ggrrr... i wanna kill her
sungkyubiased #7
Chapter 25: welcome to angst again gyu... poor you... sick and then jisae pregnant? of course hyun gonna choose his child...
tamakikaname
#8
Chapter 24: "There is always pain in reality" That's true but why to me it sound the next chapter is about angst? xD hahaha
sungkyubiased #9
Chapter 24: is drama about to start again??? media know their little escape... the word really scared me... 'there is always pain in reality' huhuhu... my heart can't afford these anymore...