Goodbye and Hello

Remember Me

Kibum had felt the need to do something. He felt as if he needed to do something important. He had left his shared apartment to get to his destination. He wasn't sure if he should be doing this; he felt as if he'd feel a bit remorseful after doing such thing. He hadn't told anyone what he was going to do, but by what he'd heard...he needed to do this. For the sake of Siwon, Kiwon, and himself. He felt at least a bit of confidence flow through his system, but there was more nervousness.

He looked up at the home in front of him. He took a deep breath. He was confident, he had to be. He was doing this for a good reason. But it's not like he'd enjoy this. He walked towards the doors and let his knuckles pound on the hard wood. 

Mr. Oh had answered. He moved away from the doorway and smiled, "Master Kibum your parents have been wondering—" Kibum didn't want to, but he just barged in the house and let his eyes scan around to find the two people he was here to see. He barged into the living to find his parents sitting down on the couch drinking tea from white glass cups while they were still in the clothes they had worn for the wedding. 

"Oh Kibum dear, what a surprise to see you? We knew you were with him, luckily you escaped." Mr. Kim said with a tone full of happiness.

"Indeed, if you were gone for twenty four hours, we would've called the police and file a restraining order." Mrs. Kim added on to her husband's words.

"I've made my decision." Kibum whispered clearly, butloud enough.

"Your decision? Are you finally going to leave those friends of yours? Oh, are you finally going to forget about Siwon?" Mrs. Kim asked with a smile.

Kibum placed his hands on his hips and walked in front of his parents and looked at them directly. He didn't have a smile, or would. He hated the words that came out of their mouth. How dare they? Even though they deserved this, he didn't enjoy this or want to do this. He didn't look sad. He needed to do this and he wasn't going to backj out now. He looked as serious as ever.

"I'm going to leave. Not my friends, not Siwon...I'm leaving what I had been told was right. I'm leaving...the people that I thought I could trust. I'm leaving...what I had left once, I'm leaving...my parents." Kibum said with a clear and louder voice. 

Before Kibum knew it, he was in his room. There were boxes on top of each other, stacks were on top of the bed. The used to be full closet that were full of his clothes and shoes and other accessories; it was just an empty closet. 

A soft knock came from the outisde of Kibum's bedroom door. Kibum walked towards the door to grasp the handle and open the door. He had expected it to be his parents who would beg for him to stay, but to his surprise, it was Mr. Oh. He had something shiny in his hand.

"Hold out your hand," Mr. Oh said.

Kibum raised an eyebrow, but did as he was told. Mr. Oh placed a silver ring on his hand. "What is this?" He noticed engraved writing on the ring.

"Your engagement ring." Mr. Oh responded.

"Huh, engagement ring? From Minho?" Kibum asked.

Mr. Oh shook his head, "Master Choi Siwon."

"Master?" Kibum asked.

"I used to work for his family. Your parents took the ring while you were sleeping." Mr. Oh explained.

"Thanks...for giving it to me." Kibum said.

"You're welcome. Just a note, touching, looking, or even thinking about things could fill that head of yours with the lost memories. The things your parents gave you, or what Minho gave, or just pictures...can also reveal memories or feelings you had during those times. You might've been thinking about him when you were with Master Minho." Mr. Oh explained.

Kibum smiled and nodded. Mr. Oh smiled brightly and spoke softly, "Goodbye, young master Kim. You will be missed a lot." 

Kibum's smile widened and got brighter. "I'll miss everyone too." Mr. Oh walked away. Kibum closed the door and locked it. He placed the ring on his ring finger which had made him smile and made him feel different. Happy. 

He remembered he had felt something missing. Now, that void was filled. Even there were no memories in his head yet from the ring, it felt good having it on once again.

 

He walked towards a box that sat on top of a chair that went with a desk. It was already open. He took out a picture of him and Minho. By  the dark background, he could tell it was during nighttime and they were walking pass someone. It was a man who looked pretty young—around the same age as him. He noticed he was looking at the young man.

Kibum figured out who it was. He could tell by the way they had looked at each other. It was Siwon. He saw the shock from his expression in the phoyo. He tilted his head with confusion flowing his heart and mind. Why had he been shock? He wondered to why he was with Minho to begin with if Siwon and him...if they had so much history together?

Before he knew it, he was back with Siwon. Siwon had told him that he could stay right after Kibum had asked him if he could literally. Siwon had sat beside Kibum—wanting to ask him questions about where he had gone and not to be rude, but to know why he was wanting to stay there and not with his parents. He was loyal, nice, and a caring person so he wouldn't mind if Kibum stayed (that's his wife), but he was also caring enough to know if Kibum was okay.

"If I may ask...and not to be rude or anything, why are you staying here and not your parents' house? Did they kick you out or something?" Siwon asked softly.

Kibum took a deep breath, "I needed to talk to them, I had to. I couldn't let them get away with what they did. I couldn't let them run free. I couldn't let them run free without some kind punishment. I decided they'd be the part of my life I'd let go forever." 

Siwon couldn't believe his wife's words. Kibum was telling him that he had left the two people who tried to split them up for good. He was happy, but couldn't help but feel guilty. His wife didn't have parents anymore, while he did. Kibum didn't have supporting parents, unlike him.

He felt that it was his fault for splitting up a family. Yes, he thought it was his fault for Kibum leaving his parents. But he felt at least happy that Kibum realized what his parents had done. He was happy that he realized that he knew his parents had caused trouble in their relationship. 

"You're not living with them anymore?" Siwon asked.

Kibum nodded, "Yes. But if I'm a burden, I'll—" 

Siwon placed a hand on Kibum's, "You'll never be a burden to me. Don't you know who you are? You're my wife, and the mother to me child...I love you and I want you to stay." 

Kibum looked into his husband's eyes and couldn't help but smile brighter. He had realized how close they were. Very close. For a while, he had realized how close they were...he finally realized that it wasn't even how close they were. Siwon had leaned closer and closer. 

By Kibum's surprise, Siwon had leaned even closer, and before Kibum knew it, Siwon's lips were locked on his. Kibum felt his heartbeat fast like a drum being drummed. He knew he was blushing by now.

He remembered this feeling. He could remember being kissed. He also remembered being kissed by someone and having it feel...right. The unbearable pain that hit his head when he remembered...pieces, part, or even the full memory. 

Even though the pain hurt, he had no desire to stop the little scene going on right now. He shut his eyes and held the pain, and found himself kissing back. He didn't see darkness when he had shut his eyes. He saw two figures kissing each other with their eyes closed. But it wasn't just one memory he saw; he saw many just flashing in his vision and head.

He saw two teenage boys were kissing, a young boy kissing another young boy's cheek...he realized it was memories of him and Siwon. He remembered how many times they kissed and how old they were during those times.

He felt happy that he was remembering. He felt happy knowing that Siwon's and his feelings were something real and not just fake, not only that...but the feelings were really strong.

He opened his eyes to realize they were no more just kissing each other, but making out. Even though they were making out right now, they still had their clothes on, but the kisses were a little more aggressive than innocent.

It was when they heard the apartment door open and their friends entered, was when they stopped.

"Hello Bummie and Horsey! How are you two lovebirds?" Heechul was the first one to greet them.

"Hello Chullie, I'm doing splendid, you?" Kibum responded a little nervously since he wondered if anyone had figured out what him and Siwon had been up to.

"Good." The cat diva replied.

"I'm going to be a DAD! I'll be a DAD IN NINE MONTHS!!!" Donghae shouted cheerfully. 

"How are you dealing with him Hyukkie? Or you still standing?" Siwon asked the annoyed and sick looking monkey.

"You wouldn't believe this...my stomach is not even visible yet and he already started buying stuff—not only that we don't even know the gender." Eunhyuk said.

"So? Every couple does that. It's not a surprise that Hae or any couple would do this. They decide to leave home, go to the store, and buy stuff for the baby together!" Ryeowook said with a smile.

"But that's just it! He already bought stuff!" Eunhyuk shouted.

"You can't be surprised—he's a babo, of course he already bought everything. But then again you're lucky." Heechul said.

"Oh and why is that?" Eunhyuk asked the Princess Heenim.

"He bought everything. You don't got to pay a dime, now do you? It's kind of all free since it's not coming out of your pocket." Heechul said with a confident smile.

"Well congrats, Hae and Hyukkie! You two will parents—two amazing people starting a family." Kibum congratulated the couple. 

"Thanks Bummie!" Donghae said with an even brighter smile.

"So how are you two? Horsey told us about you knowing almost everything Bummie. Surprising, isn't it?" Sungmin said.

"Very," Kibum said.

"It'll take a while to get used tom" Siwon paused and grabbed a hold of Kibum's left hand, "we're going to try and everything will go well."

"Well goodbye to hiding and hello to freedom." Leeteuk said.

Kibum knew this would take a while, but he was willing to go back.

For him.

For his friends.

For Kiwon.

For Siwon.

 


 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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QueenMoona
This is complete but I'm going through all my older fics to update soon and couldn't resist looking back at this one. It's been five years and I'm proud of myself. I underestimate myself too much. Everyone is awesome and I forget that I am as well. A little reminder: you can really do anything.

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Sonewolexo
#1
Chapter 1: This was so sweet but sad at the same time. Hopefully Kibum will be alright. The same goes for their baby. So they can be a happy family together.
vandarkrose
#2
Chapter 16: Very cute and emotional story and I loved the last chapters with the SuJu children!
turyka #3
Chapter 17: I just got to know bout Wattpad lastima week.. see u there!!
HunieMineNahLuluis #4
Chapter 16: Am finish it in one go even when ma phone screaming to get charger i can't move cuz i need to finis this beautiful story !
Great job authornim
tallulah1994 #5
I'm not too sure how I feel about the ending, but I really liked the story overall. I thought it was really cute in sad kind of way (does that make sense? not sure)
-senseless-
#6
Chapter 14: wow, you're awesome! so fast updates!
I can't get enough of the story~ I really like it! hope bummie will know soon everything:)
-senseless-
#7
Chapter 12: damn right he is married to siwon!
finally he has his bummie back, now he only need his memories!
great update! and so fast! thank you~
turyka #8
Chapter 12: T_T emotional chapter... Love the strong Bummie..
Ray4URay #9
Chapter 11: Wahhhhh!!! Awesome awesome chapter, author-nim!!!! Pls faster update!!! I'm dying to know what happens next!!!!!
GO SIWONNNNNNN!!!!!!
-senseless-
#10
Chapter 11: waaaah! great update!
go siwon, go siwon!! go get your wife back;)